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Sunday, February 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:27:12 GMT

a few more quotes... enjoy =)

Don`t give up when you have something left to give.
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

& it just happened no discussion needed.
We just both knew that very moment we wanted to be together.

It`s weird..you know that end of something great is coming,
but you want to hold on, just for one more second,
just so it can hurt a little more.

& if you`re feeling scared,
remember the time we shared.
You know it meant everything,
you know it meant everything to me.
- Blink 182

Let`s play a game of who`s life sucks the most.
I`ll win. I always win.
- Grey`s Anatomy

& I learned what`s obvious to a child. That life`s simply a collection of little lives, each lived one day at a time. That each day should be spent finding beauty in flowers & poetry & talking to animals. That a day spent with dreaming & sunsets & refreshing breezes can`t be bettered. But most of all, I learned that life is about sitting on benches next to ancient creeks with my hand on her knee & sometimes, on good days, for falling in love.
- The Notebook

When you have moments like that one..
you can`t even imagine it won`t stay that way.

"The whole world,
myself included,
seem to have one thing in common:
We're just a crowd of people
who don't really fit in anywhere
attempting to convince one another
that we do."

-Andrew Ross McMahon<3

and if we're lucky to have met them
and have something to share
we get so wrapped up in timing, location and what's fair
you love it or you hate it and it's somewhat the same
you're living and dying like everything everyday

emo: like a goth, only a lot less dark and much more harry potter.

In every girls life there is a guy she will never forget and a summer where it all began....

how is it possible, he thinks, to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance so that when she was gone he would not miss her. only then did he realize that wanting part of her and not all of her had hurt them both and now he cannot justify his actions except that, well... it was life.

Sometimes pain becomes such a big part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it's so unfamilar. And in that moment, you realize you're happy.
One Tree Hill

yes, losing your hearts desire is tragic, butgaining your hearts desire is all you can hope for. this year i wished for love, to immerse myself into someone else, & to wake a heart afraid to heal. my wish was granted. if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. 'cause i wouldn't give it back for the world.
One Tree Hill

How do you leave the past behind, when it keeps finding ways to get your heart?
-Rent

Happiness comes in many forms, in the company of good friends. In the feeling you get when you make some one elses drreams come true. Or in the promise of hope renewed. Its ok to let yourself be happy. Becuase you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
-- One Tree Hill

You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it.
-- One Tree Hill

Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life.
--One Tree Hill

think of how different it would be
if you never met the one person
who changed everything

I'm scared I'll miss the way we use to talk
& if its all forever lost dont wanna know
I'm scared that you're the one that got away
& i want you here with me tonight
you never come

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 23:54:49 GMT

hey, update?

i guess so.

enjoyyy, if anyone still reads xanga quotes anymore, lol

We wonder why black & white photos capture our soul.
I think it's cause without color, we aren't drawn to the
makeup, & the color of our eyes, or our hair, or how tan our
skin is. Black & white captures the innocence on ones face &
the hurt they've gone through to feel vulnerability. The glow we
see comes from the inside. Brightening our eyes, our skin, & our smile.
It grabs the truth that liberates us.

"Friends are God's way of taking care of us."

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."

"A person is only complete when she has a true friend to understand her, to share all her passions and sorrows with, and to stand by her throughout her life."
- Sent by Jennifer L.

"The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart."
-Elizabeth Foley

"How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to."

"I don't remember how we happened to meet each other. I don't remember who got along with whom first. All I can remember is all of us together...always."

"You only meet your once in a lifetime friend... once in a lifetime."
- Little Rascals

"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us."
-The Wonder Years

"We laughed until we had to cry, we hugged right down to our last goodbye, we were the best we'll ever be, just for a moment, you and me"

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
-Barbara DeAngelis

"Most people come into our lives and quickly leave. It is the special few that come in and leave a footprint in our hearts. and we are forever changed."

"There is an exquisite melody in every heart. If we listen closely, we can hear each other's song. A friend knows the song in your heart and responds with Beatiful harmony."
-Sent in by soumya

"A part of you has grown in me, and so you see, it's you and me together forever. Never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart."

