wow its been a while since i have updated but i haven't been up to much im so excited i got my prom dress it is so pretty i got it from tennessee so im sure no one will have it my brothers girlfriend bought it for me on saturday i was so freaking high and crazy on the way down to the drumline competition and we got first so thats good

quOTe TIMe

Pictures are temporary. Memories are forever.

live for today
because yesterdays are over
&& tomorrows may never come

Everything has beauty...
it's just that not everyone
can see it...

well yesterday was pretty bad i could have died really easily which isn't good yesterday i went to the nurses office well matt dragged me in literally and i can thank him for doing that becasue my sugars were so bad that they didn't record and when they are that high i don't think straight and i do stupid things like over dosing on insulin which i did do yesterday i took 55 units of insulin when im only really supposed to take 6 units when im high and im glad that my pump wasn't working right or something becasue if i would have got all that insulin i might not be here right now becasue you can die of too much insulin and then since i got some of the insulin my blood sugar dropped down to 40 and the freaking nurse wanted to give my more insulin which is a no no when low and i was shakey and sweating and luckily my mom came in at the right time the nurse was like she needs insulin and my mom was like yelling no she needs to test and probably sugar and the nurse wouldn't get over herself and kept thinking i needed insulin so that was a pretty scary day so i can thank matt for making me go to the nurse and my mom

after my mom took me home i went to the doctors to see whats wrong becasue this has been happening pretty often but when i went into the doctor handly was in with the doctor and it was really wierd becasue he just stood there and the doctor had to like check my stomach and stuff and it was just wierd at least it wasn't him doing it i guess

after the doctors i went to get blood taken for me im too used to that now so that wasn't a big deal they just took a lot from me

after i got blood taken i went to drumline which i got the powerpoint set up with the music pretty well

after drumline i went home to watch house ( the best show ever ) it was pretty good

after house i went to bed and rested

today was a lot better than yesterday which is good because what happened yesterday sucks and you never want it to happen even though it will again

bowling was fun this morning i beat matt twice i think but he beat me too

went to drumline didn't do much except push a button but thats okay

TARGET IS FINALLY OPENED and i love it so i went shopping with my brothers that was fun saw whitey and jaime when we were there

STARBUCKS i got my grande cramel frap i love it it is the best coffee place ever couldn't live without well i could especially for my blood sugar but im just glad there open finally

TODAY SUCKED for the most part

i had too many test for one day and i think i did terrible on all of them but one

im so excited for tonight MIDNIGHT BOWLING WITH MY CHURCH i think gordie and matt are comiung so that should be time i had so many good times bowling omg

GORDIE GOT A HAIRCUT ...

tomorrow i have to go to drumline again but not until 1:30 so i guess thats good i have my button pushing already memorized for part 2 so thats one less thing i have to do

tonight from 5 - 10:30 i have to babysit im going to be so exhausted cause then i have midnght bowling but oh well

Currently Listening If Only You Were Lonely Version A By Hawthorne Heights see related

yeah two hour delay today that made me happy

because i didn't study for any of my tests that were today but i didn't have any and i didn't have a chem lad either today was just good i was really hyper too

except for when i came home i was going into my driveway and there was a bunny torn to shreads in my yard which made me sad since bunnies are my favorite animal i don't like to see dead bunnies

i have to go to drumline tonight so prato can show me what to do with the computer thing im not even sure what im doing but i guess ill find out

MIDNIGHT BOWLING TOMORROW yeah i love midnight bowling last year my friends and i made duck tape belts it was awesome were going to try to make duck tape vest this year we ll see what happens

QUOTE TIMe

Laugh Your Heart Out; Dance in the Rain;
Cherish the memories; ignore the pain.
Love && Learn; Forget && Forgive.
Remember... you only have one life to live
So... Live Life to the Fullest...
Make the Experience Truly Unforgettable.

I don't care about your past, All I wanna know is if there's a place for me in your future

the best memories are the ones you can't
explain ;; you just had to be there - - <33