| I am the toxic waste by-product of God's creation.Today my world collapsed in front of me.
I was too blind to see.
Today is when I truly have nothing.
Today is proof that everybody leaves.
Nobody looks back.
Nobody cares. "It's only after you've lost everything," Tyler says, "that you're free to do anything." I want to start over. |
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| I strolled by San Dimas today as I was going towards Brackett Airport for CAP. Brought back old memories. I miss you and how we used to be. Why do we get in arguments on weekends? It's when our minutes are free. |
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| Pardon me as I hold my tongueYou are a sociopath, and I, a borderline. What a pair we make.
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| HistoryI find men who know History extremely appealing. US History to be exact. The wise ones tend to be old farts. Of course, I'm not interested in them in that way, but it is an attractive ..quality? I do wonder, does women give that same effect with their knowledge of history?
This summer, I read a little more on US History on my own due to the fact that I learned hardly anything at school. I can't believe how much I actually love it. I mean, I spent 2-3 years of my high school career not giving a shit about history and now it's just so appealing. The knowledge and facts and all that makes sense.
I think the most appealing part of US History is the WWII time period and the 1900's. and the Civil War and the beginning of the United States. Though I can't help but notice many information that the US changed or smudged out of the records when it's our bad. I guess every country doesn't want to look bad to their younger generations.
I've slept a total of 10 hours in two days.
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| Rant of an unappreciative monkeyI don't know how you expect this to work.
I don't know if this is your way of letting go.
I don't know if this is your way of telling me you don't feel the same anymore.
I don't know if you just can't communicate like regular people.
I don't know why I even bother.
I don't know why I even try.
Whatever it is, I am beyond taking your shit.
I am not your monkey. I do have a say in things. I do not want to do everything you want to do. though I am trying.
Please, if you know of someone else better, feel free to look around. After all, I am replaceable to you, No? I am just another person in your path, No? Be sure to let me go first. Don't drag me along for the ride and treat me like a piece of poo if you're no longer interested. I am a lady and I am more valuable than that. Also please, don't act like a spoiled child when you don't get what you want. Repeat: I am not your monkey. You do not own me. I don't have to do everything you want if I don't want to.
On a brighter note, it was the first day of school today as a senior. Whoo! slept at 3am and woke up at 7am for school. Hope I catch some earlier tonight.
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