| so im gonna have to say.. xanga, your no longer a part of my life anymore... sad day i know.. but ive moved on to bigger and better things... |
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| wow im writing two days in a row.. this is amazing..
so when i finished my last final in December this is what my Christmas break was supost to be like..Ski trip from the 17th till the 22nd.. Military Winter Ball with Clint, Christmas with the family in my home.. first time i got to spend Christmas with my brother and sister at the same time in years... leave the 30th-1st for TBarM Reunion.. then Colorado from the 4-7th... then go back to school.. thats what i get for making plans... this is how my break has gone.. dad gets in a wreak and i almost lose him...ski trip till the morning of the 22nd.. thursday the 22nd winter ball with clint.. 5:00 am the 23rd i left with my dad to drive to New mexico to spend Christmas with my Grandma in the hospital.. not being with my brother and sister.. havent even seen them.. come home the 26th do Christmas the 27th.. Carson Ryder Potts (my nephew) was born on December 28th.. left for reunion on the 30th came home was supost to leave for colorado on the 4th but on the 3rd my dear sweet friend lauran's mom died and now i decided to stay home and just be a friend and be here for the funeral.. then most likely leave for New mexico at the end of the week to be with my mom and help plan my grandmas funeral....
im not gonna lie its been one of the hardest months of my life.. but God never stops amazing me..he is so big and so .. words cant even begin to describe what he is. i know he started preparing me for this along time ago. he has made my heart so strong like he told Ester i have prepared you for a time like this... this is that time for my family.. He has sustaned me and givin me strength and has allowed me to minister to my mom and to my family he has grown my faith beyond my imagination, and he has blessed me with friends and new realationships to help me through this time.. and all for his glory.. all for him.. God is elohim, he is yahweh.. he is my Savior.. and i cant get enough of him... God has a plan and he is just creating the details and he is teaching me so much through this all but it still hurts.. and thats ok... |
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| this is crazy i know.. i am actually writing on this thing!!!
ok so this fall semester was definatly not what i thought it would be. Coming into my sopomore year i imagined so many things and saw this picture in my head and now as my fall semester is over i look back and see a completly diffrent path God decided to take me down. It kills me that i have lost some friendships but i have been blessed with others. As i look towards the spring i am excited becasue i have no idea what it holds i make no plans but i wait on what God wants me to do. Ive decided that i am going to hold to the promises of visiting people and just making use of my time left at UMHB.
Thursday!! i leave for colorado with my dear abby.. we're going to check out Univ. of Northern Colorado... the reason.. me! i really feel like im being called to colorado and this is it.. im jumping in. if its not what im supost to do it wont work out, but with my heart this way i dont see how it cant!
ok so there is my two cents.... |
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| So i stayed in my hotel room all night and did homework.. ok not homework i studied for my tests that dont take place till monday and tuesday... im officially a college student.. or i just dont have a social life... i dont really know.. im gonna go with C all the above... |
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| So i watched Pulp Fiction for the first time tonight... i still dont know what i think about it...
Thats it and thats all.. |
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