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I think I'm at the point where I've liked you for so long that it's just an automatic reaction for me. I don't know if I really still do, but whenever someone says your name, my heart beats faster. I still get jealous and you still have the power to ruin my entire day; but I have a feeling that's just the way it's gonna be for a while. I know I need to move on, I just don't know if I can. I'm not strong enough to move away from the one amazing person that's been on my mind forever. So do you think you could please make this easy and just love me back?   
Do you miss him at the most happy & fulfilling times in your life?
Just cause you miss him when the world is quiet & you feel alone doesn't mean you love him .. you will miss anyone when you're lonely .. it's when your life is going great & you still feel the ache in your heart cause he isn't there to see the genuine smile on your face & happiness in your life.
And the skin you call your home holds a heart that quits and knees that buckle in, and lungs that can't breathe when they're alone.   
I can't explain this feeling for you, but I guess
I can try. It's like I've waited for this one thing
my whole life, & it's suddenly right in front of me.
I know you sometimes doubt how you feel for me,
& sometimes I doubt how I feel for you, but then
there are times, stupid times, like when we're posing for a picture,
or I'm sitting in your car, or when
we're walking together & we brush against each other,
& I know without a question you're feeling the
same way i am. & those moments, however few
or far between, make everything we go through
worth it. What can I say?
Somewhere in these past months,
I've fallen in love.   
sometimes you just feel everything & nothing all at once.
sometimes you'll find yourself smiling when
mising something at the same time,
at times you can absolutely love a person
all the while wanting to hate them, life comes without guarantees,
except that smiling will brighten your face.
and laughing will enhance your eyes & falling in love will change your life.   
I couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Please comment and subscribe you guys! Especially when you take icons or quotes from me! All comments are appreciated! Suggestions, comments, anything! Want me to change something? Oh, and I've also been wondering about sister sites, so someone please help me with that if ever there are people who are interested in being one! <3 | | |
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"I suck with words. But sometimes, words aren't the thing.
Love isn't about words. It's about what you do.
And what I did, running away; it was stupid.
We both know love is a big, scary, evil concept.
But if you feel it, it's gonna follow you around like a hungry dog.
I didn't mean to say that love is a dog...
I just mean, Im not going anywhere. I love you.
If love beats us up, lets just beat it up right back.
We can do this. If you're ready to make the jump,
I'll be right there to catch you."
-how to deal   
...maybe sometimes you have to stop
waiting for someone to come along & fix what`s wrong
maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for youself
& realize no one else has the answer
sometimes you gotta be your own hero.   
i love you, that's it, i straight up love you. i tried to be with another guy, but it didn't work, because whenever i was with him, i was thinking of you, and wishing he was you, and that's not fair to him, and that's not fair to me, because you and me, we're perfect, everyone sees it, and everyone knows it, and i know you have feelings for me, i'm not that blind, and you know i have feelings for you, so im just gunna keep on waiting, waiting until you see what's in front of your eyes, because when it's meant to be, it will happen, and baby, this is meant to be.   
Remember when you were love sick?
You block out everyone. You feel so tired, because you
haven’t slept in forever. You know that he’ll be in your
dreams, but you don’t want to stay awake laying in your
bed crying either. You’re starving, but you can’t eat because
you’re starving for him and every memory just leaves you a
bigger hole in you heart. Even your clothes remind you of him…
what you wore when you hung out. You can still smell him all
over them, even though his scent hasn’t been there for long.
You wish his scent would be stuck on you, but you know you’d
be pulling at your skin trying to get him off you. You’re online,
he signs on, and you want to yell at him to go away, but you
just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything, but then
he signs off, and you tear yourself apart for not saying
anything to him. You stop talking to your friends, and they
get worried and try comforting you, but they just make you
feel worse because they think they know, but they don’t…
they don’t have a damn clue.   
He can be so nice, then so mean.
He can care & protect, make you laugh,
& at the same time play games with
your head... & after he's done with
that, he'll tear your heart out rip it
in to the smallest fragments known to
man & leave it on the floor, while all
you can do is stand there, not being
able to cry cause you're so numb, 'cause
you thought that there was something
there, when really there was nothing
but a dumb boy out to break a poor
girls fragile heart, 'cause he didn't
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A part of me wants to leave you alone
A part of me wants for you to come home
A part of me says I'm living a lie... and I'm
better off without you. A part of me says to
think it through... A part of me says I`m over
you... A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why?   
I just sit here
You’re on my mind
But only because
You’re the sweetest kind of guy
I just think about how you smile
When it's only for me
And it just makes me smile more
I get a bit weak in the knees
Waiting to speak to you
Until the middle of the night
Babe there’s something about you
That feels oh-so-right
&& I think I like it   
he's a little more than amazing
and i wish he knew that
I think he might be just
as close to perfect as you can get
I just want him to know that
he miqht just think of me as
just another girl but i want him
to know that im a girl who
took one look at him and fell harder
then shes ever fallen in my life   
now that it's all said and done,
i can't believe you were the one,
to build me up and tear me down.
like an old abandoned house.
what you said when you left,
just left me cold and out of breath.
i felt as if i was in way too deep.
guess i let you get the best of me.   
I still have your picture, but I put it in a box...
Along with your notes you wrote to me.
I cry almost every time I look at that picture now.
And I still have pictures of you in my mind...
Pictures of us holding hands...
of our first kiss.
I want to rip up your picture into tiny little shreds...
But, I want to save it because you`re in my memory
&& I don`t want to forget you.
I may shred your notes, but I may keep them.
I see a picture of you in my mind everyday...
and it won`t go away...