"A friend is one who knows you as you are, understands where you've been, accepts who you've become, and still invites you to grow"

"A friend is like sunlight, filtering into the quite corners of ones heart, offering bright new mornings and fresh hope yet demanding nothing in return."

Let's become little old ladies together- we'll stay up late looking at old pictures, telling "remember when" stories, and laughing till our sides ache.
Let's become eccentric together- the kind of old ladies who take long walks, wear silly hats, and get away with acting outrageous in public places.
And if anybody should ask how long we've been friends, we'll say, "Oh, forever - since before you were even born!"
Let's become little old ladies together- because a friendship that's as special as ours can only grow better through the years.

"I know we'll be friends for life, sharing our dreams together. As we walk down the road we'll never think twice, our memories will last forever. And although we're off to different worlds, somehow we're together. And even though we're far apart, our memories are deep within our hearts. These are the times to remember, our memories will last...forever more..."

"Real Friendship is the sharing of all that the heart holds inside, it's tears and laughter, it's joy and broken dreams. Because friendship dwells in the heart where time and distance kknow boundaries, it understands the depth of true feelings and the sound of words unspoken. It is a true gift, for it connects the heart of soulmates together forever"

"You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend."

Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

for what its worth

you brought out the best in me

for what its worth

you're my only one

instead of falling in love

i think we're falling away

and all this needs is time

and we'll pick up from where we ended

I know where I'm going

I'm tripping, I'm sliding around

That's okay

At least I'm excited

It wasn't how I planned it

My feet are where I landed

could it be, that all along, I was so wrong? when I realized & turned around & you were gone..if I say I want you back, would you turn around say you want me too? cause I say I want you back, this time I really mean it. it hurts so much I want to tell you, I changed for you. but I don`t know what to say or do..we grew apart, but I still want you in my heart. I believe it`s time to make a new start.

Maybe we weren`t meant to be together forever.
But I thank God daily that he put you in my life &
made you mean something to me..everything to me..
even if it wasn`t forever.

You don`t have to hold on to the pain,
to hold on to the memories

I tried to tell you before I left

But I was screaming under my breath

You are the only thing that makes sense

I want to be the kind of girl
who leaves an everlasting impression
on someone. I don`t want to be the type
that you'll forget in a week. I want to be
hard to forget. I want to have the kind of
impact on someone where they know
they'll never find anyone who can take
my place & I want that because
that`s what you are to me.

Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen. It`s written in the stars. We all want to fall in love. Why? Cause that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered & we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn`t diminish its value. Cause we are left with memories that we`ll treasure for the rest of our lives.

Back to our lives, separate from each other. &
when you see me, when I see you,
we`ll pretend we don`t know one time we were lovers.
+ DMB

When I see you with her & I see the way you smile at her & laugh with her. I hurt cause I know that smile is not for me & that laugh is not for me no matter how much I would like it to be.. <|3

We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves, we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit. -e.e. cummings

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than tby the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. -Mark Twain

“I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of little kids there. I watched them flying. Doing jumps and having races. And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn't.” –The Perks of Being a Wallflower

“And Sam looked at the paper and then she looked at me. "Charlie. . . Have you ever kissed a girl?" I shook my head no. It was so quiet. "Not even when you were little?" I shook my head no again. And she looked very sad. She told me about the first time she was kissed. She told me that it was with one of her dad's friends. She was seven. And she told nobody except Mary Elizebeth and then Patrick a year ago. And she started to cry. And she said something that I won't forget. Ever. "I know that you know that I like Craig. And I know that I told you not to think of me that way. And I know that we can't be together like that. But I want to forget all those things for a minute. Okay?" "Okay" "I want to make sure that the first person you kiss loves you. Okay?" "Okay" She was crying harder now. And I was, too, because when I hear something like that I just can't help it. "I just want to make sure of that. Okay?" "Okay" And she kissed me. And it was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life.” –The Perks of Being a Wallflower

This moment will just be another story someday. –The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 02:38:35 GMT

hey everyone!! i think i might actually be back for a while

enjoy the quotes =)

boy: what's your biggest fantasy?
girl: to be kissed in the rain. how about you?
boy: to be the one kissing you in the rain.

