wells gonna decide to tell my aunt to go to court (which will take a month) to give the gaurdianship back to my dad so that I could go back home to hawaii...

um.. fuck xanga so booring now...

 more into myspace now lol...

k den..

--GRACE

 MY PAITANTCE IS FADING...

SO IS MY FAITH... 

**SIGH

--grace

**EDIT; kinda found this off of BREE'S site...

Sorry Bree I HAD to take this.. THIS IS TOTALLY HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW... fuck!
HOPE YOU DONT MIND.. sorry...

do you ever feel like breakin down
do you ever feel out of place
like somehow you just dont belong
and no one understands you ..

do you ever wanna run away
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio turned up so loud
that no one hears you screamin

no you dont know what its like
when nothing feels alright
you dont know what its like, to be like ME

CHORUS:
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
when no ones there to save you
no you don't know what it's like ...

WELC0ME TO MY LiiFE

Do you wanna be somebody else
are you sick of feelin so left out
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over ...

are you stuck inside a world you hate
are you sick of everyone around
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
but deep inside, you're bleeding

no you don't know what its like
when nothing feels alright
you dont know what it's like, to be like me ...

CH0RUS

WELC0ME TO MY LiiFE ...

no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i'm happy
but im not gonna be okay ....

everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you dont know what it's like
what it's like ...

CHORUS x2

 ay ya.. im in school right now.  In 1st period...My english class, im done with my english stuff so i thought i'd get to hit up on this... wells hmm.. im just waiting for that person's answer..

 ARGH! I HOPE THAT HE/SHE/THEY say YES.......

COMMENTS PLEASE

if not then.....

SUCK ON THIS!! haha 

 ARGH...

im so fuckin pissed right now shit... no one FUCKIN LISTENS TO ME IN MY FUCKIN SO CALLED "HOUSE"... shit everyone fuckin worships my fuckin brother shit!  i think imma crack him when he's sleeping so he gets fuckin knocked out and wakes up with a fuckin black eye.. shit.. FUCK MAN! I HATE THIS FUCKIN PLACE SHIT... I JUST WANNA FUCKIN LEAVE RIGHT NOW...

 hhmmm.....maybe i will...

hhmm.. todays cold as hell joe! but mostly wind... wells while i was cruzin around myspace i found this:

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a 20$ bill.  In the room of 200 people, he asked, "Who would like this 20$ bill?"  Hands started going up.  He said, "I am going to give this 20$ to one of you but first, let me do this.  He proceeded to crumple up the 20$ bill and then he asked,  "Who still wants it?"  Still hands were up in the air.  Well, he replied, "What if i do this?"  And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.  He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.  "Now, who still wants it?"  Still hands went into the air. He said.

"My friends, we have all learned a very valuble lesson.  No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.  It was still worth 20$."

Many times in our lives we are dropped, crumpled and grounded into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that comes our way.  We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what happends or what will happen, you will never loose your value. 

Dirty, clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still PRICELESS to thoes who DO LOVE YOU!  The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.  Everyone is special and "DONT EVER FORGET IT!"

If you do not passt his on, you may never know the lives it could touch and the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the HOPE that it can bring.  Count your blessings, not your problems.  And remember: amateurs built the ark but professionals built the Titanic.

If GOD brings you to it-- He will bring you through it.

--Just thought that this would be REAL helpful some day or to SOMEBODY...