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Monday, May 05, 2008

I'm pretty glad I can write here.
I don't think anybody reads my xanga anymore, so...

I feel like this space is so, spacious?

Art - my project of decay is quite interesting.
I really didn't think about what I wanted to do. So I just randomly picked "decay".
Decay Decay Decay. Wabi-Sabi is so interesting.
How things are born, grow, bloom, death, and come back again.

I decided to make an image of Jesus with toasts ytd...
I seriously felt like a retard, waiting for the toaster to burn those toasts in 5 minutes, take them out, put raw ones in, take them out, put raw ones in, take, put, take , put, tick tac tick tac, it took me an hour to do so. I have 100 to go?! Plus it takes so much precision for me to figure out which toast goes where on the image. I need to talk to Ian about it......Bascially, I sound mental.
Why Jesus? Well, I am looking at the meaning of life & death in my transition project. And religion is the beginning of spiritual and physical recarnation. I used to hate Damien Hirst. But for this project, I feel like he's changed my point of view of art. Somehow, his stuff is so "right in your face" that you can't escape but wonder - why? how? what is this for? 
I guess I need to learn from him.
I wish I did more about "sex" for my Saatchi coursework...I would've gone crazy with that.... 

The weather's amazing. And I went swimming with Sharon & Wincy ytd night.
I feel brand new.......
Swimming makes the world go round.
I love swimming!!!


Monday, March 17, 2008

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Easter break begins in 2 days.
3 and a half weeks of intensive gym workouts & sketchbooks.
Rosie's gone on skiing trip in France already, sigh .. . school really does suck without your best friend.
And . . . I guess i'll try to be positive about things starting from today.


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

WORK HARDER.
SLEEP EARLIER.
LOVE WILDER.


Happy Birthday my dearest Amber Blundell<3 <3 <3


I need to stop wasting time. Too much procrastination going on. 2 months left till Exam sketchbooks are coming.I haven't even finished my coursework. I need to straighten things up.

art.

textiles.

personal studies.

Thinking about leaving here in 4 and a half months scares me a little, but I'm more excited than ever. This summer's going to be the summer that I party HARD!!!

  


Thursday, January 17, 2008

i need you so much closer.

i need a lot of people to be so much closer .

i hate distance, but i hate to think that i am dependent.

i don't get it.

flipping. turning. going back and forth.

it doesn't feel like it's 2008 at all.

but, i will push on, keep on, move on.

let's go and be an indelible bright and bizarre shining star.

 

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