1.) she's deeper than you think she is. she has secrets of her
own,  little secrets no one must know. but all you see's the
outer image, the genuine smile and funky flip-flops. she
smiles, because that is who she is.     but there is pain, and
hurt, you just can't see it.     you see what she wants you to
see,  you'll never see the truth. she's scared that you will
judge her,     but even if you don't make a sound, you won't
ever see the things that bring her down ♥                                    

2.) you can feel it when someone  you hold close to your heart is  slipping
away, little by little.it's when the mere thought of losing a friend can
bring you to tears almost instantly.  the pain you're beginning to feel
can crush your entire heart,  and everything you try to do to solve the
problem only pushes them further and further away from you. when
the only chance of getting things back to the way they were, is to hope
this person realizes what they may be losing                                                    [♥]

3.) I know I'm not easy to understand. I know I keep a lot inside and I know I'm not the easiest person to read, but that's okay. Cause even though there's a lot about me you'll never know, there's a hell of a lot more of me you can learn to love.

4.) because the truth is,
it doesn't really matter who I used to be.
it's all about who I’ve become.

5.) Let’s watch a Scary movie

Together with popcorn on our laps 

&& I’ll scream ex-tra loud so you hold my hand.

1.) I love being your favorite hello
&& your hardest goodbye.

2.) a while ago we were complete strangers
now look at us -- we can`t live without eachother

3.) Secret #23:
He makes me feel like a little girl with a huge crush.

4.) We rock the ripped jeans
and huge sunglasses ,
screw you attitudes
&party hard personalities.

5.)

You’re the only one who could make me laugh at absolutely nothing

1.) -
the best memories are the ones you can`t explain ;;
you just had to be there it's those days where we sit
around and do nothing. it's the moments we laugh so
hard,we cry. it's the way we look at eachother and know
what's going threw each others head it's those stupid
pictures and the jokes. those are the reasons we're best friends

2.) i love his cute little comments..
the way he makes me laugh..
the way he's always there, and
the way he knows how to get my heart <3

3.) Not all the scars show, not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.

4.) ♥EVERY GiRLS DREAM♥
-Get kissed in the rain
-Have that one hott kiss where you're pressed against the wall
-Have a guy that thinks you're the world
-Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
-A guy who would watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get
-A guy that is loyal
-A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it
-A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable, not hot, fine or sexy
-A guy that will never judge you for how you look
-A boy that says cheesy stuff just to make you smile
-A boy that tells you everything honestly
-A guy that will always let you win
-A guy who stands up for you no matter who its against
-A boy who you can hang out & have fun with
-A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
-A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts in life
-A guy you can be yourself with & he will never give a care & would still tell you that you are amazing to him
-A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries & troubles away

5.) i've been waiting my whole life for the right guy to
come along, and then you showed up. and you're
nothing like the man i imagined. you're cynical and
cranky and impossible. but the truth is, fighting
with you is the best thing that's ever happened
to me. and i think there's a very good chance
that i'm falling in love with you.

6.) Good girls don't lie,
                            Bad girls don't cry,
                         Dumb girls need "air",
                  Naughty girls need underwear
                        Sweet girls aren't mean,
                      Funny girls make a scene,
                 Perfect girls have all the class,
                  Mean girls will kick your ass,
                          Smart girls will excel,
                          Gossip girls will tell,
                   Popular girls get all the boys,
                      Little girls play with toys,
                   Normal girls are nothing new,
                  So which one applies to you?

7.) I'm done pretending, so here goes:
No, I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I'm not okay with the fact we don't even talk anymore, and to top it all off - no I'm not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place.

8.) She said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine."
As she fights back the tears one more time.

9.) && as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there is ever gonna be a day I get over your smile. When I will let go of the hugs you gave me.. that I continue to feel. A day when I let go of the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us.. I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you.

10.)