&& no matter how hard i try
i`ll never be able to convince
myself that he`s not for me

When u finally
realize u didn't matter
at all to someone.. u
begin to wonder if u
matter to anyone at all. </3

I thought about hiding under my bed
but I'd rather be hiding out here
with all of you
than under there
with all of me
-Winnie The Pooh

Trust me
Everyone is less mysterious
Than they think they are.

best friend is someone who screams to
you in the hallways saying, "I LOVE YOU,"
not caring if anyone thinks they're a lesbian,
only caring that you hear them everytime.

i want him to be sitting there
when suddenly i cross his mind
& he thinks to himself
"wow...she's a m a z i n g" <3

being young is brutal, but the best part is you can change yourself. you can become what you want yourself to be. it's entirely easy if you just stop letting other peoples ~~opinions~~ dictate your actions. enjoy the challenge and in ten years you'll be everything you thought you could be. anyone who is doubting this is still living with fear in their heart.

To get up in the morning
only to know that you
will have to face another
obstacle takes strength.
To smile when the only
thing you can do is cry
takes bravery. To act
happy and laugh when
you know that times are
at their worst takes courage.
To be joyous when the only
good news is best
of the bad news takes
support. To be there
and help others through
the roughest times in life
takes love..

don't be afraid of change. you may end up losing something good,
but you will probably end up gaining something better.

Music.
We do it for the passion.
The love.
The rush.
The spirit.
The want.
The need.
The title.
The feeling.
The good times.
The bad times.
We do it because it's
what we were born to do.

Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light.

-Helen Keller

The only thing you ever really need is someone who will believe in you.

There's nothing quite like being sure of what's in your heart.

When you dream, there are no rules. People can fly. Anything can happen.

The romance that weather brings is indescribable, but with snow, it's like the whole world is a little different. Rain can’t create a blanket over your city that makes you feel comfortable & cozy. But snow, it can make you feel like you're cuddling even when you are, in fact, alone.

She wanted a man who was both sensitive & kind, but at the same time could sweep her off her feet after a long day at work, but also challenge her intellectually. Someone romantic, of course, & the kind of guy who would buy her flowers for no reason at all.

I don’t want a love…I just want to know that I’m capable of loving.

i'm just another stupid girl
who has her hopes set
just a little too high

Just so you know,
You made my day when you memorized
my favorite song and sang it to me
because i was feeling down.

she was the kinda girl who never
let guys get the best of her ....
the kinda girl who didnt need
a guy to make her happy ....
the kinda girl who didnt fall in love easily-
untill that one guy came along ....

you can kill the DREAMER
but you can't kill the DREAMS.

and there she goes again,
believing in something that is probably
never going to happen..

Last night, I dreamt that you were with me, && finally I could breathe.

People dont fall in love with whats right in front of them. People want to dream of what they cant have. The more unattainable, the more attractive it all seems.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

at the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. some things you say cause there's no other choice. some things you keep to yourself. and not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves. communication. it's the first thing we really learn in life. funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. or how to ask for what we really need. Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human. Maybe, we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

Don't you hate that? Uncomfortable silence. Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about bull in order to feel comfortable? That's when you know you've found somebody really special. When you can just shut the hell up for a minute and comfortably share a silence

I looked in all the places you aren't I just can't find the places you are. I only know that you are where I'm not

I'm just saying thank you. You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was... walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, and then I saw you and the smudges were gone. The window was clean.

