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Name: Kayla
Birthday: 4/2/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to read (wierd i know), read manga, write, draw, play video games, watch movies, go out with friends, surf the net, Chill out and do nothing, jump aroung like a maniac, arue with any thing but walls i refuse to stoop to there level, what was that... shut up you stupid wall or ill nail up another picture frame, and eritate my older sis.
Expertise: reading, walking(running depending on the circumstance) into walls, doors, and other inanimate objects, falling, tripping, anything clumsy, being lazy, jumping around like a maniac, getting hyped up on sugar, getting off subject you know i'm pretty sure that other than ADHD i also have ADr Attention Defisate hey look at that squirrel did you see the size of that thing, being lazy, arueing, eritating my sister, playing video games, not doing or losing my homework, going on and on and on... and being lazy
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  dojojammer@aol.com
Member Since:
9/10/2005
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| Every entry in xanga tends to be sad...i'm sorry...Okay so...death officially sucks.
1. the less serious yet very depressing.
*My computer is dead. D-E-A-D! Not the one i'm on...obviously. The computer in my bedroom that contains my ENTIRE LIFE on it. My As Deep As The Ocean book. My songs, poetry, short stories, everything i've written (which is basically my life). I complained to my grandma and she is going to lend me like 250 to go get a laptop. That's awesome, but still what about all the information I've lost? I might die. If I can't get all the information off don't be surprised if I just keel over in the middle of class.
2. The more serious.
*My great grandmother died. My Grandpa Steve's mother. Today. 3 days before mothers day. I hadn't seen her in like 3 years, but still it makes me sad. Especially for my grandpa, because he's already been through enough in the past 2 years. I love him and he was the only male romodel/father figure in my life for a while. When my dad was in jail, and my mom hadn't met Larry, all i had was grandpa steve. I just want him to be okay.
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| Adding...by the way...I went through my email...finally and i found this old xanga site that i created for writing purposes, but i never used it...cause it was like 2 days before i met facebook...i'm gonna try and start it back up...that one just for writing and this one for randomosity...so if you wanna read whats up in kayla's bookland check it out... It should be on my friends list...Wilteddreamer =) Peace out! Kayla | | |
| So i put this on my blog, but i decided to copy and paste...i'm going to try and put everything from haven't blogged in some while...but i haven't really felt like it. Either i've been too busy or i've been too depressed and didn't want to worry anyone with my well being. So i'm rather annoyed at a couple of things...one in particular...but i can't talk to anyone about it...so i guess i'll just stay annoyed.
The musical is over. Thank God! I am sooo happy. Don't get me wrong i'm going to miss the seniors ALOT (especially Sage cause he's like the coolest person i know even though he doesn't know that i think that) but i'm happy to have time. I'll really miss my "family" and it's weird not seeing them and wanting to blow my brains out every afternoon...but still i'm happy. Time is great!
Sorry about my recent, rather depressing post. I'm still not feeling very at the top of my game...but no one seems to care (or notice for that matter). Oh well, that's life i guess. People don't tend to actually care about other human beings. I do. If i ask you what's wrong, i really mean it. I'm not being nosy and i care what you have to say. I can't seem to find a person who treats me that way. I mean my friends are cool and all, but i don't feel like connect with anyone anymore...i guess i feel like i'm whistleing my own tune and no one can even hear it...it usually doesn't bother me, but now i wish that at least SOMEONE was listening...but no one is...
Me and all my similes *sigh*
TTFN
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| A round of applause for endings...Just to make my title-y thing make sense....i went to a funeral and thought of it...here's what my grandpa Jims funeral program said...and don't be sad for me...i'm happy for him he was suffering... God saw you were getting tired
and a cure was not to be,
so he put his arms around you
and whispered. "Come with Me."
With tearful eye watched you suffer
and saw you fade away,
Although we loved you dearly
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating
Hard working hands to rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
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