Twenty years from now.. I am going to look back and remember that there were those few people who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words. Those people who lifted my head when I was l.o.s.i.n.g faith in myself. Those few people who carried tears on their shoulders after every f i g h t, every break up, every death. The people who always knew what I was feeling by the look on my face. The few who accepted who I was when everyone else laughed in my face. Those people that accepted every decision I made believing that I’d make the right decisions. The few who knew who I really was. Those people that made the biggest difference in my life. The ones who were my strength through hard times. My best friends. <3

11.) She's getting to you.
You're finding out that you don't
like being without her.

12.)

she's not the same girl that she was at the beginning of summer
experiences, people, places, memories, & love have changed her forever

13.) Missing someone gets easier every day because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

14.)

you said that you would always be there.
but i guess we have different definitions
of always.

15.)

The one thing I'm scared most about right now is that I'll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat every second of the day. Having him there to hug, to hold, and to kiss makes everything seem so perfect.  He's the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning and stay awake at night.  I smile and laugh every second I'm with him and it feels like time just stops when he's there with me. I cherish the time I spend with him now because who knows if something would ever happen to break us apart.  All I really want is for him to be with me for me, not for any other reason. This is the first time I feel that I cannot screw this up...because if I do, I know he'll just leave, and I'm not letting this one go. He's real, the one that understands me out of every guy out there that I've ever met or known.  I'm scared to get hurt again.  Too many tears lost, too much time wasted.  I hope that he's the boy that's going to be there for me, always. The one who actually keeps his world and his promise.

16. )

If you've ever had one of those times when you've clutched a pen or something else in your hand for a long time, only to look down and be surprised that you are still holding it long after your need for it had passed, you'll understand sometimes we get so use to holding that we forget to let go.

17.)

18.) You know, sometimes I can't help but
think about you, it's so hard to
get you out of my mind.

19.)

It's not okay cause he made me laugh. I didn't have to
pretend to be anything other than who I am when I was
with him. I don't believe in finding your other half but
I do believe you look for someone who makes you a
better person, who changes you for the better &
because I thought I found it in him

20.)

Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you.

21.) There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right.

22.) nobody knew that you sent me texts at night
saying "good night, i love you" or in the morning saying
"good morning, beautiful. did you sleep well?"
nobody understood why i fell for you,
but i'm so glad i did <3

23.)

She took down all her old pictures,
and now her wall is empty.
It's not that she's ready to
forget everything in the past..
she's just realizing it's time to move on.
She's not going to replace the memories,
but she's gonna make new ones, better ones

24.)

25.) I'd rather be turning heads
than raising eyebrows ;)

26.)

Every girl has that one boy that she`ll never get over. That one guy that makes you laugh all the time. That one that gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say & reminds you about it months from now. That one who has his name written all over your heart. That one who you compare to everyone. That one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. That one you cry over & over about. That one that no one can understand "why him." That one everyone thinks you can do better than. That one you ask why her & not me. That one when you first saw him you knew you loved him.

27.)

28.)

boys will break your heart. friends will betray you.
parents will seem too strict and life will annoy you.
but you should always remember that there's a
purpose for these things to be happening to us.
so keep your head up and your spirits high
because if you don't, life will just pass you by.

29.)

I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life
and cuddle up during a movie on a couch.
Stay up all night talking about nothing.
Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him.
Talk about dreams, make dreams.
Have fights, the kind that only really matter
just as long as you’re having them.
Someone I can wrestle with, you know,
play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm.
A guy who will bring me flowers, once in a while,
maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort.
Something he saw that made him think of me,
made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself.
A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me,
just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got.

30.) he was hugging my goodbye,
not the friend kind of hug, the i love you kind of hug,
i couldn't take it anymore, i thought i was going to break down,
i almost start crying. i try pulling away, but you don't let me
you keep hugging me, and in your arms i feel like nothing is wrong
that i'm not leaving you, that everything will be okay.
*ilivetoolaugh

brewer, andy, liz, carmen, kristyn, and everyone else. i'm gonna miss you so much. i don't know what i'm going to do without you guys. i love you so fucking much <3

1.) don't know if it's the way he says my name, or the way he catches me staring at him and pretends not to notice the smile on my face. Maybe it's just the way he makes me feel about myself, even when I'm down. But when I look at him, I see all those memories of us. And I just wonder if maybe he's still seeing them, too. <3

2.)

