Weeeeeeeeeeeeee..........so here i am....in a cyber cafe despite my earlier doubts.....ditchhing my frens ( they're all gb-ing)....and here i am...dropping an entry here...
It's great to be where i am now... with all my frens...and some new frens i pick up along the way... watched fear factor last nite...saw their statistics on what hong kies, indon, etc etc fear most.....and it got me thinking...what "Ida fear most?".... i Fear lonelinesssssss......i need to be surrounded by frens and loved ones.... i can never stay intact without them...frens may not alwiz be physically presence by my side 24/7...but i need to noe that they are still there..and that they still care.... sue me for being insecure.... but frenship with VIPz is all i need to get on with life.... *HaRgz*... those who deserve this hug..they'll noe... *Grinz*
hmmm....think i shud really sit down and seriously think about what is in house for lil Ida in 2005.... desperately need to get rid of some bad habits... some useless loose fat ( this has been my new year resolution since i was a kid ...never quite succeeded thou  )... and i really need to recollect my soul and faith...can't help but feel a pinch of guilt when i witness the dedication shown by my family members to God... i was the First in the family to accpet Christ...but now...it seems that the distance between me and God...*sigh* ( my bible is dusty...no more daily prayers...no more sunday service in KL...in short..i've been a notti notti gal....but i believe God will give me the strength i need to reassemble my faith in Him)............last but definitely not the least...i need to take it easy on myself...try not to pressure myself too hard....esp academically wise....
hrMp.... i guess at this point of time....my main cornern should be my final year THESIS!~!! oh my GawDDDDDDDDDDDD......................... i need a Miracle to finish on TImeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............geeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkk...
Mewwi MewWi X'mas to alllllllll..and a happy new yearrrrrr ................
ps: //Happy b-day to Han ( Old liao.....must take k of yaself oh...go out and have one hell of a celebration okie)........and also Noel Lah Ah Dai ( dun think he'll read this thou../gg)
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