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| my life has been amazing
amazing i say
the past 3 days of my life
has been a new start
a new beginning
yea it seems a bit cliche saying this
but this time.
i believe its something new
something great
GOD is amazing
so everlasting
its so crazy how He works.
i grew up being a christian all my life.
and up to now,
i have never felt so good, so content, so comfortable in my life
every morning (although its been 3 days..-_-;;) i wake up with joy, i sleep with joy,
my whole freakin day is filled with nothing but happiness and joy.
God is really building this new happiness and joyness in me that i have never felt before in my life.
yea i went through tough times.
a lot of people know now what happened and if you want to know i will gladly share it
because it is part of my testimony now.
but i went through so much
but i am willing to sacrifice all the past to God and mature in the spirit.
i am willing to sacrifice my life to God.
what is it to sacrifice? what is it to suffer for God? what does "to die is to gain" truly mean?
God is really teaching me so much and i dont want Him to stop
my life is finally beginning to mend together
its finally making sense
OMG.
GOD IS AMAZING
my life.
ive been going to missions and serving God.
my good sister Andrea shared today.
if i went through all those times and seen and experienced what God has done for me, why cant i share it with others? why do i have to put them to waste? why do i have to be so ignorant and selfish keeping the goodness of God within myself? that hit me so much. it hit me a lot.
because i wanted to just go to missions and be blessed myself. i didnt want to serve God being a missionary. but like what Andrea said, i felt God telling me too,
"hoyoung, why are you putting all those times of blessings to waste? why are you being foolish?"
its time for me to really serve God and just do my best to have boldness and unashamedness like shadrach, mishach, and abendigo (is that how you spell their names? hehe) like in the book of Daniels.
man i am STOKED!
its amazing.
im going to medical missions now to oaxaca.
its in approximately 2 days and God just told me to go today. i mean wtf? tickets are going to be mad expensive, no room, no time to practice the skits and dances, no time to prepare myself, eh? are you sure God you want me to go?
but man.
God is good.
He literally just made it possible for me to go.
i renewed my passport and it would take 4-6 weeks to comes back which would be perfect in time for youth missions which is in august.
but for some odd reason, i received my passport 1 week ago. which was only like 3 weeks. so im like eh? what the heck why so fast? i was confused.
pastor paul today told me that i should go to oaxaca.and from then, i knew that God wanted me to go to this trip.
man. and the tickets? there was only 2 more available slots and ironically CHEAPER than the prices listed before which doesnt make sense because tickets should be raised as time goes by.
i mean wtf?! how crazy is that? my passport coming earlier, tickets and slots being available.
it is truly God telling me to go. i also had this strong urge to go to this camp while i was helping the trainees with their mission stuff. except who knew i would actually go? man
God is good amen?
if you guys want to hear my testimony, just feel free to message me or call me.
its time for me to really just live my life for God.
its going to be rough and hard and Satan is going to try his best to get at me, but
i believe im much stronger now.
and i know a lot of time these kind of feeling are temporary but i dont want this to be.
i have this feeling that this wont be.
isnt God amazing everyone?
man if i can just rip my heart out and just show you guys how happy and glad i am.
man.
i love Jesus
-ho
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| is it worth fighting for something that you will never have?
is it worth seeking for something that you will never see?
is it worth waiting for someone that will never come to you?
the future is the future.
live for the present.
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| God wants me to have a time alone with Him.
there's too much.
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| i dont know where to begin.
i dont know what to say.
there are too many things inside of me
of which i want to expose.
but at the same time i shouldnt, i cant.
i guess living like this is hard.
where i have to have everything in stored inside of me
without telling anyone.
life's hard.
the only person i can tell is God because He knows all things.
i guess He comforts me in some ways.
but i want people, actual human-beings, to support and comfort me as well.
but thats just me complaining.
because i cant expect them to comfort me if i dont even tell them whats hurting inside of me.
when the time comes.
i wish i can have the opportunity to tell people.
tell them whats been bothering me.
tell them whats been inside of me for a long time.
BAH
well i guess thats kinda my entry for today.
i really want to express my feelings and crap but words wont come out the way they should be.
i guess thats why i cant tell people whats inside of me?
because everytime i try to, i succeed about 50 percent of sharing the information.
but the other 50 percent blows out of the way into the abyss.
AISH
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| wish i can just spill my heart out onto this gay blog but i guess i cannot. :P
OMG SUMMER!
summer..
gotta find a job
summer's been great.
staying over sooho and bora's house till missions. yay!
dancing has been gay..
losing a lot of stuff and becoming so rusty..
should i quit?
am i getting to old for this shiz?
hmmm i wonder. --;
lets see...
summer so far is not how i expected it to be. hehe ^^;;
-ho
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