sorrie to say ... but this is my LAST entry in this xanga ... im NOT quitting, im just moving on to another one .. i think it was time i made a new one .. and i need to let go of these memories ... one day ill go back and read them .. ill laugh, cry, and sometimes think of how retarded i would be at times xD .. heheh, well anyways ... i made a new xanga :

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SUNDAY  07 / 25 / 04 went to Sampaguita practice .. then went back home .. was tired from all that jumping around .. hehe .. then went back to the pastoral center .. i met the newbees .. theyre really nice =D .. the meeting was about an hour long, we talked about the Sampaguita sleepover that was gonna be at angels house .. then i ate & went back home to pack for the next day ..

MONDAY  07 / 26 / 04 & TUESDAY  07 / 27 / 04 i was s0o excited about the sleepover!! .. i went out to eat w/my mom & chris .. went to target and then costco to pick up the pixtures from my kickback!! =D .. went to angels house around 730 .. people were singing karaoke .. then they were gonna have a karaoke contest!! .. i wasnt gonna sing .. ohh heck no!! haha .. people ate .. i wasnt hungry .. i learned how to play foosball!! .. i won 1 game!! haha .. s0o kewl!! .. rite stef?! .. everyone got together .. and we played some games .. i figured out the BROOM one!! haha .. around 12, we gathered into a circle and made the room all extra dark .. and we had the open forum .. it ended at 3 .. yeahh it was long .. and then no one was really tired, so we watched wrong turn on the BiG SCREEN!! .. it was a scary movie!! .. and i was laying in the front!! .. andrew was making fun of me!! bthen stef made it so that the movie was funnie!! like the way the guy laughs and walks!! haha .. byeahh the movie ended around 5 AM .. and then mostly everyone went outside .. bcuz we wanted to watch the sunrise .. i went back inside to see what was going on .. frankie & joe were drawing on peoples faces while they were sleeping!! .. it was s0o funnie .. and then i closed my eyes .. but i was still awake .. then i feel something on my face .. frankie was using make up to draw on my face!! haha i caught him .. haha .. bthen i fell asleep around 7, woke up @ 9 .. people were awake already .. they were singing karaoke again .. and some people went to summer school .. we watched love & basketball and dirty dancing: havana nights .. i like both of the movies .. anyways, we ate some food .. ice cream .. and i went home around 2 .. and slept the rest of the day .. ohh, i went to my piano lessons ..

THURSDAY  07 / 29 / 04 was gonna go to angels kickcback .. HAPPY BDAY ANGEL!! .. bthen i was out w/the fam bam .. went with chris to bring alyssa to her ice skating lessons .. ahw, it reminded me of when i use to take ice skating lessons .. bthen i didnt like it, so i quit that .. haha .. anyways, we went to go pick up tesia & cheriz to go to the del amo mall .. i didnt buy anything .. er wait .. i did .. i put in money for the little machine thingy .. i wanted the little tiny eeyore bobble head s0o bad!! so i took the chance .. and i got it!! mwahaha .. and cheriz got the spiderman bobble head she wanted too!! .. we were all excited .. haha .. then we went to bubba gump to eat .. teesh kept on saying " this is s0o damn g0od!! " haha .. and then we got this BiG alabama mud pie .. it was gooood .. then we were about to leave .. bthen we stayed a little bit to draw some signs for them .. haha, they hung it up xD ..
total time we were there: 4 hours!!

im gonna go to the mall tomorroe .. for rathanas bday!! .. cant wait!! .. ill just edit this and blog about it when i get back tomorroe .. and im going to seattle on tuesday!! .. ill be gone for a week, and im going to canada t0o .. hehe .. im s0o excited!! =D

