Allergies...

Not really, I just couldnt think of a title for it..

Anyway I sorta forgot about xanga until reebok decided to go and resurrect hers last night, very late last night..

So I should update mine as well.

I think things have been pretty good lately, we still fight here and there, but last week we fought almost everyday.

I think alot of it is my fault, just because I'm not keeping up my end of the deal. I know she's been keeping up her end, and she's been doing a hell of a lot better than I have.

Sometimes I say things without thinking of how it'll affect her feelings. I think I should word things more carefully and actually put some thought into it first..Plus I'm not too good with words in general so I guess it'll be extra thinking for me.. I know that when we live together she wont get mad at me nearly as often, cause when we're together we hardly ever fight, and if we do it lasts about 10 mins max. I think I'm alot better than I used to be, but there's still some things I need to work on. I hope she knows that I love her and that I am actually trying. I know she feels like she isnt seeing results, but I  honestly am trying.

Anyway, I liked Saturday, our 1 yr and 3 month anniversary. We usually dont celebrate anniversaries, but I'm glad we did this time. It was such a nice day, both weather and between us.

We spent some time at my house napping/eating/insertsomethinghere and I really enjoy just relaxing with her beside me

Then I took her to minigolf, which was alot of fun, and we took a couple pictures of our golf balls side by side, and we had a little story thing going on with them.

So after that we got some cheeseburgers and headed up to burnaby mountain to eat and watch the sunset, I was kinda disappointed cause by then the clouds had moved in and blocked out most of the sun, but we still got a fair amount of sunlight before we left to watch our movie, which was awesome.. Probably the most confusing movie of all time but I think we both enjoyed it.

OK that took about an hour. I cant write more cause ralph is coming kbye1

I dont know whats been going on this week..

I mean to my knowledge, everything has been fine with hooty and I.

But this week its like hell decided to break loose and drop everything on us.

She thinks that I want nothing to do with her, that I dont want her, and that I'm seeing someone else.

What am I doing wrong? I have no idea where she's getting these ideas from, so what am I doing to make her think that? Am I not being affectionate enough?

I know on the phone I dont always talk alot, but I mean nothing really happens during my day. Im at the desk pretty much the full 8 hours unless I'm in the washroom or downstairs printing.

She keeps saying we should take a break... I dont even know what to say to that.

If I say no she'll just say she thinks its best. If I say ok fine, she'll think I dont want her anymore.

When I tell the truth, apparently its not the truth. What am I supposed to do now?

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K I really dunno where we can go for dinner..

I dont like gastown..everything's confusing there. Just the streets in general and i'd probably get lost..

ACK! *droops head on desk*

=)

Well tomorrow is Ree's grad pics!

So she's going through all the girly preparations...

Nails and hair.. Its funny how guys dont have to do any of that.

We just throw in some gel and we're done

I had to go shopping the other day with her and we picked out a nice shirt, then Ree suggested that I buy the suspenders to go with the shirt, what a good idea!

Then later on at my house I tried it all on and she went "ah fuck yeah"lol!!! What a pervert

Umm..I wanna get a dressy belt too..I just wanna look good for her pictures

I dont wanna be the one that makes the pics look bad

Anyway, ralph is back now, so gah go!