Yawnz...

It had been a long long while not coming up to give it a BLOG. Reason being the lacking of time, my bro conquered the PC all this LONG while and the hell ITP made me so tired..

1030am.. was awaken by the freezing wind blowing thru my window. the entire sky was covered up with dark clouds. see for yourself...

And WTH, business calls in the morning... received calls relating to ITP works. I should still be in my Dreams man... (Zzz) Was checking my 1st hp bills [1st bill ever.. thats under my name], a little confused abt the billing, no choice but to visit singtel website and now BLOG BLOG BLOG...

Haa..kinda excited. Received birthday vouchers frm Singtel. Thats nice. 6 weeks to the official end of ITP and 39 days to my big day. Whoo..

Music to the ears

Latest Single(s)
1. W-inds - Izayoi no tsuki
    [2005-08-01]

2. Maki Goto - Suppin to Namida
    [2005-07-22]

Nice songs indeed.. had been waiting for their new single released. Soothing and sentimental..
U noe.. its been a STARRY STARRY month.. Jolin Tsai and V-u-den (members in morning musume and hello! Project family) frm Japan gonna be visiting Singapore. Channel U, superstar contest sponsored by Mango TV issit it the hottest event over Sg ?!

what else ?... ZETTAI Superstar ?.. well not much comments to make. Who ever wins makes no big difference now.

Yawnz..

nEw n fResh 
Latest Single
1. morning musume - Iroppoi Jirettai
    [ 2005-07-27]

Confused - Lost

I have enjoyed and crazed over many happy moments and eventually braved thru many hard times and exeperienced sadness and emotional moments in my life.
Why does God want to make us bear burdens & test our human limits. wat exactly does he wish to see in us as Human beings. I don't know....

The past one week happened to be one of the week that will b strongly etched to my memory in my entire life. I do have fun moments and i too, came across a moment when my patience and tolerence was being tested. Under a state of No absolute mental prepareness. I've heard negative comments and seen so much of hypocrites and backstabbers. I begin to realise tht life won't be easy from now on. And tht week... made me felt the worse, ever...

Its the people around that made me felt so much n deep.... so much that i begin to feel that they could not be trusted. The world is so unreal. It has 2 faces. A darken side n a Brighten side. How i wish i would nv be in the darken side. Nv do i hv to see its ruthless n evil face. But i can't...

DeAd tiReD.

you noe.. mayb some day i wld jus chgn to another Blog provider, a "better" one... xanga used to be the choice but... NOT NOW! cos of its limited features or functions i shld say. a huge constraint there. 

life is hard as usual. i felt so much tranqulized, nope not "tranqulized", i mean life is so sianz..fell so numb or immuned to the outside world by wat i'm doin in my everyday life.

hmm... been really into "cheese boat", the cheezy inside is the best part. love it. muack! check it out in Bread Talk.

Bought more than $15 worth of Meiji products today. ohh... ichiban desu~ ranging from chocolates, chips, crackers...wow....my favorite.

wat a chunk of SHit i've written for this entry... i hate myself!

stAy awAy fRom mE...

yawnz... was feeling bored, being alone in e office in e quiet evening. " fRiEndsTeR ! " first came to my mind. cos my initial intend was to search for a colleague n add her in. it took me quite sometime to do e search n finally i gave up. the result given was damn long a list of users. i scrolled till e 22nd pg n Nope i shan't go on anymore.. i gave up! It had been quite some time tht i've nt visited friendster. browse thru e pics my frens posted. being like this for almost an hr.. gawd! i moved my fingers, n yet they felt so stiffed. realised tht my hand was so numb. pale. no sign of blood. e aircon was blasting OK.. ta ma de...

seen so many pics. some were taken overseas [belgium, taiwan, thailand...] some were taken w their dearest gf/bf. i admit i do feel a sudden urge to travel & hving a relationship once more. tht wld be so nice.. but i'm still unsure w myself. its nt tht easy to do or get wat u want. haiz..

remorse.