for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else...

&& you can come over,
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures,
fall asleep together on my couch,
because you are my everything
and all that i am, is yours.

falling asleep in your arms &&
waking up to your smile was a'
dream come true <3

i finally realized that it`s okay to fall in love. not every
guy is going to break me. so, if you want to love me,
i`ll love you back && if you don`t, well, i`ll love you anyway.

i sometimes feel a little jealous inside imagining someone else
could please you more than me. guess it`s my insecurity acting
up a bit; because i know i`m not the most beautiful or the most
fun or even the most exciting person you`ll ever meet, but i do*'
know that no matter how long and hard you search, you`ll never find a girl who loves you && cares about you the way i do. <3

baby, let`s slow dance and be "the couple" that everyone
wishes that they could be. let`s look at the stars and kiss*
all night long. let`s take it slow && then speed it up. let`s
take stupid pictures && laugh until we can`t breathe. let`s
be forever; just youu && me.. <3 i love you ..

i want to lay in bed with my head on his heart and
hear him say to me "baby, i don`t make my heart *
beat like that. it`s all your fault".

(brandon told me that ^ last night)

 haha american pie!

do you know how it feels to be dead while alive, to fall asleep; each night to the sound of your cries, to have your life change in the blink of an eye, to discover your reality was nothin but lies? Do you know how it feels to want someone to blame, to find yourself alone when you`'re in the greatest pain, to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name, to realize that from this date forward things will never be the same? Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasn`t good enough,; for some one you love to violate your* ultimate trust, to find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs, to accept that the future holds no more promise for us? ;Do you know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on your Face after your whole world fell apart?

it`s the hardest thing in the universe

to listen to the guy youu love talking

about the girl youu want to be.

i LiED when i said i could take it :::
because i [can't] take living ___ without you.

x3 .:; i hate you so much, but i'd take you back in a heartbeat

"single.." she writes in her profile ;;
but as she writes it, tears stream down her face..

you`re my last first kiss. <3

it'`s hard to wait around
for something that you know
will never happen ..
but it'`s harder to stop
when you know it'`s everything
you'`ve always wanted ..

i call you a disaster
& you dont call me at all

So once again i feel my heart break over
somthing that was only in my head but don't
forget ; i mean't every word i should've left unsaid

let's make it work.
& prove everyone wrong

you want her, i need you, you like her, i love you

write me some love letters, so i can
keep every single one of them
and read them when im lonely

& if you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down

Never let a guy know your in love with him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gonna love him & he's gonna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

Your so cute.
And i'm overrated.
Lets fall inlove.
And make them all hate us

words are bullets and they can kill as good as any gun .

if you died right now, you know that i'd die too.

baby what can I do to make you mine...Ive fallen so hard & so fast this time

There's this boy... he makes me smile without even trying and if I said I don't feel something for him, I'd be lying...

So How do you know you are what he really wants.
Or are you the replacement to something he can't have?

I wanna drink you away
smoke you away...
I want to addict msyelf to something other than you

stupid mistakes cause heartbreaks

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One girl looking out her window
One boy walking down the street
He didn't know it at the time
But when she saw him her heart skipped a beat.
One girl playing outside
One boy doing the same
He didn't know it at the time
But she wanted to find out his name.
One girl getting hurt by many boys
One boy mending her heart
He didn't know it at the time
But she loved only him from the start.
One girl standing outside
One boy asking her out
He didn't know it at the time
But she never had any doubts.
One girl loving a boy
One boy loving a girl
He didn't know it at the time
But he was her world.
One girl's heart breaks
One boy moves on
He didn't know it at the time
But her love for him wasn't done.
One girl tries to win him back
One boy doesn't care
He didn't know it at the time
But she wouldn't always be there.
One girl leaves for college
One boy stays where he's at
He didn't know it at the time
But her heart was breaking in half.

I'm tired of lying about not thinking about you

I miss you so much,
your voice, your touch,
but most of all, i miss how
i felt when you hugged me..

pRoMiSeS * aRe ---»»
[MeAnT] tO bE BrOkEn...
...i LeArNeD tHaT [fRoM yOu]

wake me when it's over i don't
feel like crying tonight..

stay close enough to have fun
yet far enough not to get hurt ..

she'll say she hates you, she'll
say she never loved you. she'll
say she doesn't ever want you
back, but deep down inside the
only possible way she could
mean this is if her fingers were
crossed.

Sometimes when I say "Oh, Im fine" I want someone to look me in the eyes & say "tell the truth"

and if one day you noticed we haven't talked in awhile, it's not because i don't care anymore ;; it's because you pushed me away

L0VE iS NOT
being his first girlfriend
but being his
-- LAST GiRLFRiEND

Falling feels like flying...until you hit the ground.

