All I could think about was that time we stayed up all night talking. You didn't say that I was wrong or stupid. You didn't laugh at me when I confessed my wildest dreams. You just listened, & it was then that I knew, I wanted to be with you. The hardest part was getting this close to you, & giving up on this dream I built with you; A fairy tale that isn't coming true. I've found that it's a good thing to go through heartache at one point or another in your lifetime. Not the petty, childhood heartache. But the horrible kind we've experienced. But see, when you get to the healing part of this, you will have so much love to share with someone. You will be able to appreciate someone in ways even you cannot understand. You will be so much stronger than you were before. I know how much this sucks right now & I know it seems unfair, but when it's all said & done with, this will all make sense. All this pain you are going through at this moment will eventually teach you some of the greatest lessons in life you will ever need to learn. There's no doubt about it, breakups suck. But in the first few hours or days or weeks that follow, there's one important truth you need to recognize: Some things can't & shouldn't be fixed, especially that loser who dumped you or forces you to dump him. It's over for a reason, & deep down inside, you probably know what the reason is. The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, & never explained. Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you've talked; It's about that very moment when you're doing something, & you wish, you just wish, that they were right there with you. Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate; you always hear the saddest song on the radio? "A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her." i wont forget that first conversation and ill never let that feeling in my heart go away from the first time i heard your voice and i miss the nights where wed stay up all night talking and youd make a fool outta yourself just to hear me laugh and just so you know you didnt do a thing wrong i was just looking for things to keep myself from falling in love but it never worked because i fell madly deeply in love with you i had feelings i had never had before and i think id give up all my dreams just to spend forever with you and im sorry because that scares me it scares me to know that id give up my entire life to be with you forever! so please understand that i love you and i wish you the greatest happiness ever As you looked into my eyes & asked why I was about to cry, it was cause I knew we had to say goodbye. surround yourself with people who will only raise you higher. --oprah winfrey When I look back On these days I’ll look and see your face You were right there for me - "There You'll Be" |