Cory: You are going to learn something from life every day. And make mistakes. And you'll make good friends and Mr. Feeny will probably teach you every grade you're ever in. And maybe someday you'll fall in love with a woman as wonderful as Topanga. How would you like that?
Joshua: Yeah.
Cory: And be lucky enough to make a good friend as Shawn. How'd you like that?
Joshua: Good.
Cory: And when you're not a little boy anymore, when the world has taught you how to be a man... Then you'll still make mistakes. But your family, and all those good friends you've made along the way, will help you. And even though you'll think the world has gone out of it's way to teach you all the tough lessons, you'll realize that it's the same world that's given you your family and those friends, you you'll come to believe that no matter what happens, somehow the world will protect you, too. "Boy Meets World." Now I get it.

Topanga: I'm a damsel, but not the distressed kind, one who's totally calm and in complete control of her own destiny.

she looks at him from behind and then turns away and smiles to the ground.
he's her everything, and that will never change.

what if you can't give up. what if you can't just stop loving him? i don't believe in giving up, because if you care so strongly about someone, you're not able to give up. you always have hope...you can't just let go. its not that simple. if you are able to let go that simply...then it wasn't love.

Love is when you are kept awake at night
with thoughts of him && when sleep finds
you, he's waiting there in your dreams

I'm scared that I'm going to end up alone..
I'm scared that I'm always going to be the
friend..someone's sister.. or confidant never
quite someone's everything.. mostly I'm
scared that I'm never going to meet another
guy that I'll love as much as I love you..

If i had one wish, it would be that i could be sitting on some beach at sunset in the sand, watching the waves crash up on shore and feeling the water rush through my toes sitting right next to you having the grandest conversation of them all.

to me he's always the first person i see in a crowd of people
i just wish he would see me too.

as long as he breathes.. i'll be okay.

shes not like the other girls
when she looks in the mirror, she
doesnt see an ugly & fat girl whos
a failure at life. she sees a girl
who hasnt done much yet & isnt
very pretty -- but whos going to
change the world someday

If you want me, I'll be around forever.

don't worry. the heart knows when the search is over.

journals overflowing with words of love, anger and hurt. memories of him haunting every aspect of her life. visions of the future that won't ever occur. feelings of him that won't ever leave her alone.

she knows its stupid that she still thinks of you
but really its something she cant help. she wants to
get over you and on with her life, but something's
telling her to wait it out and see what happens. its
like 99 percent is ready to end it, but its that 1 percent
that just wont let her move on quite yet

I have to stop loving you beacause I know
you'll never love me too .. but every
time I see you ; that's all my heart can do

if I ever write a story about my life...
don't be surprised if your name appears
a gazillion times.

you'll always,
be in my dreams,
even if im never in yours

when it comes to you, i wish i didn't care so much
because it would make things so much easier,
but i do care, i really, really do

because no matter what anyone tells you
there`s someone out there who is made
to wake up next to you every morning

i hate sitting here alone
knowing you're out there
having the time of your life
with her...

No one ever said that love was gonna be easy.
You gotta take the ups & the downs, the in-betweens.
If you take this journey you gotta give yourself completely.
Never let anyone step on your dreams.

There exists a melody
That just might change your mind
If only i knew the key
To sing to make you mine...

You're not friends because you sit together at lunch`

or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops'

or can recite each others wardrode.

You're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face.

No matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her.

When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. Regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. That's what it means to be best friends.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 18:08:02 GMT

we all want something beautiful,
man i wish i was beautiful

maybe you're just too scared that someone might
actually wanna be with you..then you wouldn't
have to hide behind everything but do you wanna
know the real reason why you're scared? it's cause
maybe..maybe..you wanna be with me too
- a walk to remember

i want all of you
FOREVER.
you and me
everyday<33

i do want to fall in love
i just don't know how to

so here i am.
looking pretty for you.

i'll be the greatest fan of your life <3

i'm scared because i don't want
anyone else to have your heart. i don't
want anyone else to kiss your lips. i don't
want anyone else to be in your arms. i don't
want anyone but me to be the one you love.
i'm scared because i don't want anyone to
[ take my place ]

you're heart will know
when the search is [over]

if life were easy, partying wouldn't
be as fun, friends wouldn't mean as
much, and love wouldn't feel so good<3

baby we could make the whole world
JEALOUS

i just want to go up to you
and mess up that beautiful hair of yours<3

if i could tell you one thing..i guess it would be
that i love hearing your [ voice ] , and that your
smile just happens to make my entire day worth
while and those little things you do, without even
knowing it, yeah...i love them too.

