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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 23:58:52 GMT

gone.

Friday, February 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 00:25:54 GMT

even if things dont look alright, tomorrow is another day
and it will be alright~
dont forget your happiness
be civil to one another
make sure you love yourself and special others
dont be a fool
be capable of making good decisions...then following through
make sure you can forgive
dont forget relations with those who care
be thankful
make yourself take care of yourself and special others
dont be hateful
be giving until the point of unappreciation
make life worth living for
have optimism
have cynicism
have fun
have responsibility
have freedom
have control

have balance

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 22:13:39 GMT

So its cold, the sun is rarely out, and I have been lazy

but all is well I suppose.

My roommates and I now purchased an apartment this weekend for next semester. It's going to be SWEET.

My baby niece is coming soon...AHHH thats going to be sweet too

Things looks if they will be alright

Monday, January 29, 2007

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 22:17:14 GMT

so.....snow makes me really happy AHAH~ i could still be in shock and excitement......but regardless its been making me happy.

im just wishing and hoping. i might post pictures of my first real good snow fall~
some of my friends took me to the boston commons...the oldest part of boston and the most expensive real estate in the nation...but in the nation doesnt seem accurate...who knows...but it was beautiful...

my studio creepily saw me on the street apparently and emailed me saying " BTW, young lady, I saw you walking along the walkway this evening with your light jacket opened and no hat. That is no way to keep healthy in this weather, I hope you own a wool muffler. If so, use it. Your throat must stay warm. That's my lecture for the day."
Is that not scary? what is a wool muffler anyway?

anyway...i need to shower... the semester im already gettin lazy...but it might be the cold...it makes me not want to do anything... =( but it is fun... AHAH
love hate relationship apparently.

that's all folks.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 18:52:13 GMT

oh the weather outside is frightful
a heater would be delightful
but since i have no place to go
im going to freeze im going to freeze im going to freeze.

so yea..................

a Texas spring will be nice.

my break is march 17-25....i feel like its after everyone else's break =(

i need to start doing stuff......im still in break mode...

im so lost without my phone....oh yea i dont have my phone...i should have it this week for sure. if not the mail network has lost it.

oka my fingers are frozen from typing. im out .

peace in the middle east.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 22:52:44 GMT

sometimes...doesn't your heart just ache?...just sometimes?

whether it be overwhelmed with joy, sadness, desire for the past, desire for the future, just whatever it might be...

does your heart not ache?

oh...btw...

happy new year.

new beginings?

atleast in my niece to be =)

Monday, December 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 03:20:03 GMT

there is never an opportune moment to take a shower around here.
therefore i havent showered in 2 1/2 days. yea its pretty gross. no one really to impress here....yet...hopefully?
i hope my christmas break is spectacular....but this time no expectations.
houston for a month......i cant even imagine what its going to be like....before i hated to waste time...now it will be even more so.
i hope i get to see everyone this break.........i want to see everyone.......im a little determined to see everyone ahaha..
its like 3 in the morning here......and i have a 10 o clock lesson because i switched times with my friend because she has a choir jury during her lesson.....so im covering her.........but that should make me wake up at 8 to prepare my voice......and i should shower then........unless one of the 8 girls i share a bathroom with is in there.
the one silly worry i had about entering college was who my roommates would be and what kind of people they would be...............and that is the only thing i have no problems with.....=) everything else is another issue.
maybe im all emotional from watching family stone earlier........maybe im just being emotional because of other people (this one doode cried in family stone........i sort of made fun of him...i thought he was pretend crying)...who knows but im looking forward to hugging my parents the most.
church could be weird when i go back...i wonder what it is like now a days over there at good ol' young nak.
its pretty cold here now...............................and its only to get worse.......... "it gets too cold to snow"
i heard some guys say, "shit son" and i thought of you amanders =) AHAH
a lot of kids here are saying how weird its going to be without having each other around for a whole month......it will be strange........but im definitely more emotionally detached than they are. maybe they just love me more than i do them. or maybe my ego is too large for my intelligence to function. who knows.
the only thing im deathly worried about is my keyboard final..............that is my concern.
i dont even know what i want to eat as the first meal back home.
so i think my body is officially healthy....a while back we had a little gathering of health in our student center where real clinicians came and took our blood pressue, body comp, body fat %, posture, massages (had a long wait), and more things of that nature. i have perfect cholesterol, perfect blood pressure, perfect fat for my body size. so i was extremely happy.........then now my physical aspect is becoming healthy as well. its strange. AHAHA yea...christine lee= healthy.....who thought it would come to this?
actually.............who would have thought life would come to this? i had a moment the other day.....and i was thinkin about all the aspects of my life.............and remembered what i thought 5 years ago............and really..
who would have thought it would come to this?
that question is not a depressing one nor is it an optimistic one.......it is what it just is.
a lover of mine considered my a best friend..........and im forever happily content. =) but if your mind changes..its all gravy baby =) my love is unconditional.
i forgot how much i could love..........i might whip it back out soon~ only if you're lucky i suppose haahaha
whip it....whip it good....shape it up....get started....and whip it i think that is the order of the lyrics....its too late for me to actually recall.
this is long enough.........im like binge (spelling?) entrying.....nothing for so long....and too much at one time.
later players

Monday, December 04, 2006

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 19:31:29 GMT

its so cold that you actual need gloves.
we had our first snow today...and it was weak sauce.
we are all deciding it doesnt count..that it was slush.
im real bitter right now..but not upset...its strange. im cold on the outside and in.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 18:45:49 GMT

AH two more weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:21:04 GMT

so...here...my OCD habits dont prevail. and its been difficult to deal with but i've done it....like i said before..i prefer things to be in a certain order or a certain way...but now its even more oka that it is not.

monday...homeward bound HAHA remember that song amanda? i still cant think of the tune of the begining...it does sound like something else...wait i think i did figure it out...i think its a charlotte church song...

i have a lot of things to do...people to see..place to eat when i get home. i hope i can fit it all in.

im so tired and i cant catch up my sleep..its hard to get stuff done...maybe ill take a nap after this..then go to espresso...then try and get stuff done. then practice on sunday.

yea so im bored and i want a boyfriend to do stuff with like go study with me...waste time with me. go eat with me..someone to explore the city with me and the like.someone to be consistent.
oh well

hopefully i finish all my stuff before i get to houston....because i feel like i will not do anything work like when i get there

so you guys have a good one.