| just so FUCKIN pissed. yesterday my parents were yelling at me about my
grades at school. i know they're not good, and that I have to change
something. It makes me just fuckin sad that they think I'm not going to
change anything in order to get better grades. Well i'm not FUCKIN
STUPID.........and i KNOW that i have to change. i already went to this
study session for psychology and it's stupid but i'm going anyways,
just because i know i have to go. i know what i have to do, and for
once i wish my parents know that i'm not stupid. my dad was saying how
stupid i was yesterday and how easy people take advantage over me. what
the fuck. about the money that "disappeared" From my account, and he
thinks that I payed someone's rent for them. Is he fuckin serious?! I
Don't even have an extra 600 to spare, and he thinks I'm going to pay
someone's rent for them? OMGGGGGGGGG.
And THEN my mom started saying how much money I spend,
"Whenever we go to the mall, she always wants to go to MACYS and buys
those $80 pants when I just go to Mervyns and buy a couple dollar ones"
WTF. okay, let's say that I felt like that in what, 9th grade. THat was
probably the last time I ever went shopping with her because I honestly
don't like shopping with her. For anyone that likes shopping with their
mom, kudos to you.
SO yeah, I got hella pissed. What the fuck is she talking about? I
don't remember the last time I shopped with her. Okay, she bought me a
GUESS purse that was ~80 like....what, 3 years ago? And what, i STILL
have that SAME purse and haven't bought another one?! Oh, it must mean
that I'm splurging MY money on ALL sorts of different things.
"I looked at your account and when you went to San Francisco, you spent ~$200"
OKAY. Let's say, EXAGGERATED here. I did NOT spend $200. Maybe $80 at
MOST. Let's see, $40ish on clothes. $20ish on GROCERIES at fuckin
CHINATOWN (which my brother was saying, "Have you ever seen me buy $200
worth of stuff at SF? Or even Julie? (sister) NO!" and THEN, I bought a
book from my friend which was CHEAPER than ANYWHERE ELSE which was $45.
OKAY. SHIT. that's IT. they were saying how i DON'T KNOW how to BUY
BOOKS. how i DON'T LOOK AROUND. FUCK THAT. seriously makes me SO FUCKIN
MAD.
One last thing i just HAVE to rant about. Every time they talk about my
sister, I swear I fuckin go insane. If only they knew how much SHE
FUCKIN SHOPs., how MUCH she GOES TO LET'S say, VACATION?! No, they
DON'T HAVE AN IDEA> and they always use her as a "Role model" to me,
saying look at her, does she spend money like you? does she go on
vacations? FUCK. YES., HOLYYYYYYYYYY SHIT.,
So fuckin pissed yesterday.
P.S.
Another $50 went to my BROTHER because it was his BIRTHDAY and I
decided to get him something because he always gets me stuff. THe thing
I got him hasn't come yet. FUCK.
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| i haven't been on xanga for quite some time. it took some time before i even knew where the button was to start writing here. haha.....
summer school! new apartment! starting to work out! it's a great new start :)
i must say...i'm going to miss freshmen year. a LOT
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| one more because i don't like all those pictures down there.
la la la.
i have a midterm next monday.
fcuk.
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| no one xangas anymore. it saddens me. SOMEONE READ THIS. and leave me some LOOOOOOOVAAAA. hahahaa. :D
i heart berkeley.
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