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Name: justine
Birthday: 11/13/1987
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| going to hawaii tomorrow morning for 2 weeks.
as much as i love the summer... it can be kind of stressful.
but then again, so is every other day. i guess there's just much more time to think about things. which is why i need to find something to keep myself occupied. "first you want to ride off into the sun,
then you want to shoot straight to the moon,
make a plan to love me sometime soon." at least everyone's back.
i love my bitches :) peace.
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| the quitting isn't going all that well. but it's an improvement.
i need to do yoga today to make it all better.
anyway, i needed to post lyrics. not for any special reason.
i just like the song. and i really like special k cereal.
"well the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
and the sun's coming up
the day has just begun
and you're already bored.
you're bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying my eyes
but there once was a time when you were the one.
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
I'm still fumbling for
'cause i'm lost in the black
I don't know where I am.
arms stretched out in front
I'm calling your name
just as loud as I can
I know there's words that we will never speak
and the questions can't be answered easily
but I wanted it to be easy so
nod your head if the plans have change
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing.
so you made me come
then you sent me away
like a messenger bird
so I circled the earth
blown away in the wind
but I always returned
with some new little song
some sad story to tell
of a brief love affair
with a girl I compared to you and she failed
you said you don't want me to beg
then you said get down on your knees
'cause you knew that I would
if I do any good satisfying your needs.
and I know all about those things we cannot speak
and just so you know well they don't bother me
so you don't have to be worried
just nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please don't keep me waiting
just nod your head if your mind's been changed
shake it, love, if some hope remains
just say the word and of course I'll stay
roll your eyes and I'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing.
just please don't keep me waiting."
-messenger bird's song, bright eyes
about 2 weeks til i go home. i'm really excited :)
but until then. i have a lot of work to do to conclude this shitty first year at smith. (not entirely shitty but it could be much better)
xx
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| Today is a day of many changes.
For one, the room is finally cleaned up a bit. And I dyed my hair again but this time, I dyed it a normal color (except my fringe is still green.. ish haha)
I have also decided to quit smoking cigarettes (yes cigarettes) because I am whitening my teeth with thewse crest whitestrips things and I thought about it and I'd much rather have white teeth. Yeah... I think if I went to school in California it would be much easier to do this quitting business. I am craving a cigarette right now but my body will overcome this bullshit addiciton. I have even changed my background to a really disgusting picture of a smoker's set of teeth. This should help a bit :) God damn, that picture really is nasty.
And finally, I have decided to re-vamp myself. I am going to turn myself into the first Barbie looking girl on Smith's campus. I think often I strive to look different and being here, no matter how crazy I do my hair or whatever, it won't be that suprising. BUT if I make myself as feminine as possible... this will shock people. There is not a single person on this campus who would look like malibu barbie. And I'm going to be the first. MUAHAHAHAHA. This is pretty exciting. Yeah so, Barbie doesn't smoke. But she also has ridiculous proportions which I obviously am not going to try to copy. And the hair either... I don't want to be platinum blonde. I just need some extensions to make my hair ridiculously full (and grow my hair... damnit) and dress more skanky... well, I really don't want to dress like Barbie, so maybe I need to rethink this style of dressing. But the hair and the attitude would be a good start :D
I'm excited.
OH! And next week, me and a dorm mate are going to try to do a fitness class everyday so let's see if we can do this:
Monday- Ab workout (a.k.a Awesome Abs; I've done this once, I have never had such sore abs in my life)
Tuesday- Yoga
Wednesday- Pilates
Thursday- Yoga/Jogging
Friday- Pilates
I EXCITE!
so yea. that pretty much sums everything up.
i've got a spanish oral to do tomorrow and financial accounting hwk.
oh... and some reflection :( god damnit.
xx
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| dear wife:
you are now 19. happy birthday :)
we have so many happy memories together, just like a happy married couple should. haha.
hao xiang ni oh!
see you in a month or so!!!
^liao xing hua yuan lame-o shit. wtf joyce. hahaha.
^zhuang ke ai... tao yien. hahaha.
but it's actually quite a nice picture so i thought i'd flatter you for you.
when i get back we will celebrate together and also fion's birthday (that old hag... so old, so old. hahaha) I LOVE YOU JOYCE!!!
i hope all your wishes this year come true <3 (not 3>)
xx
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| hellos.
i have new hairs.
come. you look.
(tis turquoise, ok i guess it's bordering a green... but i wanted an ocean color :( close enough..)
thank yous :)
pearl, i love you.
don't be sad <3
at least you still have all your fabulous friends!!!
xx
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