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| An answer to a question is yet another question..Why doesn't anything good last?
Is it because you have to experience pain in order to appreciate the good?
Is it because we live in a temporary world in a temporary body with temporary belongings?
Is it because we take it for granted and so of course, it must be snatched away in order for the lesson to be learned?
Too many times, I've learned that nothing stays the same. I guess in some ways, this is good. But why is it that more often than not, change kicks our ass? I know that in some way this is meant to happen and somehow this will push me in the direction I am supposed to be headed towards. Something about "who I'm supposed to be"..but who the hell is that really? And do we ever know "who we're supposed to be" because honestly, we spend our entire lives going through shitty situations and all we can manage to come up with as an explanation is "I had to go through it to become who I supposed to be" As if that should suffice. Who the hell am I? I don't know! I've been through PLENTY of pain and hurt, and I still don't know who I am. Half the time I'm just trying to survive. And the other half I'm trying to please people. Please my parents, please my friends, please school, please everyone..and it's tiring. Not to mention pointless - half the time, nobody even realizes. So back to my original problem. What to do...what to do... Let go? Fight? How do you know when to fight and when to let it go? I try to put myself in the other person's shoes... And I say, I would want to be fought for... I would want to know that I am wanted, and loved. But as the saying goes, "There is only so much you can fight, and then you must be fought for." - So I guess I'll fight for now. And then I'll let it go, or be fought for. Kinda wish I'm enough. BLAH I've written a lot. Good thing nobody reads this. lol...Time for organic chemistry! FUN. Bye :)
- P.S.... High school did suck, but I could've tried harder. And maybe it wouldn't have sucked so much. But I guess, Yah live and learn.
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| I'm hoping for a change. (Not just a good change..but a freaking fantabulous change)
I really like dried up mango bits.
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| 2ND TERM SENIORRR, ohyesohyesohyes. =0)
I feel like there's no limit to what I can see
Got rid of my fears that were holding me
My endless possibilities
Has the whole world opened up for me
That's why I'm feeling...
I'm feeling so good
I knew that I would
Been taking care of myself
Like I should, cause not one thing
Can bring me down
Nothing in this world's gonna turn me around
There's no way you can stop me this time
Or break this spirit of mine, oh no
Like the stars above I'm gonna shine
Tonight I'm gonna have a good time
Call a few friends of mine
Cause I'm loving life, and tonight's for feeling... | | |
| I guess I expected it too much? =/... If only I believed what I used to believe.. but then again that only set me up for disappointments, so maybe I'm better off. oh well, I don't know. "BIG DEAL" That kid on Oprah is my hero! =D I love people with big hearts!! SoOo where will I be next year? God knows... =/ I just hope that I am safe, healthy, happy, and on my way to a successful career. Happy? I Hopee!
P.S. God. I've realized, everything can be nothing without me fams&friends.....
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life.
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| ahhh 2007 !! HAPPY NEWYEARRR woot woot i cant believe its ACTUALLY '07.. it feels so surreal cause thats all ive been dreaming about since i moved. SENIORS '07 YEEEEYOOOO
new years was mad fun... | | |
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