WHEN YOU`RE SAD, WE'LL GET DRUNK
& HELP YOU PLOT REVENGE ON THE
ASSHOLE WHO UPSET YOUU
WHEN YOU TRIP, I`LL LAUGH
& ASK "WALK MUCH?" &
WHEN YOU`RE C0NFUSED I`LL USE LITTLE WORDS
TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOUR DUMBASS

yeah, i`m over you
but i still have you
on my buddy list
& i still smile
when you sign on..

absolutely N0 feeling can bring you down quite like REJECTi0N can

Maybe I miss you because you took a
part of me that I gave away without realizing it

When my head is hung low,
i'd like to look up & see your
face, but when i look.. all i see
is an empty space

..& if you want me, i'll be around, forever

when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking..

i keep telling myself -
i'm not the desperate type

i 'm so lonely, i don't even want
to be with myself anymore

see baby, this is our
problem -- i care too
much && you ... well.
you could care less

& right there for a moment,
i forgot that you dont love me anymore

you turn me down for her cause you say
she's so pretty. she's so popular--but for
all it's worth, im looking at her right now
and ive never seen anybody u g l i e r

dear diary, remind me to never judge
how well i know a person
because the one person i thought i knew best
i don't even know anymore

i thought you should know... your not making this easy...

&& i almost had you... i almost wish you woulda loved me too....

I love him oh yes I do
He is for me and not for you
And if by chance you take my place
I'll take my fist and smash your face

I always knew looking back on tears would make me laugh
but i never imagined that looking back on laughs would make me cry

Screw love! I'd rather fall into chocolate!

feel safe 2nite... sleep with a cop!

oh im sorry... did my back hurt your knife...

im trying 2 keep it 2gether
but im falling apart

holding you keeps me holding on...
when holding on gets a little 2 hard...

nothings gonna change the things that you said
nothings gonna make this right again...

sick of trying
tired of crying
yea im smiling
but inside im dying...

life... it hurts... they dont make bandages big enough for life

I hate the way you laugh,
I hate the way you smile,
I hate the way you talk,
I hate the way you look,
I hate the way you dress,
I hate the way you walk,
I hate the way you are,
I hate everything about you,
Especially the way you made me think I had a chance....

everyday people ask me "are you two going out?"
you don`t realize how painful and hard it is to reply :"no, we`re just friends.." =( !!

My Eyes Hurt From Crying
My Heart Aches From Trying
My Wrist Burn From Cutting
&& In The End ... I Still Have
N   O   T   H    I     N     G

im just a fucked up girl,
living a fucked up life,
in a fucked up world,
with a fucking knife

cut my wrists
i slit my throat
and here i stand
on your words i choke </3

the paramedics say;
isnt it a shame? such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing....

TAKE A B0W, Y0U HEAR THE APPLAUSE ?!
MY HEART iS BR0KEN & Y0UR THE CAUSE.
i PLAYED Y0UR GAME, L00KS LiKE Y0U W0N.
C0NGRADULATi0NS ; i H0PE Y0U HAD Y0UR FUN.

When will he figure out.. that he’s all I ever think about?

I’m not ready to give up on you and me…not yet.

cant deny it cant pretend
just thought you were the
       [o][n][e]

&& you kissed me like you meant it

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roses are red...violets are blue...AIDS are contagious...so watch who you screw!

why dont you have some dirty hot sex with me?

But really, they have no fucking idea

"When is he gonna break my heart?"

Promise me… that's all I want. Just a Promise, that y0u will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on y0ur life. Promise me that y0u will always remember me. Losing y0u was hard enough, but I don't want to live knowing I meant absolutely nothing to y0u

Somehow they mentioned your name, and someone asked me if I knew you. Looking away I thought of all the times we had together, sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more, and then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for my answer and then I said softly, "I thought I did once..."

and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other

'But never let kiss fool you

I picked up the phone...all I heard was a dial tone... I really thought I heard it ring this time

I can't stand the way you look at her. I know what you're thinking. I know what you're feeling. I get the same sensation when I look at you.

I miss you. Not enough to want you back, just enough for it to hurt

think of all the reasons why you held on for so long

it's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly

i just want to be your favorite part

a best friend is the one who would give you their pink popcicle and trade you for the yucky orange one

i'd rather see you once day a year then see someone else seven days a week

i hate the way i love you.

can’t explain. you just had to be there

all with tears in my eyes.

say "you're the one i've been waiting for .."

i promise you.. deep down inside this hurt, scarred up teenager..theres something worth keeping

or knowing you dont

a silent hug means a thousand words to the unhappy heart

you never reach his heart

You cant hurt someone unless you really mean somthing to them

theres an emptiness inside her that she'd do anything to fill

but we only need one reason why it will

much better!!!!

