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Monday, January 26, 2004

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 02:07:04 GMT

Please answer the 21 questions and enter it in ma comment box....

1.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. How did we meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married? to who?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19.How close is my relationship with you?
20. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
21. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?

Friday, January 23, 2004

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 02:08:33 GMT

just some random thoughts...

it was like a dream come true when i first met you/u changed me from feeling bad to good/it was something ive never felt before...true happiness after we started hangin' out...i liked it when i first heard your voice/knowing i had a crush on you..it was something different/u were pretty kyoote too..and u still are..everytime i saw you..i was happy..everytime i heard your voice..i was happy...everytime u held my hand..or looked at me..i was happy..my whole body shivers...and gets filled with butterflies everytime im just with you...i wasnt da guy i really was because i just first met u..and i had to open my self up..and i did..da more and more i saw you...i get really excited when i know im gonna see u da next day..or da next weekend...i get dat feeling..where i cant eat..cant sleep..because of you...and da feeling was great...we were both still progressing in our relationship...and it got more fun as we saw each other...ive never had a girl..dat i could hang out with..whenever i want..dat i could talk to whenever i want...and das what i had with you...u were there for me..u showed me u really cared...couple months pass by ...and its growing...growing into something ive never felt..it was something deep and passionate...i felt right..u were da only girl there for me..there who really cared...we did almost everything with each other...and i enjoyed every part of it..u changed me..u opened me up even more...and there u are..looking beautiful..great talents...loving family..great friends...what more can u ask for...what more can I ask for..i had you..and all i wanted was you...we had our ups and downs..but all dat mattered was dat we had each other..*sigh...it was really something i hoped for in life...to have a really long relationship with a loving girl....it was everything dat made u da person u were..and u now...it was all da hang outs..all da fighting..all da screaming..all da crying...all da loving..dat shaped us to what we became...we had everything..almost everything...

now...everything changed...ill just let that flow go..and see where it takes us in da future...

Angelita Violeta Lopez Claveria - I LOVED YOU for who u are..and ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU for who u will be...

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 22:02:43 GMT

well today ..i went to a fieldtrip dis mornin...for some teen summit on race relations...it was pretty tight..whola buncha skools went...and had group discussions on diff topic...i saw lotta people...fione..ones..pretty ones..ugly ones..fat ones...and ones dat look like YOU...well da best part was lunch...everybody in our group had our own pizza box...was pretty throwedd...well da people in my group...were from hp..elkins..and some other oness...o0h der was dis chick sittin next to me...she was mix...half black and mexican...dengg.fionee ass fruckk....we started talkin and shizz...=D ..but anyways...i got her fridginn #...and das da best part outta da wholee daymm thanngg....who da real pimP now..hahaha

i just cant wait...maan hol UP

.. and oh yeah..cant wait till mares party alSO...shiz gon be throwed..i hopE...der better be more chicks up der..soo0 i can play mah vandross and dat chick better take her pantss oFF...on da reallzz

bumP and gRinD babbYY

hi laylA( u stiLL owE me mah danCEe) =}

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 01:49:35 GMT

o0hh yo check itt..

well today i wenT to starbucks with infiniTE ..well only half of eM...just me freD krystal and lAyla-denG cant she work it any betterr..well just chilled and talk...dint stay der for dat loNGgg...we all ordered mocha FraPs..hehe it was koo...whole lotta fuckin people go there and just talk..cause dey gotta big lounge and shizz...our asses were on da couchesss...it was tightt...den we went outside...layla and krystal had dis lill battle..cause we wanted to see da 2 girls wreck eachh otherrr...it was pretty tight..never saw anything like it...but of course..mah daym laylA still can wreck it..haa..got love for da both of yall.....ive been writin in dis shizz..ever since i met demm..since now i have something to actually talk about...

..laylA..come check me out..and u'll see wassah

Monday, January 12, 2004

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 01:20:25 GMT

thiS entry for todayy..well dis morning went to church and all...and shizzz...den later on around 3..went to mah danCe practice..man dis shittzz gettin krunK..i love mah dance members...and all da fionee girlss inn itt..speciallly laylA..dat girll knows how to workk IT....well da studio we dance at is LsT studioS ..pretTY tighT..never danced in those shizz before...mirrors everywhere...well da SonGs we dancin too is...Umm TOO PRIVATE..hAA..yeh yall will know when da time comess...im gettin everything downn...well almost..der still teachin mE..im da new one in "inFinItE"..man dose sexxyy girlss can dance i swear...i love dancinnGG...

..well das it for now..till next time...*touChh mah booTy and say HELLOOOo

Monday, January 12, 2004

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 01:08:31 GMT

dis one for saturdaY..

went to da galleria with a friend...and more friends...den went to walmart with dem and goofed around...the end..

Friday, January 09, 2004

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 04:16:24 GMT

yes im back..hmm lets see what i can talk about...

to dat person..

doesnt it feel good not having to deal with me anymore?..doesnt it feel good not having to argue with me all da time?..doesnt it feel good not having to think about me and all da bad things ive said to you?..well das what u got...its been almost a week where i havent talked to u..and im havin a feeling where u really like it..im trying to stay out your way and do what u gotta do..let u handle ur things..and start something new with another person..and dont get me wrong..were still friends..but i just gotta do what i gotta do...and dat is..just leaving u alone so0 u can enjoy ur lovely life without me for awhile...and at da moment..im doing good ..got alot of mah back...to be real..im really missing da old things like before..but like u saiid..i gotta move on..well das it fo now..nothing else to say...

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 18:10:06 GMT

its new years eve...

da only thing going on my mind is her..i miss her..i miss her..i wish i was still with her..i never wanted things to go like this...maybeh sooner or later..me and her can work things out again...*sigh...

..i guess dats life

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 02:40:40 GMT

o0hh finallllyyy its been like years since ive wrote in dis thinggg....well cause i have nothing ever to talk about...well todayyy...was pretttty funnn....like in da morning i was just cleaning and cleaningg.....and like around 4...i went to go piCk up mah sxyaznfliP....den went to my bitchmaster's (dana) house to go pick her up also....den we went to CLARA'S hosue for her birthday party..it was fun...went to da park...den ate..den ddR...den dey had thereexchange of gifts....o0h isa..got the *STAY YOUNG* PILLS...hahah it was funny..and i tried some..*da shits kickin in noww...*....den i got a giftt from ISABEL..and she gave me dis KOOL GAP shirt..which fits me..and i wore it all da way going hoMMe...*THANXX GIRLL*...den my bitchmaster gave me a gifft....she gave me dis HUGE ROUND LOLIPOP...which i wanted LONG AGO....maan imma eat dat thing upp....den like i had to go outside to see what else was in a bag...and it was a ORANGE THONG!!...maan hollUPPP.....hahah i loved it...my first thong ever in da world..which im going to hang on my fall..and say its from my bitchmasterr....*THANNXX BITCHHMASTTERR*..i love da giftt...and my sxazn gave me a poOOOH bearrr.....like a christmas sleepy one thingy...heheh..cause it had its sleepy clothes onnn...and i loved itt...something to cuddle with ...at night...muahahah...*SMILE*....den after dat..it was time for me to go..cause i hadda be home...and rachel hadda be home also..so0 i took her hoME....den went back home withhaa SMILE...THE END

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Thu, 04 Dec 2003 03:39:53 GMT