POEMS:

MY LIFE:    tears roll down my face      my family looks at me in discrase     don;t know why everyone thinks i'm high     well fuck i'm just drunk      i'd like to beat up my dads truck    its so gay      i wish he'd go away     same s/ mom      she's always yelling     she'll never know my feelings      anger is always near or sometimes here     anger of love and of hatred    mom your blossems are fading     all four are now hateing     your boyfriend can't make'em like him     all he's doing is bragging     wow hes rich    while i don't own a stick       i don't get why     my life is one big lie      leave my heart to mend       so this is where i end     MY LIFE!

gotten laid:

March 4th 2005 lost virginity by eric by the hay bails in Isabel March 5th 2005 eric in field by dillion romines house in Isabel June 11th 2005 with cody twice in same night at the hay bails in Isabel August 12th 2005 with jordan 3x at his grandma's house in Medicine Lodge February 6th 2006 with matt flemmings in Shaney's car February 14th 2006 with matt on Kenny's living room floor

skipped class:

Jan. 31st 2006 last two hours with matt hung out talked smoked ciggs he kisses me right before going back into the school    Feb 6th 2006 last two hours matt and kenny hang in Shaney's car me and matt screw while kenny's in front seat   Feb 8th 2006 all but first hour matt, louran, abby, noah (and his two bros), danny( and his two bros), ruban, and nathon. hung out at noah's smoked ciggs while everyone else smoked weed.   Feb.10th 2006 3rd, 4th, 5th, went out for lunch louran, abby, dj, and jason smoked cigs hung at abby's house joked around Feb. 14th 2006 all but first matt, ruban,nathon, chris and kenny went to kenny's me and matt screw on his living room floor