&& i'm Gonna keep on Loving you
Cause its the only thing i know
how to do ............You gave me reasons to smile,
Thoughts to think,
Kisses to dream about,
But most of all
You gave me memories to never forget <33

&& it was the words you never said,
....that hurt me most

& something tells me i miss someone

I just wanna push you up agianst the wall and kiss your beautiful lips.

It's hard to run
When you can't even crawl.
Once I had this world,
Now I've lost it all

you can trust me with your life... just not your doughnuts!

I love you, But you're too busy...
hanging all over her to even notice....

If you could die from a broken heart, I would be the girl of many deaths.

missing you hurts...
but knowing that you
dont miss me back...
hurts worse.

Please don't look at me with those eyes.
They have some kind of theatrical effect on me.
An emptieness I just can't quite seem to fulfill

Broken hearted I push you away
I wish I had the guts to ask you to stay

True love doesn't have a /h/a/p/p/y/ ending
Cuz true love never ends

your hand will always be my favorite one to hold

you have this incredible ability to make me completely crazy about you

& all these scars on my arms
are my little notes to remind myself
of how many times you broke my heart.

i can`t look youu in the eye anymore, beacuse i no longer know who's lookin back.

They Say Talk Is Cheap..
So I Bought Every Word You Said. </3



when i see him i have n o t h i n g to say , the urge to kiss him takes my breath away

*..& this is the part where I pretend to be happy..

Its the way you look at -her- it hurts</3

and if it makes a difference .. there isn`t
one day that youu are not on » my mind

i love it when
i can feel u *
smiling when
you kiss me

hi is such a small word, but from the
right person it can mean everything.

Maybe if I had a prettier face
Maybe if I changed my ways
Maybe if I was a little older
Maybe if I wasn't so laid back and shy...
Maybe if he didnt meet [hEr]
Maybe then I wouldn't feel like I do...
But he played me like I wouldn't have known...
I was too busy fallin for that smile...
My friends got me out of it... but boy was I hurt
He was a jerk but...
That jerk has my heart <3

THERE`S NOTHiNG SCARiER THAN GETTiNG WHAT YOU WANT
BECAUSE THAT`S WHEN YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHiNG TO LOOSE

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close ..
hoping you`ll realize
who loves you the most ..
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you wont realize that
im the only one who truly cares

all of a sudden
i looked over at him
and realized i love him

i bet someone could look into your eyes a million times
and' never see what i see in you

yesterday you asked me why i was crying .. &
i told you i didnt know, but it was a lie;
the truth is you were holding her to keep her warm ..
while i was freezing deep down inside </3

...Before...
i met you
my life was fine
you weren`t in my head
destroying my mind
but you came on strong
& i wanted more
a feeling that i never
felt before ..
what was i to do
you finally came
i don`t want this ever to end ..
but then you ran away .. x/3

I'll always remember every word he said that broke my heart..

Someday you’ll cry for me like I cried for you,
someday you’ll miss me like I missed you,
someday you’ll need me like I needed you,
someday you’ll love me and I wont love you...

Forget the day I liked you,
Forget the day I cried.
Forget the day I needed you,
Forget I ever tried.

I would rather go blind than see you walk away
from me. I would rather go deaf than hear you
say you hate me. I would give up all things just to
be with you because whats everything if i dont have you?

& i`m sure you love knowing
you can have me anytime
you want.

you didnt crush me...
oh no my darling...
you completely destroyed me </3

i want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and has sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games,
slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deeps eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dads hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that light up the room
and simply be mine to hold.

don't call me obsessed when i'm only
scared of losing the best thing that ever
happened to me.. <|33

cause thats what people do.. they leap and ...
hope to god they can fly. because otherwise - -
we just drop like a rock, wondering the whole`
way down " why the hell did i jump? " but here
i am, falling, and there's only one person that ;;
makes me feel like i can fly and it's you - Hitch*

sometimes i wear your sweatshirt ..
even though i'm not cold*

your - kisses - make - the - world - worth - living

Those sweet cheesy lines
that us girls secretly love
I know I do at least.
When he tries his hardest
to impress you- you just
gotta admire the effort.

when you see her sweet smile baby
don't think of me
when she lays in your warm arms
don't think of me

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

·-. what doesnt
.-·' kill yOu
'·-. onLy makez
.-·' you wanna
'·-. die x|3

it hurts so bad to be alone
& know that he isn`t

i wanna PUSH YOU into oncoming traffic
but then i realized that i`d kill myself
trying to - S A V E Y 0 U -

the only thing harder then WaLkiNg AwAy
is ( N0T ) looking back

it isnt that much fun... staring down a loaded gun....

they asked me what i saw in you,
my only answer was
{[E v E r Y t H i N g]}

&& shes gonna break soon...

i'll keep you my dirty little secret!

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