of course you're not mine..
it would be too wonderful.

it isn't about being who everyone else
wants you to be, it's about being yourself &&
finding someone who loves every bit of it <3

but my god it's so beautiful
when the boy smiles<33

i'm not crazy, i'm not obsessed,
i'm not even a hopeless romantic.
i'm just a girl who knows she can't
let the love of her life slip away.

he watched her take off her
makeup and wondered why she
even put it on<3

i've been holding on for so long
and i can't even remember how
to just let go

i may not be
the [prettiest] girl
the [smartest] girl
the [richest] girl
the [coolest] girl
but i do know that i'm
the [luckiest] because
i have friends that
will never leave my side
<3

it was all part of growing up. you got these little quick passions you blinked, and they were gone. you forgave faults, found perfection, fell madly; then the next day the sun came up and it was over. –the princess bride

& as I zoomed in on your picture,
I realized that's the closest I'll ever be to you.

this envelope will represent my heart.
i`ll seal it, send it off & wish it luck with it`s depart.
this stamp will be every action that carries my affection..
across the air & land & sea.
should I trust the postage due..
to deliver my heart to you?
- Hellogoodbye<33

it's funny how i dont want to share someone;
who's not even mine.

maybe he's starting to see the real girl. the one
behind an ambitious, quiet, & self conscious girl.
the one who loves her friends more than life itself
& laughs about pretty much everything cause
she can - & thats what she thinks life's all about ;
having the time of your life

oh princess
you make the party
with your hands
in your pockets
and your innocent eyes
and all those things
running around in your head

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 23:58:56 GMT

some people show off their beauty because they want the world to see it.

others hide their beauty because they want the world to see something else.

to have faith is to have wings.

A little faith will bring your soul to heaven; A great faith will bring heaven to your soul.

If I had my life to live over, I'd dare to make more mistakes next time. I'd relax; I'd limber up. I would be sillier than I have been this trip. I would take fewer things seriously. I would take more chances. I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I would eat more ice cream and less beans. I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I'd have fewer imaginary ones.

You see, I'm one of those people who lived sensibly and sanely hour after hour, day after day. Oh, I had my moments, and if I had to do it over again, I'd have more of them. In fact, I'd try to have nothing else. Just moments, one after the other, instead of living so many years ahead of each day. I've been one of those persons who never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat, and a parachute. If I had it to do over again, I would travel lighter than I have.

If I had my life to live over again, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall. I would go to more dance; I would ride more merry-go-rounds. I would pick more daisies.

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories.
I want to embrace them, cherish them, & never forget that they come
so few & far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these
moments will always follow. They remind me of what's truly important.
It's not just life, but living. It's the journey, the destination, & all the
points inbetween. & I must admit, I like what I see

Can't stop believing no matter how long it takes
It might kill me to keep on dreaming but I'd rather die than throw it away
I don't know how much more of this I can handle
But I know that good things come to those who wait
& better things will come to those who don't give up
So mine should be coming any day

Just once I want someone to look at me & right away think I was beautiful.
Not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul, just me.
I want to walk in a room & light up, not blend.