&& maybe it's not about who you're friends with
but how honest you are to your real friends. &&
maybe it's not about what you look like but how
you think you look like and your attitude.. `&&
maybe it's not about what life will bring you ;
but how you handle all the things that come x3

3.)

I know technically we're not together,
but forget the title and whatever / Because if you
look into my eyes and listen to what I have
to say / You'll know I'm the one girl
who will never walk away <33

4.)

i want to be the kind of girl that leaves an everlasting impression
on someone. i don't want to be the type that you'll forget in a week.
i want to be hard to forget. i want the kind of impact on someone
where they'll never find anyone who can take my place. & i want
that.. because t h a t s w h a t y o u a r e t o m e. <3

1.) Everyday, I wonder why he saw me..
when a thouand other girls saw him.

2.) "i love you without knowing how, or when,
or from where. i love you straight forwardly
without complexities or pride; so i love you
because i know no other way."

3.) i love you
&& there is no getting past that

4.)

Before, my fear was being vulnerable. The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running. He, however, made my insides come alive, my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent. He took away my fear and gave me hope. But more importantly, for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run, he gave me a reason to stay.

5.) I want to be the place in your heart
that you can never let go of.

6.) It started as just a crush
and ended up as everything.

7.) The truth is I gave my heart
away a long time ago,
my whole heart, and I
never really got it back

8.)

The one thing I'm scared most about right now is that I'll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat every second of the day. Having him there to hug, to hold & to kiss makes everything seem so perfect. He's the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning, makes me feel like going to school & to stay awake at night. I smile & laugh every second I'm with him & it feels like time just stops when he's there with me. I cherish the time I spend with him now because who knows if something would ever happen to break us apart. All I really want is him to be with me for me, not for something more. This is the first time I feel that I can't screw this up because if I do, I know he'll just leave & I'm not letting this one go because he's real, the one that understands me out of every guy out there that I've ever met or known. I'm scared to get hurt again, too many tears lost, too much time wasted. I hope that he's the boy that's going to be there for me, always. The one who actually keeps his word & promises.

9.)

Just to say i love you never seems enough. I've said it
so many times. I am afraid you wont understand what i
really mean when i say it. How can so much feeling, so
much adoration possibly fit into those three little words.
But until I find some other way of saying how I feel, then
"I Love You" will have to do. So no matter how many times
I say it, never take it lightly, for you are my life, and my only love.
I love you more now then i ever did before.

10.)

Saturday I saw you holding hands with someone new
Somehow  I kept my composure just like everything was cool
But inside I kept repeating
"Don't you let them see you cry"
So I casually turned my head,
As the tears
[rolled down my eyes]

11.)

Dear God, It's your little girl again, I have some things to say:
You see this world were living in {it isn't all that great}, The bombs are d r o p p i n g, The kids are starving, The women are .slaving.away., Children are crying, Teens are DYING. And :our parents don't seem to care:.
Drugs are our getaway. Drinkings our only safe.
Suicide rates are higher.
But we still all say were .o.k.a.y. God, I have some questions:
Why aren't you stopping it?
Why are we dying?
Why are we just wasting away?
Why can't we be okay?
I'm crying out for help you see Lord. Please.
H E L P

12.) I guess they fell for each other like
they always knew they would

13.) Actually, NO, I am not okay.
I need you to give me a .hug.
I need to be told that I am
Worth Something

14.) i might like you, but i might love you.
not the little kid kind of stuff.
the real thing.
i've fallen to hard for you.
please don't hurt me,
i can't take it if you do