| finally a barista hey! i don't know how many people still get on here... but i miss this shit... journaling is so good for the mind. helps.
lets see here. moved back in w/ my parents in Avon (parents being my mom and step-dad) at the beginning of December and got a job a Starbucks in Avon (in front of Meijer). Slowly but surely paying off my bank dept and court fines... going to go back to night school to finish up school (finally) this semester and then i plan on getting a piercing apprenticeship... somewhere... haven't really figured the somewhere out yet. i was planning on Chicago, but I've recently been thinking about stickin around for a little while longer and getting certified here. no decisions yet though...
dating this guy... he's pretty fuckin cool. real musically minded... in that we have a lot in common... in other ways we really balance one another out. it's good shit... that'll be 2 months this coming Monday..
the suicide girl thing is looking pretty good... i was accepted last year, and did a practice shoot, but nothing much really happened with it... so i found someone that i think will be really good at doing it the way i want it done... i'm pretty stoked.
ummmm... my music? is suffering. it hurts too. but i don't have time! there's WAY too much going on to really be able to focus on it the way i need to to make it what it should be. ya know? arg... it's so frustrating, but there aren't really any alternate options at this point.
i guess that's pretty much it for now... i'll probably get on here a lot more now that i thought about it... i think it really helps to just deal with things... this space bar sucks... grrr...
love and junk
Jen
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| - Ape Dos Milsmell my eyessooo... for those unaware, i moved up to the north side... i think it's all a good thing. i'm staying w/ my buddy sean right now, talkin about movin in with a couple LTI buddies... just been partying it up most of the time w/ the guys. and by partying i mean absolutely adhering to all of the rules of my probation, obviously. i quit my job at ups and haven't told sean yet... i'm trying to get this job in customer service. *crosses fingers* i miss arizona. it was a safe place... hidden away... so soothing. oh well sexually disappointed by... everyone. i'm thinking about giving up sex... we'll see. Jen |
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| i ain't got no moneycurrently: missing having a life
i sit around all day hoping to find a party or some way to get fucked up each night... wow... what a life. lol
so i changed my hair... i've got short bangs and red streaks all through it... pretty rad. also got my madonna finally (it's a monroe on the left side) and got some kickass glasses! good things
matt moved back home. been spending a lot of time with him... helped him move back from Chicago... it was nice to re-bond w/ him. i think both of us needed this. and i think we both really needed each other... ya know?
so... here's the guy situation... *crazy* actually dating this eric guy... really awesome... goes to ball state, therefore is in Muncie. well, i love eric to death, but i really have no feelings for him... like, it kinda grosses me out to kiss him... that's not a good problem to have when dating someone. so i'm trying to figure out how to break-up w/ him w/out hurting his feelings or ruining our friendship. i met this amazing guy, coop, that i'm totally falling for... he's super cool. real tall. dreads. metalhead. guitarist. we have so much in common. it's awesome. i also met this dude david at a party up on the northside... we kinda cuddled at the party or whatever... i ended up taking him home and we hung out a little... no big, but we're hanging out friday. AND i guess i'm going on a double date on Saturday w/ this dude patrick that i sorta know through friend... whateva... craziness though, right? wow...
other than that, i got nothin. life's boring as fuck. trying to get a job... whatever... i gotta get outta this house though, i can tell you that much. these people are gonna drive me mad.
annnnd... i have real bad gas.
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| no thanks...sooo... lets see...
went to 2 great parties Saturday night... met a crazy, cool dude at the second... i was fuckin hammered... woah...
ended up alone w/ him in the apartment where the party was the next morning... so he and i ended up hanging out and i went down to Columbus, where he lives, and spend the evening/next day w/ him. good times!
ummm... i called my attorney finally and rescheduled our conference for tomorrow... really looking forward to having some sort of an idea of what will come of my court case... i also finally called my band... and zero'd out my bank account.... i owe them $830... but i only have to pay $207 a month starting on the 15th of August... so i'm pretty stoked that all worked out so nicely. ummm...
i've officially quit smoking pot... for now... gotta be clean for the 25th and for however long i'm on probation... i momentarily retired my pieces and have gotten good i declining offers... *sigh* it'll be that much sweeter when i can return to it.
i made $80 last week doing the paper route and then $25 today babysitting a couple kids... and i get a free hair-cut! no no no... i'm not CUTTING it... just a trim to keep it healthy so it will continue to grow well. i even got some shampoo that's supposed to really affect how quickly our hair grows... supposedly you're supposed to see results within a week! soooo excited... and i'm going back to plain black... not that any of you care, just sayin....
i suppose that's it for now.
deuces!
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| - Every Day I Love You Less and LesshaHA!i...am...drunk... hahahaha and it's only 9:30 this is to be a good night!!! |
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