But, that picture, will eventually fade away...
and so will you...   
so let's say that "theoretically," i really like you,
and "theoretically," even though it sounds moronically cliché and overused,
you give me butterflies. and, just for kicks , let's add that’s all in theory of course
you may be one of the most wonderful people i have ever met.
and hypothetically, my heart beats ten times faster when i see you.
do you think that you would supposedly
( and in the most theoretical sense ) feel the same way?   
& do you know why I know we're meant to be?
It's not 'cause of the butterflies I get every single time
I kiss you, it's not 'cause of the silly little cute things you
do, & all the nicknames we have for each other, it's not
'cause you will sing backstreet boys to me. As amazing
as all those things are, that's not how I know. It's 'cause
we fit together, like this was planned somehow. You &
I just fit, physically, you make me feel safe, & when I'm
curled up next to you & I can hear your heart beat, I know
that's where I’m supposed to be. I have never felt like there
was a place where I belonged, where I fit, until I found you.
& it might sound cheesy, & overplayed. but I don’t think that
there's anywhere else in the world where I fit better,
than in your arms.   
I don't know what love is, but when I'm with you,
I feel like the safest person in the world.
I forget about everything else.
Nothing else matters. It's about the here & now.
& when you leave, it's a waiting game.
Because all I want is the next day I get to see you.
& that's the reason I keep on going everyday,
in hopes that today is the next day
I get to spend even one minute with you.
So if this isn't love, it should be,
because it's the best thing in the world.   
My Image: As I sit here in the dust of wonder, And look as the years pass me by, I ask you, Where are the peices of my heart and soul? I seem to be unbroken, Yet I'm torn apart inside. They're right when they say I have problems, And it hurts me too. I'm not as bad as you may think, And your not as perfect as it seems.  
Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if
he treated you like shit. You still had happy memories,
and you're always gonna miss them. Don't try to replace
him, cause you won't. Just get through each day, and
eventually it will get better. I promise. Eventually
someone will come into your life, and whether or
not you realize it, they are going to be something
special to you. so don't throw yourself at
every guy you see, trying to replace him, or
at least dull the memories, cause you're only
gonna make yourself see how hard he is to replace.
Someone better will eventually come along.   
That's all that matters; you were happy. Maybe he didn't make you happy now and through all that shit he put you through. You started out happy, but it's always the same. Life isn't a fairytale. You start out happy and you end up sad, and through every chapter of the book you encounter the same thing and every time it gets harder. But wait, it's just a test; wait, every chapter, every page you encounter, you learn more about your choices in boys. Keep trying until that last chapter, where life is a fairytale.   
At first, you think its great
you're talking to him again,
but then you start talking about things
that happened before
bringing back old memories
& then you realize how much
you really miss him
& then you get to thinking
you really want him back,
but then you remember
he doesn't need you like you need him
& it hurts.   
Yet regardless of whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die for them, it matters not. Because once they come into your life, whatever they are to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls, and you say a million things without a trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of their very hearts. We love them for a million reasons. It is a thing not of the mind, but of the heart; A feeling, only felt.   
One girl loving a boy
One boy loving a girl
He didn't know it at the time
but he was her world.
One girl's heart breaks
one boy moves on
He didn't know it at the time
but her love for him wasn't done.
One girls tries to win him back.
One boy doesn't care.
he didn't know it at the time
but she wouldn't always be there.
One girl leaves for college.
One boy stays where he's at.
He didn't know it at the time
but her heart was breaking in half.
One girl's heart is missing
One boy has it you see
He doesn't now it right now
But the two of them are meant to be  
& i know i probably shouldn't be telling you this, but no matter what you do to me, i'm still here, even if you don't realize it. for some crazy reason i'll stick around through thick and thin, i'll be here through the bad times and the fights. i'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared. i'll keep coming back for more even when you insist on pushing me away. i'm probably the only girl that cares for you THIS MUCH so one day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back and say "wow, that girl really did love me."   
you know that good feeling of butterflies
in your stomach when you know that if
even for just a second. you’ve crossed
his mind;; & then you know that bad
butterfly feeling when you know that
another girl is crossing his mind & that
girl. she’s everything you want to be   
When I look back on all that has happened:
growing up, growing together, changing you & changing me.
We've dreamt together, laughed together, cried together,
I realize how much I truly will miss you,
how much I truly love you.
The past may be gone forever and what the future holds is uncertain.
Our todays make the memories of tomorrow.
Therefore it is with all of my heart that I send you
my love, hoping you'll always carry my smile with you
for all we have meant to each other and all we will.   
i want a guy that will make me happy, someone
that will make me smile when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally. i want
someone that will have my friends say to one another
"she's happy again"   
And she watches you smile at her,
She feels her heart beat five times faster.
She doesn't want to feel this way about you.
Didn't she tell herself never to fall in love again?
What have you done to this poor girl?   
I miss the way you told me you really loved me. But that's what happens when a couple breaks up; the love fades & you have to get used to not hearing 'I miss you' or 'I love you' anymore. & the rest of your days are spent on trying to let go, or trying to move on. or convincing that still hopeful heart of yours that there's a chance left in this world, that you'll both end up together again. Then you have to face the heartache that comes with the thought of your love being with someone else, & realize your chances of ever being with him again are getting thinner & thinner each day. Please comment and subscribe if you take any icons or quotes! I currently have 281 subs, and it's been slowly going up since I don't update very often. Please subscribe back!!! Thank you for all of those who does comment and constantly shows gratitude. Thank you so much you guys! Love you! Hope I get a lots of subs from this post of 60 icons and 20 quotes! <3 | | |
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