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this is my last entry until i come back from seattle ..
FRiDAY  07 / 30 / 04 .. happy bday ervin !!
SATURDAY  07 / 31 / 04 .. i had fun @ the mall w/everyone!! .. there was about 20 of us .. we went to victorias secret, bcuz cathy had a cupon for some FREE PANTiES!! .. haha, she got me some kind of a thong!! .. haha, i was shocked .. i never worn anything like that!! .. whew .. and my mom was just laughing when i showed it to her .. its hot pink!! .. hehe, i derno if ill really wear it .. anyways, we watched the village .. it was more funnie than scary .. the movie was actually kina .. STOOPiD!! haha .. and we made a poster thingy for rathana .. we walked to jamba juice and got some drinks .. i got more than what i wanted though .. hehe, lea dropped me home around 11 .. this was a FUN day!!
SUNDAY  08 / 01 / 04  i went out to eat w/my family @ royal buffet, then we dropped off chris for work .. we went to circuit city .. and i we got a digital camera!! .. yay!! .. i wanted to get one for so long .. and ive been playing with it ever since!!
MONDAY  08 / 02 / 04  i had planned to go to the mall w/some friends i havent seen in the longest!! .. so we got to the movie theatres to buy tickets for i, robot .. and then we walked around the mall .. amelia & steph bought me eeyores!! .. yess!! .. haha, its all over my r0om .. anyways, we went to watch the movie .. and i sat by liz, the movie was pretty g0od .. then we went to jamba juice .. and got some drinks .. stayed there until my brother picked me up .. i didnt get to see eloy!! .. byeahh around 7:20, jeff & his friends came to my house .. i saw wally!! .. haha, deeng havent seen him since the first time i met him last summer!! .. joyce came t0o .. she was the only other girl that came .. haha, and then nelson & daniel & paul kept on hanging outside in the front of my house .. so my dad let them in .. blah .. we ate, played pool & whatnot .. everyone left by 9, and as joyce said, " it was a fun 1 hour " ..

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wow .. long time since ive blogged .. well, here it goes:

JULY24 had a sampaguita performance .. performed bulaklakan for angels gramas 75th bday .. then went to angels house for the rest of the day with most of the sydt fam bam .. SOME MAJOR FUN!! .. watched MY GiRL w/my mom & alyssa, bthen she fell asleep .. we were crying @ this one part though .. it always gets me!! haha

JULY23 erica came to visit .. so i went out with erica, chris, danny, & omar bowling @ gardena bowl .. ate GOOD FOOD there .. and i lost all times .. haha, i dont knoe how to bowl!!

JULY22 welpz .. i just went shopping w/my fam bam .. ate @ the towne center: zen buffet .. haha, gilbert says that the food is s0o good there .. he cant even explain it!! xD haha .. went shopping @ lakewood mall for some clothes .. HAPPY BDAY BJ!!

JULY21 had a kickback @ my house .. got to reminisce with a lot of people .. we just ate, watched some dvds, played basketball, played pool, and DDR!! =D thanks everyone for coming: paula, madonna, lea, abby, rathana, joyce, sulina, jessica, crystal, allison, jiessel, jeff, jordan, stephen, dominic, ervin, jorell, rene, truth, kyle, eloy, sothy, jt, richard, marty, eugene, juju, & nelson .. s0o many people came hehe .. not bad for one-days preperation!!

JULY19 happy bday to ME & JEFF!! had a day planned out .. bthen there was some drama .. so i just spent the night @ leas after dinner w/my fam bam .. thai bbq!! .. thanks chris for the MOTHERLOAD cake!! mMm!! .. then jeff came by leas house with his "bodyguards" to give me my bday present .. EASY-BAKE OVEN!!! haha .. theres a story behind it .. if you wanna knoe .. just ask me .. =D

JULY18 today was the SYDT cast party @ hong kong garden!! .. yumMm .. had fun & we finally got our programs!! .. good job JANELLE on the programs!! .. i cant wait until we get the dvd!! hehe .. they had a bday cake & graduation cake for us!! haha YESS!!!

JULY17 went to knotts w/the FANTA girls!! (rathana, lea, abby, & me) haha .. im the yellow one .. yess!! xD and then other people that went were rene, truth, kyle, mark, lil mark, sothy, richard, sulina, crystal, stephanie, & jeanie .. i dont knoe how to spell .. anyways .. we got some FREE FOOD!! .. the end was the best part .. BDB!!! #4!!! ahahahah

JULY16 went to jrob graduation .. CONGRATZ to the CLASS of `O4!! .. there was a lot of sydt people that went .. and i saw some friends there .. i LEiD a lot of people!! xD .. then i went to del amo mall w/the fam bam .. ate AS ALWAYS .. hehe .. and i was looking for something to get for jeffz bday .. bthen i couldnt decide what i wanted to get ..

