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ibanezfm53
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Name: first name
Country: United States
Gender: Male
Interests: Playing guitar, church, my friends, football, music, seeing how creative i can get, writing lyrics to express myself, experimenting with new instruments, (basically anything music).
Expertise: uhhh...Im gonna have to say my lyrics cuz the band i wuz brought into only wanted my creativity in lyrics...they didnt want my guitar
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Ibanezfm53
Member Since:
6/10/2004
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| -New site guys, I've had this one for a while and yeah lol I dunno truth be told I'm just really bored hahahaha.
My new xanga is Godsguitarist321
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| -Who am I, if I am not who I set out to be?
-Cody D.
-I've often found myself doing a huge no-no. I used to (its not so much
of a problem now, it seems that whenever a problem is in my life that
particular chapter that I happen to be reading has the answer for
it....hmmmm I wonder if God has anything to do with that...lol) but I
used to compare my faith to others...yeah big no no. Thats just like if
you compare your guitar playing to another persons guitar playing, its
just going to make you feel bad. It could very well be compared to
playing the guitar. We all have different ways of serving the Lord,
because we all have a different calling, in the same way that when
playing guitar every one has a different style, even if within the same
genre no one plays the same tune. God is my composer and I want him to
be the one to write my music, but I just gotta quit screwin around and
hit the right notes ( for those of you who didnt get that, which is
very understandable, that was all imagry lol. I want God to direct my
life, but I gotta quit screwin around and let him.) Highschool
sucks....theirs so much temptation around every corner lol. Its not
just peer pressure and all that crap you hear about, but its like
something I've always said "Their are those you love and those you have
to love." and those people that you have to love well wear you down
sometimes and I've always had a short fuse....I tend to pop
sometimes....yeah so have you ever said something and immediatly after
the words come out of your mouth you want to pop them right back into
your mouth....(sigh) tomorrows friday I get to go to my dad's and get
away for a little bit...yeah its all good.
-God bless all who read this thing of mine, and all who don't lol. Yall have a great day.
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| -I'm writing with no idea as to what exactly I'm writing about. I just
finished a purpose driven life which was an amazing book, if you havn't
read it I would strongly recommend that you do. But like the bible the
purpose driven life did something that I kinda like but it kinda
frustrates me. He tells ya to do something gives you great advice,
challenges, almost gets to the point of telling you how and then
stops.... lol. I love the bible man but sometimes I really wish God
gave us the play by play. (EX: if you want to do this, this is the way
to do it.) Sometimes when I come home in the after noon and the thought
occurs to me have I lived every step of the way for God today. A lot of
the time the answer is no, and its not cool. It really is hard (I'm not
complaining just sayin whats on my mind) to keep direct focus on God
through out the day...sometimes I even forget to pray before
meals...once again, not cool lol. O well just leaves room for me to
grow right, which I really have a lot to do. Once again don't get me
wrong I'm not unhappy with anything right now, I guess this entry is
just an explanation leading up to a prayer request. If you would, I
would appreciate your prayers for me and my family. Thank you all very
much and God bless.
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| - Dancing days (dun la dun la dunt)
"So there's problems in your life
I'm not one
I'm just a see through faded
super jaded
light of my life"
-Alice in Chains
"So sit back and have
a hysterical
laugh at tiny holes
that will drain men's souls"
-Mad Season
-both of those songs are about addiction. The person who wrote them
died of Heroin over dose around 2 or 3 years ago. We've all had
addictions whether it be lust (raising hand) drugs (raising hand) sex,
or what ever else it may be. It amazes me to this day that through all
the years of me cursing God and christianity and doing drugs and all
this other stuff that God loves me...not JUST loves me but Agape. Which
by human nature is uncomprehendible. Think about that. What kind of
forgivness do we all have to thankful for. That Jesus died on the cross
for us... every thing surrounding our God is just amazing. pure magic.
I love it.
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| -This is a tune for my Lord in heaven. I love you God.
-I'm sorry for my disrespect
I'm sorry for my laziness
You are the one that I'm supposed to serve
Your love is a power that I don't diserve
-I'm sorry for my prideful sins
when I'm judgemental no one wins
My God, your are Lord of all thats good
help me to live the way I should.
(Chorus)
-Cuz I'm sorry for the way I've been
I'm really sorry cuz no one wins
Satan's got me on a bendge
Hello? Can we take it slow
-I feel degraded, I'm feelin confused
I'm feelin angry cuz I know I'm bein used
my evil desires are trapping me
Lord come and help me
Help me be free
-Repeat Chorus
-Conform me!
Conform me!
In all that I do
Conform me Conform me!
-Help me be like you!
-I'm sorry-Cody Dudleson
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