dear antuan tonio,

so break is over, today was the last day. i had a fantastic break. my favorite part was getting to hang out with my friends. gah i'm going to miss it. i deff. didn't study one bit which i can already tell is going to hurt me big time when exams come up in a week. ugh this sucks. but i have no true regrets since i did what i really wanted to do. it makes me can't wait for the next break or until schools out, let just say i 've got  junioritis lol hmm i think that's pretty much it for today.

adios.

for christmas i got:

• a new cell phone-silver razer w/ black cover
• a jean jacket
• some new shoes i've been wanting
• a new purse
• 2 pairs of jeans
• a new scarf
• and a new scarf/hat/glove collection ((in black))
• a laptop desk thing for when i do my homework in the living room while watching tv-it's great
• moneyyyy
• candy
• and a trip to the mall which i'll be taking soon.

however, the only things i'm keeping are my cell phone, the jean jacket, and the new shoes(((after i get the right size))) everything else i took back and exchanged, actually i might keep the scarf/hat/glove collection idk but anyway you get the point haha my dad picked everything out. it's the thought that counts, and i feel bad for taking the stuff back but hey if you're not going to use it what's the point in wasting your money on it? i'm not really picky its just the stuff he picked out didn't fit me..:-/

okay so i pretty much i havn't left an entry in forever.

so here's the scoop-

1)i'm doing track, i'm the slowest. it's okay.

2)i made some gingerbread cookies and took them to Tanyeahs house

3) i helped w/ this christmas party for kids at the pinehurst hotel, it was really fun, jack painted a mad smiley face on my cheek, and i painted lips on his. haha it was great, then we all got our pic. taken like santa. oh and the sad thing is the guy i was hoping to go wasn't ther.

4) cotillion, i danced w/ 5 guys, got sandwhiched...which i found to be amusing...haha, and learned a new addiction-nothing bad. lol anyway so i met a lot of new people and well it was a blast.

5) zoe came over that night and we chilled until 3 am, then when we woke up we chilled/watched movies and then i decided we should go out and we went to the plaza cruizing around waving at people and then to the movie theatre to see who was there-nobody. so then we went to zoe's house and chilled uploading the pics and what not. ah it was fun. i had a great day.

okayt so i've come to the conclusion that there is a grimlin in my room. first my contact, now my sugar stirrup. it's all dissapearing and i swaer i put it in there and it's gone, no where to be found. ANYWAY tomorrow will be more exciting, i'm going to be going to my dad's side of the family and then i'm going to nicoles house! yay i'm excited! but yeah i also found my old contacts so i'm just going to wear those until i get enough money to get me a new contact...i know that sounds lame but my contacts are expensive! and i only get 1 pair per year and they are the hard ones. but yeah so i dont have a job. i know i need one. but i'm to busy. i know that's an excuse but its true. for starters, if i were to get a job i'd have to work 3 days of the week and since i can't work on sundays, wednesdays, mondays, and thursdays and saturdays((from 7am-1pm)) i decided that i should just go ahead and fill the rest of my week up so it's not like  i am a total bum. so i'm doing track, even if im' the last one. i would babysit, if there were kids around to babysit. i mean it's not like i can drive to someone's house when i don't have a cara nd my parents don't get off work until like 7 which means that even if i did get a babysitting job that was in another community (which means i'd have to drive and wait for my mom to get off work since she gets home the earliest) then i'd only have about 2 hours and to be honest, i'd rather not work than only get like 10 bucks for two hours. besides the people i babysat for last time still havn't paid me. anyway i'm getting a part time job for christmas holidays which means only about a week worth of money but hey that's better than nothing.

my christmas recital is comming up for the grinch so i'm excited i just hope it will all come together because right now i get the feeling it's gonna be a rush, a huge rush and stress. but yeah so that's all i can think of other than today i had to cat/dog sit buster and speedy lol

-Sarah

Okay so Antuan,

here s the highlights of my life so far

*my cat got bit by something and it's now infected, i thought he was going to die.

    did i mention the dog likes to lick it? it's pretty gross.

* I've started indoor track and i'm the slowest runner, what an accomplishment. haha

*i spent the entire day saturday doing nothing but volunteer work and dance, i did a road clean up and a turkey trot thing for the entire morning and then helped teach dance or w/e then later went to my own dance lesson for the grinch. i learned the entire song (2 min. and 30-50 something secounds) it's pretty great! i have a lot to work on over the holiday....

*i went to dance today and...LANDED ON MY ANKLE so now it's sprained/twisted i don't know what to call it yet, i might just call it sally since sally is another word for a leap which is how it happend. uhmmm anyway my dad put this little thing called a sugar or crystal cast thing on it, or something odd like taht it might be a sling like a sugar sling i think that's it. but yeah so it feels weird and i dont like it. all practices included track and what i need to work on for the dance, are cancled. until further notice at least for me. unfortunately for me. gah why me? nvm it's not always about me. i shouldn't be selfish and ask that kind of a question when there are dieing children who are starving and hungry out there and are far worse off than myself. but anyway i guess that's all the pity for my party i have today maybe later i will update you more? hey it's possible. anything's possible.

-Sarah.