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Saturday, February 11, 2006

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me


What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do


It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken


What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that's what I was tryin to do


Tuesday, January 03, 2006

she's my best friend ;; my 2nd half
he's my lover ;; but not my 2nd half,
he'll never come before
her
just because, i know she'll always be there
he won't
, he'll find some other chick to be his everything
& when he does, she'll be there for me

when this is said & done,
i really hope you look back &
wonder if maybe
falling in love
with me wasn't such a bad idea

i just wish i knew what he thinks about me.
does he adore me, as I
adore him
?
does he
smile
when he sees me walk by?
is he
dying
inside,
because he
wishes he could tell me how much he cares? i guess all i can do is lay here & wonder

i just want S0ME0NE to look forward to seeing me everyday....

It's easy to convince yourself that you aren't in love with someone...until you see them in the hallway, or smell someone wearing their cologne, and then you're like, "here we go again," so my conclusion is this: You don't ever stop loving someone, it's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore

okay, i`ll admit it. i`m an addict. but not in the usual
sense of the word. you see, i'm addicted to you. when
i`m around you, i`m on an incredible high. & when i`mnot with you, the withdrawal is unbearable.

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             she hates how she stays up half the night

Analyzing his every word

Trying to find out if he’s fallen for her

As hard as she’s fallen for him

&& you say you're over him

But you can't deny it

As hard as you try

To undo that knot of love

You can't untie it.

             -to her,  he’s everything. to him, she’s just a girl..

walking away isn's the hardest part. it's knowing he won't come running after me is what hurts <|3

im HOLDING on to SOMETHING
that { USED} to be there { Hoping.. }
it will come { B.A.C.K.} but knowing it { W.0.N.T.}

 



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