move along like I know you do 
i just prefer to bleed for you
waste your day thinking of one girl

everything is wrong
i'd make it if it weren't for you
my heart is lonely,  growing colder
i'm just a falling star

there's no saving me
my dark days are jut beginning.
it's to late to fight
there are so many things
you'll never know.
i wish I could see everything
through those blue eyes

change your mind.
make the tables turn,
step back, let it happen
give up

my love is more than she could ever give you.

hey sexy poeple of the world!... I need some help with my poem becuase I just wrote it and there are some things i want to change...so tell me what you think of my poem and tell me what to change about it!!! thanks my luffers<33333

He's my satisfaction,
                  My suicide. 

Do you want to know my secret?
I have an obsession
an addiction…
just like yours,
you won't see scares on my wrist
like you have come to claim…

My secret? I'm an actress.
I live by lying,
pretending to be that perfect friend
that you swear I am.

I hide my depression from you
only because I know how you'll handle it.
the far to familiar whispering of anorexia
has been taunting me,
haunting me again.
You know they say, "beauty is everything"
well their right.

Don’t worry,
It's nothing to be shaken-up about
I don’t want to die.
just relieve the pain
release the beauty,
you say I have inside.

Every ache means I'm that much stronger
that much closer to the prize
my ideal body.
The depravation I put myself through
is so promising when that scale says:
"Perfect."
but right now it's screaming:
"You'll never be good enough"
"You'll never small enough"

I'll never stop trying though,
because he is worth this pain
because starvation never seemed
so sweet.

I'll know perfection when I see it.
for now,
I'll put my mask back on
deceive the world just a little bit longer
and starve myself into his heart…

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Currently Listening Rooney By Rooney see related

WHATS UP SEXY!?

mostly my life suxs and I am finally not grounded! yay! so I am going to get out of this house and see some of my friends even if I have to kill them a drag their dead bodies to where ever I may go... what a wonderful friend I am! 

ugg... WHY? why must we have to go to school!?

Its just not fair to put a child like me in a place like that! 

...oOoOoOo... and they let my squirrel go without letting me know! im telling you this family loves to make me cry!!! WHAT KIND OF MONSTERS WOULD TAKE A LITTLE GIRLS SQUIRREL AWAY!! ...its just not fair...

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blah.... I am lonely oh so very lonely.

depression is cool, right?

wow does my life sux.

P.s. new sn Tragicxheartxx

Currently Listening A Crow Left of the Murder By Incubus see related

Yesterday my brother Paul came back from hiking the Continental Divide Trail (near the Rocky Mt's). yay!He was gone for almost the whole summer hiking...why a 21 year old would want to do that, I have no idea.

We went to the bus station to pick him up and my sister, Aprell, and I were running around yelling at random people to give our brother back...sounds dumb but you would laugh if you were there. Then Aprell had this confused face and was like...who's that guy climbing the wall?...lol Paul must have a A.D.D. like momie.

Well anywho... I now have my brother back and he took really cool pictures, i will put some of them up later. Well thats the big news... 

 peace out bitches!