Jordan--
  Hey. yeah. I just....I'm glad you realize that I don't mean those things. It's just......I feel that I have to have my friends all to myself or they'll leave me. I just have this huge fear that one day, all of my friends will just.....leave me. And I don't want that to ever happen, so I just.....I dunno. I flip out when things like this happen. Ask Kate. I've done this to her about a billion times...I'm sorry for making you feel like I don't care. Cuz I care about you more than anything in the world. You're my best friend, and I'm just......overly-jealous and protective. I dunno. I mean, I know that you're gonna get hurt in life by people and in situations, and I don't want you to get hurt. I just wanna take you and lock you up so nothing bad can ever happen to you. That's how I am with my friends. I don't want them to get hurt. I want them to constantly be happy and smiling. And I've seen that that's exactly how you are with Josh. And yeah. It makes me jealous cuz I feel like I'm not making you happy enough and not doing my job at being your best friend, and it just .... makes me flip out and say things I don't mean and totally regret. And, this time, I'll try not to be such a bitch and say shit like that. Cuz both of us know that everything I said wasn't true. I was just trying to find an excuse for you to break up with him and come back to me. But....it won't ever be like that. lol. And I'm totally happy that you're happy with Josh and he makes you happy and everything. And yeah. It was totally awkward not talking to you in French and being completely stupid and loud. It's just weird to just be talking to Cody. He's a neat kid and all, but he's weird. lol. And I love you, too. And I'm really sorry for what I said. And just know this..........even if we're completely mad at each other and we hate each other, if you needed to talk, I wouldn't hesitate to listen. Meaning, No matter what happens, I'm always gonna be here for you to talk to and I'll always listen to you no matter what's going on or anything. And also, just know that I would do ANYTHING for you. And, hehe. Yeah. I LOVE your hair. It's sooo pretty. I love the color and highlights. It fits you. It's soooo gorgeous. And you're welcome. I'm glad I could finally spit out the words and talk to you. It made my day better. Heck, it made my week better. Cuz, just talking to you makes me happy. Cuz you're so spastic and crazy and with you, there's never a dull moment. Unless we're sitting in your room and you keep asking, "So.....what do you wanna do?" and I keep saying, "I dunno. It's up to you..." And you answer, "Well, you're the guest. It's up to you." lol. But even then, it's fun. And this comment is REALLY long. I didnt' know I had that much to say......lol. But yeah. I'm gonna go. I'll see you at homecoming tonight. And you're getting a huge hug from me.

I love you forever Jordan
<3 always
Laura

ps--my eyes are all teary and you know how hard it is for me to cry......