i_purr's Xanga

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:59:32 GMT

going to hawaii tomorrow morning for 2 weeks.

as much as i love the summer... it can be kind of stressful.
but then again, so is every other day. i guess there's just much more time to think about things.

which is why i need to find something to keep myself occupied.

"first you want to ride off into the sun,
then you want to shoot straight to the moon,
make a plan to love me sometime soon."

at least everyone's back.
i love my bitches :)

peace.
xx

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 16:32:37 GMT

the quitting isn't going all that well. but it's an improvement.
i need to do yoga today to make it all better.

anyway, i needed to post lyrics. not for any special reason.
i just like the song. and i really like special k cereal.

"well the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
and the sun's coming up
the day has just begun
and you're already bored.

you're bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying my eyes
but there once was a time when you were the one.
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
I'm still fumbling for

'cause i'm lost in the black
I don't know where I am.
arms stretched out in front
I'm calling your name
just as loud as I can

I know there's words that we will never speak
and the questions can't be answered easily
but I wanted it to be easy so
nod your head if the plans have change
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing.

so you made me come
then you sent me away
like a messenger bird
so I circled the earth
blown away in the wind
but I always returned
with some new little song
some sad story to tell
of a brief love affair
with a girl I compared to you and she failed
you said you don't want me to beg
then you said get down on your knees
'cause you knew that I would
if I do any good satisfying your needs.

and I know all about those things we cannot speak
and just so you know well they don't bother me
so you don't have to be worried
just nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please don't keep me waiting

just nod your head if your mind's been changed
shake it, love, if some hope remains
just say the word and of course I'll stay
roll your eyes and I'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing.
just please don't keep me waiting."

-messenger bird's song, bright eyes

about 2 weeks til i go home. i'm really excited :)
but until then. i have a lot of work to do to conclude this shitty first year at smith. (not entirely shitty but it could be much better)

xx

Monday, April 16, 2007

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 01:58:34 GMT

Today is a day of many changes.
For one, the room is finally cleaned up a bit. And I dyed my hair again but this time, I dyed it a normal color (except my fringe is still green.. ish haha)

I have also decided to quit smoking cigarettes (yes cigarettes) because I am whitening my teeth with thewse crest whitestrips things and I thought about it and I'd much rather have white teeth. Yeah... I think if I went to school in California it would be much easier to do this quitting business. I am craving a cigarette right now but my body will overcome this bullshit addiciton. I have even changed my background to a really disgusting picture of a smoker's set of teeth. This should help a bit :) God damn, that picture really is nasty.

And finally, I have decided to re-vamp myself. I am going to turn myself into the first Barbie looking girl on Smith's campus. I think often I strive to look different and being here, no matter how crazy I do my hair or whatever, it won't be that suprising. BUT if I make myself as feminine as possible... this will shock people. There is not a single person on this campus who would look like malibu barbie. And I'm going to be the first. MUAHAHAHAHA. This is pretty exciting. Yeah so, Barbie doesn't smoke. But she also has ridiculous proportions which I obviously am not going to try to copy. And the hair either... I don't want to be platinum blonde. I just need some extensions to make my hair ridiculously full (and grow my hair... damnit) and dress more skanky... well, I really don't want to dress like Barbie, so maybe I need to rethink this style of dressing. But the hair and the attitude would be a good start :D

I'm excited.

OH! And next week, me and a dorm mate are going to try to do a fitness class everyday so let's see if we can do this:
Monday- Ab workout (a.k.a Awesome Abs; I've done this once, I have never had such sore abs in my life)
Tuesday- Yoga
Wednesday- Pilates
Thursday- Yoga/Jogging
Friday- Pilates
I EXCITE!

so yea. that pretty much sums everything up.
i've got a spanish oral to do tomorrow and financial accounting hwk.
oh... and some reflection :( god damnit.

xx

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 19:26:05 GMT

dear wife:

you are now 19. happy birthday :)
we have so many happy memories together, just like a happy married couple should. haha.
hao xiang ni oh!

see you in a month or so!!!

^liao xing hua yuan lame-o shit. wtf joyce. hahaha.

^zhuang ke ai... tao yien. hahaha.
but it's actually quite a nice picture so i thought i'd flatter you for you.

when i get back we will celebrate together and also fion's birthday (that old hag... so old, so old. hahaha)

I LOVE YOU JOYCE!!!
i hope all your wishes this year come true <3 (not 3>)

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 19:29:18 GMT

hellos.
i have new hairs.

come. you look.
(tis turquoise, ok i guess it's bordering a green... but i wanted an ocean color :( close enough..)

thank yous :)

pearl, i love you.
don't be sad <3
at least you still have all your fabulous friends!!!

xx

Monday, March 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 19:02:35 GMT

the weather here sucks. and the stupid airport people left my luggages in dallas so i'm getting them today at 5 or 6 or something. i hate those days where nothing seems right. i could really use a cigarette right now.

it's strange being alone. kind of nice, but strange to know that while other people are enjoy each other's company, you only have yourself. i don't really mind it anymore. it just feels weird once i come to think about it. afterall... we all die alone don't we?

but onto happier things... well, there are none. i want to sleep but i have to meet for fucking financial accounting at 4. ayyy. i will put up some photos later of my happy trip to san fran when i get my freaking bags back. >:(

how is everyone?
it'll be summer break soon :) oh how i long for the summmeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! but first i have to lose some (or quite a substantial amount) weight... psshh.

xx

edit:
sooo... my card reader isn't working so i thought i'd post some pictures of my makeup :D well eye makeup.

the top one is neon yellow and black and the bottom is red and black :D with other colors... but you can't see it well because... well, web cam pictures, you know. they both looked brighter in real life. i swear! heh.

SO YEA. BYE!

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 18:29:55 GMT

the other day a girl i didn't know came up to me and complimented me on my style :)
she said i looked like a runway model!

it was a good day.

xx

edit:
la noche est?estrellada y 幨 no est?conmigo.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 21:50:39 GMT

IMPORTANT!!!

ok so...
i want to volunteer at an animal sanctuary in ecuador over the summer for a few weeks but i really don't want to go alone. i was wondering if anyone is interested in doing this...?
here's the website: www.santamartharescue.org/index.html

please?

xx

edit:
ecuardor is in south america -.- below columbia and above peru.
yea fay. (; hahaha i love you.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 02:54:56 GMT

When youe so lonely lying in bed
Night closed it eyes but you can rest your head
Everyone sleeping all through the house
You wish you could dream but forgot to somehow
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself

And if you are waiting, waiting for me
Know Il be home soon darling I guarantee
Il be home Sunday just in one week
Dry up your tears if you start to weep
And sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself

Lullaby, I not nearby
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Don you cry, no don you cry
Sing this lullaby to yourself

Cause when I arrive dear it won be that long
No it won seem like anytime that Ie been gone
It ain the first time it won be the last
Won you remember these words to help the time pass?

So when youe so lonely lying in bed
Night closed it eyes but you can rest your head
Everyone sleeping all through the house
You wish you could dream but forgot to somehow
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby, sing this lullaby
Sing this lullaby to yourself

-lullaby, jack johnson feat. matt costa

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 15:22:40 GMT

BOO YAH!

i got my nose pierced :) two times on the right.
i really really needed that. it was seriously like being resurrected. so gooood. it did hurt but it's a good kinda hurt. it's like that feeling when someone slaps you back into reality kinda thing... if that makes any sense.
yup, therapeutic piercing...

and now for some very posey pictures... i'm sorry... but you all know me (and my tendies... and stuff):

take care guys! <3
i hope everyone's doing great in class and life in general :)

xx