| 3 years =/Been a while but happy 3 year anniversary to Shan and I.
Cheers to CMU Deltas ! finally come full circle and now i'm graduating. gonna miss it all =/
i'll dig up old pix later.
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| distraughtseems like i've given up on xanga haha first upate in like months...
hope everyone's doing well these days. feel bad for not keeping in
touch with ppl these days. i've been so enclosed into the small shell
of asians here at cmu and i realize that i've neglect a lot of ppl..
old friends and close friends.
i regret this and i hope to change this about myself.
i dont even know where to begin with the rest of this entry.. so many
things on my mind these days i just want to type this up as a remind
for myself in the future i guess.
looking back at college its jsut ridiulous how quickly its gone by. i
still remember random moments from freshmen year in donner just hanging
out with hallmates. meeting ppl of different ethnicity for first time
in my life.. ( yes i was sheltered when i grew up =/ ) it was a
wonderful and good experience and i am forever grateful for those who
helped me through the transition to college. i remember the neo days
and being the stupid drunk one that ppl would make fun of. now its less
then 100 days till i'm done with undergrad forever. lots of good and
bad memories that i dont even know where to begin.
i feel that i should be content. even happy with where i am right now.
i am gonna graduate on time (hopefully if i dont manage to fail my only
core class), found a job for now, have a safe and happy family, two
amazing littles whom i'm grateful to have known even for the short
amount of time its been so far, close friends that i will keep in touch
for the rest of my life, great memories and accomplishments with various organizations ( Lambdas, ASA and now TSA).
but deep inside i always have this 說不出來的痛. i still dont know why and
i'm sure many ppl think i'm retarded to feel this way. maybe its the
pessimistic view i've always had on things, caring too much about what
other ppl think, or just events that've taken place in college. i've
always hated this about myself and try to change. however, i still let
it get to me time and time again. still trying to let go.
looking back at almost 22 years of life, this is still my biggest
problem and regret. when i enter the working world it's gotta change
cuz i wont ever be in an environment where i'm surrounded by friends
and can find an outlet to such problems. by graduation, i wanna be at
peace with myself and graduate knowing that i did the best i could and
gained friendship and lessons that will be invaluable to me in the
future.
i still dont understand how i can give so much to
friends/organizations/things in general only to receive so little/bad
in return for what i've done. maybe its not fair and i should be more
selfish or i should stop caring and treasure the good memories from the
past.
got other stuff to add.. can't think anymore now
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| culture nighthaha sept 15 is last time i updated..
2 months has gone by so quickly.. still busy as hell but getting close to the end
hopefully in next few weeks I'll be able to decide what i want to do for next few years
its been a long and rough semester for seniors. time to enjoy culture
night and unwind.. at least its something different from
schoolwork. so even though its a pain in the ass to practice i'd
still choose step practice any day
last culture night and possibly last time i'm performing. should be an interesting show
CULTURE NIGHT 2006
 
come support your organizations and friends!
$3 presale so no reason to use price as excuse not to come
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| nyc for one day.
see you guys at BLVD tonight. we'll be in the city on sat till past dinner.
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| Theta Rush Fall 06its that time of the year again..
Thurs, August 31st: Infosession and Basketball . Meet @ Chateau 7:00PM
Sat, September 2nd: Mixer w/ aKDPhi @ Chateau 8:30PM
"Chaos" w/ aKDPhi & ASA @ New Moon
10:00PM
Meet at UC
turnaround
Sun, September 3rd: Game Day w/ KPL @ Donner Ditch 2:00PM
Mon, September 4th: Chill Session All Day
Mt. Wash BBQ . Meet @ Chateau 7:00PM
Wed, September 6th: Wings Night @ Chateau 7:30PM
Sat,
September 9th: Escapade w/ aKDPhi @ IM Fields
2:00PM
Mixer w/ KPL @ Chateau
9:00PM
"Ignite" w/ KPL @ Chateau 10:00PM
Sun, September 10th: Service Event . Meet @ Chateau 9:30AM
Interviews all
afternoon . Location TBA
Mon, September 11th: Bowling . Meet @ Chateau 7:30PM
Wed, September 13th: Bid Dinner Invite Only
stole this straight from weilin
anyways it feels good to be back on xanga. last year, time to enjoy college finally...
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