I have to say I`m the luckiest person in the entire world. Why? Cause I`m one of those lucky people who found a true friend like you. We might have met as strangers. Back then, the thought never entered my mind that you`d be the person I`d love & trust the most. But you showed how valuable our friendship is by always lending me a shoulder to cry on & always finding the key to solve my problems. You never caused a single tear that rolled down my face, instead, you were always there to wipe the ones others had triggered. You battled my tough times with me, & you shielded me from everything that harmed me. I will always remember the tough times we went through, but what I will remember most are the times when we laughed so hard tears came rolling down our faces. I remember how we laughed & smiled about our teenage crushes. I remember watching all those movies only to find that when I was crying you were crying, when I was scared, you were scared, & when I was laughing, you were laughing with me. I remember all those quiet walks we shared. Sometimes we would have so much to say to one another, but sometimes we were short of words but even through the silence, I was having the best walk out of my life. Perhaps that`s why our friendship is so strong & will never collapse. Trust, loyalty, love, honesty, fun, laughter, smiles, tears, hardships ; they`re all things I felt when I`m with you, & I`ve never felt all those feelings with just one friend before. You`re one in a million, & I will never forget you for as long as I live. No matter how far apart we are, I know that you`ll always be in my thoughts.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 23:28:19 GMT

He was only a dream

A dream she fell in love with

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 16:58:52 GMT

edit: i wish i could comment everyone back. but, i have no time. so i just wanted to say hi to everyone now and tell them that they're awesome for reading my site <3 kbye

heeey i'm back again! <3 here's some more quotes for you all because you're awesome.

you know that good feeling of butterflies
in your stomach when you know that if
even for just a second...you've crossed
his mind;;&&then you know that bad
butterfly feeling when you know that »
another girl is crossing his mind &that
girl...she's everything you want to be

Even though I remind myself that we'll probably never be together...I still won't let myself fall for anyone else.

i think that the only reason why people hold
onto memories so tight, for so long is because
memories are the only things that don`t change
.. when everything else does ..

It’s different how I like you… with all the other guys I’ve liked before, I just wanted for them to like back and to have them kiss me… but with you, I think I sincerely respect you and cherish you. I only want you to hold me in your arms and whisper sweet nothings in my ear. I just want to be able to hold your hand and call you when I need you. With all the other guys, It wasn’t like that… it was just something to preoccupy my time with..

I’M NOT THE KIND OF GIRL
WH0 ISN’T AFRAID TO TELL YOU
HOW SHE FEELS
I’M NOT THE KIND OF GIRL
WH0 RUNS UP TO YOU AND HUGS YOU
I AM THE KIND OF GIRL
WHO KEEPS ALL OF HER EMOTIONS INSIDE
& IS AFRAID OF REJECTION

I can’t figure out what’s worse, having to know every single detail of your desperate love for some other chick or having to know that you obviously didn’t even come close to feeling the same way about me

Without him she is torn apart and full of pain that no one can see and at night all she can do is think of what will never be when she finally falls asleep she dreams of him his sexy smile and the way he makes her laugh this is the only time she is ever truly happy because in her dreams they aren't just friends he loves her back she wakes up and knows she has to face reality he does not love her the dream is just a cruel joke played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke

You might think she is just some girl you pass in the hall and she smiles and says hi. Waits for you to pass... then she starts to cry... thinking about what she wants and what she should do. Thinking about what is right and what is wrong. Thinking how much better life would be if he was her own. Thinking of you and knowing it will never happen/// she still loves you. You were her first love... and first breaker... you are her everything. You mean so much, and don’t even know it. There have been others, it is shown through her beautiful crying eyes. The others who she called a boyfriend to get back at you. ((You never cared though.)) And as she starts to realize that, she starts to cry once again. Knows that there is no use. No matter what you will always be the one for someone else. He will and only him. As she lies and is screaming this she realizes something is wrong. Wouldn’t life be great if he liked her back? Or it would be nice if she wasn’t alive? Maybe if she never knew him? Then she wouldn’t think about him so much. Leaving school, coming home, looking in the yearbook from last year, seeing his wonderful face and knowing this is right. She gets on the computer and always looks for his screen name first, even though she is too shy to talk to him. Runs up to him at school and as she does feels the tears come back because he is with her best friend<3 The friend she had known since first grade. The one who knows all her secrets, standing there and talking to him. As her friend runs to her and says how much she, too, loves him, once again the girl starts to cry. Knowing she is the lower one. Knowing her friend is better than her. Knowing she isn’t good enough for him. And this breaks the girls heart. The girl feels broken inside and she feels that nothing is right. She feels whatever she does, this will never change his mind. She wishes to be like her friend, but then she realizes all she has to do is be herself and if he doesn’t like that… Then she can move on knowing he doesn’t like her and never will. She wont change herself for a boy. She knows better than that. Even though she wishes she could, she can’t. And as this girl cries, she wishes she was dead. But the girl knows there are others that love her, and she wouldn’t want to hurt them. She still asks herself if she would die, what would he do? Would he care and would he talk about her? There are other people who have loved this girl as much as she loves him, but they are able to move on. And this girl can’t. She says everything is cool, she doesn’t want to fight with her friend. But she is crying. More than ever. She sits in the corner, box of tissues. Black all over her hands from her makeup. Nothing is right. And she knows it. Someone asks what’s wrong. And the girls knows there is no answer… because what are you supposed to say when nothing in the world is going good for you at all. Then this happens and you can’t believe it’s true. You wouldn’t see it coming, but the girl did. I guess she is smarter than you may think//

