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What I've Reali(z/s)ed

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 23:31:07 GMT

God is good all the time.

even tho i don't know what's gonna happen in the future i know that i'll get through it with God's help. I use to be scared of not knowing and i still get a bit scared of it. But really there's no need to be afraid of what lies ahead because you know that God is right in front of you every step of the way he is there to pick you up when you fall. to rejoice with you when you succeed. The feeling of not being alone is such a great feeling. I wonder how people who don't know God can cope with it. where do they get their hope from? it's a scary thing. It would suck to wake up everyday feeling like you're alone in whatever life throws at you.

she's alive!

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 04:09:24 GMT

wow this morning i was awaken by a obnoxiously loud voice saying "GUESS WHO'S BACK FROM THE DEAD!!!"

and i looked up and saw yang's face...

it was fantastic coz it was like the first time i've seen/talked to her in 2 months! seriously tho i hope she doesn't disappear again. i missed her so much yesterday. it was really cool to get to see her finally.

long 3 days

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:19:56 GMT

san fran was fun. didn't get to see patrice on the way there nor back tho :( . met some creeps (thank goodness it was only 3 days). still irritated by jason. i'm also getting really good at being both jason and valerie's personal photographer. i got bus sickness. bought two scarves for really cheap. woke up at 4 in the mornin. hearst castle. yosemite. fisherman's wharf. laughed at the cruel hearted tour guide lady's accent. went swimming with full on pants and t-shirt. did not puke on the the boat tour (yay). late night snacks consisting of rice krispies, powdered donuts, chips, and soda.

i'm gonna be gone

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:01:59 GMT

i'm going to san francisco tomorrow for three days! :)

ah chickflicks

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 03:55:55 GMT

i just watched "p.s i love you" it's so sad. makes me not want to get married just in case my husband dies at a young age and i would have to go through all that grieving/depression.

yeah i think i've decided not to get married.

bleh on him

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:12:49 GMT

jason has been getting on my nerves these few days. can't stand him.

i want him to go back to australia already. hmph. july can't come any slower!

go cel- i mean lakers!

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 17:38:53 GMT

i was washing the dishes today...asked who won last night lakers or celtics. and my mom told me it was the lakers. without thinking i go "YAY" and then that's when the whole mess began...

both jessamyn and my mom were lecturing me about how i always do things to make everyone mad on purpose (i never knew how mature jessamyn was until today) but they both came to the conclusion was that i was stubborn.

and so i thought back on that time where i got yelled at because i went to a friends house with a bunch of people and i was the only one who said "Boo Lakers!". i thought that they couldn't take a joke. anyways even before i never knew how serious it is to people. i am kinda stubborn i guess. now lets add never talk about sports at the dinner table with politics.

don't get me wrong i don't have anything against lakers...i think that they're amazingly good. BUT i just tend to like the underdogs more...the ones that no one cheers for...it's the same with stupid tv shows or movies i tend to like the ones that are not considered good looking i guess. oh well it doesn't matter.

i would like an order of chill pills with my fries please. thanks.

yellow and purple is such a bomb color. it makes everyone happy. :)

3 things

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:31:23 GMT

1.david's coming back in 2 more days! i kinda miss him. it's been hella boring this whole week.

2. tomorrow is the last day of modern dance. :( oh well i'm kinda thankful. that means chill time for my blisters! yeah it's only been 4 weeks of dancing barefoot and i already have 3 blisters on my feet.

3. and congratulate my friend patrice! she just got accepted to FRESNO STATE !!!! :) *applause applause applause* (and she had her first raw fish sushi) hehe i'm a proud pare- i mean friend.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 14:05:59 GMT

i had a dream where jessamyn and ruth had the ability to grow cat ears and a tail at any given moment. and i wanted it too. and they told me that if i think about cats really hard then it'll grow but it never worked on me :(

little david play on your harp hallelu halleluuia...

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 03:10:57 GMT

i feel bad for David...i hope he has fun on the cruise with the two love birds. :(