JULY14 went to my moms work .. and then i got to watch a C-section .. it was really interesting .. the baby was a BOY!! hehe .. pretty cool stuff there mann .. then i ate rite after that .. haha, but the food was good t0o ..

JULY11 went to the orange county fair w/my cousins .. had a lot of fun EATiNG ALL DAY .. remember guys: FULL is not in our vocabulary!! haha .. it was really hot .. i didnt even get a tan .. how sad .. eRrRr!!

JULY1O went to bbs house for a while .. then went to the beach for rhoses bday .. had fun .. met up with people i havent seen in a LONG time .. like cindy & cathy .. hehe .. it got really cold .. some drama happened .. then when i got home .. worked out ALL the drama .. felt SO much better =D thanks abby, cindy, cathy, & rene for everything!!

JULYO9 i went to go watch a movie w/my cousins .. THE NOTEBOOK!! .. it was such a good movie .. even though it was like .. more than 2 hours long .. it was really good!! .. hehe ALMOST made me cry ..

HEAR THiS -. by my side remix - deestylistic
BLiNDED BY -. your face or mine? on mtv
iMPAiRED WiTH -. oversized D.A.R.E. shirt & RED shorts
REACTiON -. trying to dance here in my room xD
CONTEMPLATiNG -. the words to this song: im your lady and youre my man; ill do everything i can just to keep you in my arms all night; boy i need you by my side; cuz every since we first locked eyes; visioning all the dreams inside; sit around and realize; boy your love is just so right

first of all .. new layout! i derno about that green one .. heh, kina plain .. but so is this one .. hah, ohh well

[JULYO2] was suppose to go watch white chicks w/jeff; but we had a disagreement about something .. so i didnt go .. instead, i went to knotts w/cheriz, lay, teesh, alyssa, maya, & tita marl .. didnt go on that many rides just: ghostrider, this spinning thingy, the log ride, and big foot rapids .. me & teesh got so soaked for some reason, cuz the waterfalls dont work .. and we STiLL got a lot a lot wet! .. i won a pink monkey for maya .. h3h3 ohh yay-yur! .. so we left around 830 and went to my house .. then we were just in chris`s room chilling & playing OLD video games .. then we brought the cousins home around 12 .. got home, did the usual phone bangin for the nite .. then went to sleep ..

[JULYO3] man .. i forgot what i did this day .. ill edit it later when i remember xD

[JULYO4] happy FiREWORKS day! .. and congrats to TESiA & BUD`s 9 month anniversary! .. so woke up around 8/9 to get ready to go to oceanside .. picked up lay & auntie lunie; then we were off .. we ate there; watched: stuck on you & school of rock .. wow, school of rock is a COOL movie! haha that was the first time i saw it .. byeah we left around 2/3 and chilled at home for a couple hours .. went to lays house to watch fireworks .. we kept on playing with the MORNiNG GLORY fireworks, cuz thats all we had .. haha, but we had a lot a lot of them .. so we were writing on the ground with them .. hilarious stuff there .. the fireworks were so PRETTY! .. i felt something hit my head, and it just came out of nowhere .. and i realized hey, i got hit in the head with a firework! haha and the little piece smelled all burnt t0o .. byeah we went inside .. played CRANiUM 3 times .. we had so much fun! thats the best board game ever! .. my brother brought me home at 2 & i went to sleep at 3, cuz i was on the phone w/jeff =D

[JULYO5] i forgot what i did on this day too .. ahw nuts; i think i just stayed home .. but i got my usual TARO boba!

[JULYO6] erica called my cell & woke me up at 11 saying im outside now haha .. we were gonna go out w/our boys at nite .. so we just chilled at my house, but we got bored & went to the mall for a while .. i got some glasses heh; went back home & ate before we left .. bthen ericas boy couldnt come, cuz he was gonna go play basketball w/his friends .. typical guy thing to do .. sigh; so i felt bad for her and she got s0o pissed .. but anyways .. we picked up jeff & went to lbtc to buy our tickets .. went to barns&nobles book store for a while .. watched WHiTE CHiCKS .. it was s0o hilarious! love that stuff there .. then we ate @ in-n-out .. went to dannys [ericas boy] house and played some pool .. he has such a cool game room =D then we left @ 2 and i got home .. went to sleep ..

