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MOVED!

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

palm trees, ocean breeze
let`s go C R U S i N` you and me
salty hair sunkissed hair
endless summer
take me there <3 i BELiVE that anything is POSSiBLE.
you always come close
but you never come easy don`t t r y to fit in
when you were born to stand out
cause these are the days worth living
these are the years we`re giving
and these are the moments
these are the times
let`s make the best out of our lives

i`ve moved on
. . .and don`t ever want to look back. . . don`t ever let life pass you by live right now
just be yourself
it doesn`t matter
if it`s good enough
for someone else
and now i know your broken in two
but do you know
my hearts been broken since the day i met you.
i wanna tell you how i feel
and hope you`ll understand.
i`m going into this not knowing what i`ll find
i`ve decided to follow my HEART
and abandon my mind
and if theres pain at least i knowi gave it my all
cause` it`s better to have loved and lost
than to have neverloved at all.
i needed a believer and you need to believe. <3

GOODBYE
there`s just no sadder word to say
and it`s sad to walk away
with just the memories.
who`s to know what might have been
we`ll leave behind a life and time
i`ll never know again

and i`ll take with me the memories
to be my S U N S H i N E after the r a i n
it`s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

it`s funny how we F E E L so much
but cannot say a WORD
we`re screaming inside, but we can`t be heard
i will remember you
will you remember me?
don`t let you`re life
pass you by
weep not for the memories

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

let`s be nothing... i heard that lasts forever. close your eyes and count by 2`s when you get to 5, is when i`ll stop loving you. i hate the way you drive me crazy. my puzzle will never be complete cause` YOU`RE my missing piece always SMiLE through drama. cause` things will always get better. it might be cold and stormy but it can`t rain forever.
hope for the best and expect the worst life isn`ta play it`s all unrehersed i can sit in a room fullof people but all i`d still feel A L O N E just once i want someone to stay up all night thinking about ME. my eyes tell secrets my lips will never say. REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO DANCE EVERYONE WANTED TO BE YOU AND ME EVERY GiRL NEEDS A BEST
FRiEND TO HELP HER LAUGH
WHEN SHE THiNKS SHE`LL
NEVER SMiLE AGAiN well i wrote your name a thousand times just to see it next to mine. <3 have a good cry wash you`re eyes out if you keep it inside it`ll tear you apart DRAMA.EMOTiONS.CHANGES.TEARS.BROKEN HEARTS<3
NOW WHY DiD WE WANNA GROW UP SO FAST ?
LOVE is giving someone every chance to break your HEART but trusting them enough not to. all the p e r f e c t words feel so wrong now that he`s g o n e DREAMS are the ANSWERS to the QUESTiONS were AFRAiD to ASK you should never give up just learnto let go i can`t love you anymore...</3

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

thank you for making me worthless in your eyes.

. . .ii hate to say it. . . . .but ii miss you. </3

so what if we act like immature idiots?!
at least were having fun. =]

[lying in the middle of the street]
allie: what happens if a car comes?
noah: we die.

the more guys i meet
the more i realize how much i want to be with you. <3

. . .what did i say, what did i do. how did i fall in love with you. . .

im holding back the tears
hiding the pain
hiding the loneliness behind my smile
showing you that i'll be fine
and i won't ever show u
that i still have f.e.e.l.i.n.g.s for you

because underneath,
we are everything eachother needs.

be an || organ donor ||...give someone your heart<3

...but when it comes too me, you don`t even notice me...

Monday, January 24, 2005

tOday is my birthday! =]
and it`s time for some more quOtes!

hes the c l o s e s t thing to p e r f e c t.
but the f u r t h e s t thing from me. . .

lOve is one of those c.r.a.z.y things
that [no matter] how HARD you try
you just can`t find the words
to tell how you feel inside. x3

. . . sometimes it`s SOXHARD to love someone
because you are so afraid of losing them. . .

and i DON`T WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME
cause i DON`T THiNK THAT THEY`D UNDERSTAND
. . .i just want you to know who i am. . .

i miss the way you do everything.

i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch. i never thought that i could ever love a man so much. i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny. for you i`d cross the world. for you, i`d do anything. . .

' love makes you do crazy things '

kiss her in the rain,
kiss her when she least expects it..<3

the best feeling in the world is doing something everyone said you could`nt.

*i`m going into this not knowing what i`ll find
i`ve decided to follow my heart
and abandon my mind
and if theres pain
at least i know i gave it my all
cause it`s better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all*

[maybe i`m scared to say that i`m falling for you]

I dont think you understand
how hard it is to talk to you
as * just a friend *
i wanna tell you how MUCH
you mean to me
but i just never can «|33

x3_all you want to do is tell him how you feel and hope her understands.

giving up doesn`t mean you`re weak. it means you`re strong enough to let go.

i h i d e a broken heart
behind a laughing face
even though i said i`m over you
no one will evertake your place.

you`ve got me right where you want me. . .

:-:sometimes you want something so bad
that you`re afraid of the consequences.
are you really afraid of the consequences?
or are you afraid of what you really want?:-:

[you`re the one i L O V E to H A T E]

boys like you are so overrated...
so save your breath.

n e v e r forget something you want to remember. <3

tell me why i lost you
tell me that you lied
tell me that you loved me
or at least that your tried.

i`m f a l l i n g into the m e m o r i e s of y o u and m e and what we used to be.

i n e v e r thought i would *risk*
the chance of getting h.u.r.t again
but for some reason, when i`m with you
x3_ it all seems WORTH iT.

somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the i miss yous, and the i love yous, and what are we doing tonight`s? somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests, and the downriight not studying for tests, i forgot. ..i forgot what it meant to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn`t make youu smart. and that pretending to be okay doesn`t make youu okay. i forgot that you can`t just forget the past in fear of our future.. i forgot that you can`t control falling in love.. and that youu can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. and it`s okay to ask for help.. and it`s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it`s okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they`ll make it all better. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about school isn`t going to be who is most popular or going to the parties..not even the hook ups.. it`s the friendships.. which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards to your friends makes youu feel better.. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. <3

and tell me that we belong together. . . <3