well i heard there was a secret chord that david played and it pleased the lord, but you dont really care for music do ya? well it goes like this, the fourth the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift.. the baffled king composing halleluja

Pretty words you think you've got me figured out. you think you know what im about. i dont think you would be surprised, you have to know how hard i've tried. &after all the time we've spent, would it be something you regret? would you feel the need to stay, or turn your back &walk away? i wish that i could hate you, but i cant. i wish that you would vanish, but you're too hard to forget.

Calling it a simple school girl crush was like saying rolls royce was a vehicle with four wheels; something like a hay wagon. she didn`t giggle wildly and blush when she saw him, nor did she chalk his name on trees or write it on the walls of the kissing bridge. she simply lived with his face in her heart all of the time; a kind of sweet, hurtful ache.

She asked me.. well what have you learned the heart break, the lies, the bruies, and the cries?& she tells me.. bring out the best in every test lifes a lesson, good or bad the man up there doesnt want you sad. I shake my head and tell her, no, its not like that
She doesnt understand that the only rule is,Never let them see you cry.

when i see your face, i still get butterflies })i({
when people talk about you, it brings tears to
my eyes. when youu touch me; my stomach
it always turns. i guess i have to put up with
everyone saying "that girl never learns"

the truth is, we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow, we
cry to see who will wipe away our tears &&
we let our hearts get broken to see who
will come && fix them <3

don't miss out on what's happening right
now, just because you're waiting for something
better to come along. you can't live in the future.
-- Full House *

&& it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend, to
cuddle with. hold hands. kiss. tell him everything.
or, just by looking at him and knowing you mean the
world to him and he loves you with all his heart. it`s
those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become
reality. i just want to be loved by someone.</3

Every girl - - has the feeling where she can't breathe she loves him so much,
where she wants to be in his arms for the rest of her life.
Where she`d give anything just to have her lips compressed to his.
Where she would take a bullet to the heart just for his last words to her to be, iloveyou.
Ever wonder if guys feel the same way, but are just too afraid to show it?
Because of it will make him look, or maybe he's just as afraid as you.
Biting his tounge till it bleeds, j u s t as y o u do </3

I don’t want sun kissed hair or a beautiful tan
all I want to do is spend all day lying with you in the sand

someone should write a song about fall. the way sunlight ignites the leaves and the crops grow tall. how the autumn wind nips at your neck while sunshine kisses your face. when this season seems so eager to take us out of this place.

'i like boys who mean what they say,
not boys who say mean things.' <3 --family matters

they don't understand that i'm not lonely... even though i'm alone <3

Friends are the ones that prove
if you had nothin else in the world
except them..you'd still have it ALL.

now it seems to me that, missing photos equal missing memories say the words with silent ears and silent hands i've seen the boat and it seems to be sinking i've seen the boat and it's stuck on dry land just a key to the concept i'm feeling give me your heart,won't you give me your heart and i'll give you my hands

--"What am I gonna do?"
--"Go home."
--"Where's that?"
--"Wherever you've been the happiest."