[JULYO7] didnt do anything today .. erica went home today .. and i just stayed home .. trying to fix up my xanga .. and i finally got to taste some of the food from bubba gump shrimp place; my brother works there hehe how yummie!

HEAR THiS -. my little secret - XSCAPE & talking to JEN
BLiNDED BY -. my cellie
iMPAiRED WiTH -. BLACK roxy shirt & BLUE basketball shorts
REACTiON -. looking at this one iM greeting jen sent me
CONTEMPLATiNG -. why am i awake ? when i gotta wake up kina early tomorroe .. going to knotts !

i knoe i havent blogged in a while .. but im finally back online! .. and i just wanna say .. i am no longer with bj, cuz i just couldnt handle it .. t0o hard of a relationship when you cant even see the person .. and we said i LOVE YOU too soon .. but anyways; SYDT had a great concert! thanks to everyone for the support and hard work youve put into it! im s0o glad its over .. cuz ive been working s0o hard for that one day .. i was just nervous about playing the piano .. but i only messed up once .. i didnt get to see my friends, but i saw my FAM BAM! then i went out with erica after the performance .. we went to see JEFF =D and we just drove around .. not really doing anything .. then we got home around 4 @ went to sleep & i went to the pastoral center around 1 and saw my SYDT fam bam; just reminisced with everyone .. left around 4 with lea & j0olz to go to the mall .. then picked up ally .. i saw DARWEEZiE! haha .. when we went into victorias secret .. we saw this pantie there .. it had a STAiN on it! s0o gross .. and ally found it cuz she touched it! haha but i gave her some hand sanitizer .. met sothy & richard there & then erica gave everyone a ride to kandiz`s kickback .. HiLARiOUS stuff happened in that car! .. sothy & richard had to go in the trunk; we drove over s0o many bumps! xD that nite .. i went back to oceanside with erica & decided to stay with her a couple days ------->>

before we went to oceanside .. we went to visit her friend .. dan .. hes nice; kewl .. then woke up the next day .. went to souplantation & then got my eyebrows waxed .. picked up sebastian then we went around .. got some pix developed .. dropped sebastian back off after a couple hours .. ate some rice & kare kare @ my gramas house .. then erica brought me to the beach .. talked for about 10 mins & then we went to go watch a movie STEPFORD WiVES .. btw; mine & ericas song is the one playing rite now! SLOW MOTiON! xD .. went to go drop by to see sebastian again .. but we didnt feel like staying .. so we went home ... NEXT DAY ... went to the hospital with josh to visit my auntie lorna that just has surgery .. something about the eggs in the ovaries? haha thats what i was telling jeff .. byeah i got the wrong info .. o0ps! heh .. anyways .. ate @ gramas house again & then went back home to lbc ..

... went out with lay, chinz, teesh, & bud to go watch SPiDERMAN 2 .. was pretty good .. but then when we went back to the car .. it wouldnt start at all .. we just went to the mall .. i saw paul with some other people from afar .. i didnt wanna bother him or anything .. so i didnt say anything; i didnt wanna walk up to him .. so we just got our food & sat somewhere kina far from paul & friends .. but then i see him coming to me .. i thought he was just gonna say Hi and hug me .. then go .. but he gets a chair and sits down; all his friends t0o .. watching my cousins eat! it was s0o funnie .. silence .. haha and then when they go .. teesh started laughing s0o hard! i saw my friend joy .. we took pix in that one little booth! ill post it when i scan it! ..  when we went to best buy, i saw don and then i saw BB .. talked to him about some things .. we were all cramped in the car haha cuz teesh had to get her car towed .. then we went to lays house & ate .. got home around 10 and i just did w/e .. was PHONE BANGiN as usual .. went to sleep around 2 though .. TODAY ... went to the mall again but this time i was with chris & alyssa .. bought some eeyore stuff cuz it was on sale at the disney store .. came back home & just watched malibus most wanted, the faculty, i didnt finish the others yet: the matrix, lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring then tomorroe im gonna go to knotts w/some of the fam bam .. SORRiE we`re not going JEFF !!!

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and i almost forgot .. heres the pix of me & joe @ my brothers graduation

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here is the pixture from the booth ! left~> rite : chinz, me, lay, & teesh xD