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| Ha I'm at da library over at UTA now. Damn, looking back all this blogs reminded me so much of the past. And it looked like I totally almost ditched xanga, after a whole year without updating. As u all kno, everyone is on myspace and facebook. But lemme see.. maybe i'll go back here and write. Yea so im at school now, waiting for my 5:30 class and 'studying'. Lifes been great for me, cept the fact that i have a midterm tomorrow...wish me luck. Had an awesome spring break that i'll never forgets, brother is engaged, goin college over Texas, ooo have my own lap top now, doin youtube vids (sn is icybabee) u should check it out, and lets see what else, got my licence, made some new friends, got to meet my best friends over summer, im 19! and yup. Well I dont know who uses xanga anymore, but o wells. Yeaaaa... damn look at that pic on the left, me pointin that middle finger.... bad...jen... >_> hmmmmmmmmm alright.. well i guess i better get back to studying. or myspacing/facebooking around OR xanga-ing. haha. PeaCE! | | |
| what's on my mind:( Lifes been very stressful at the moment for me. I've been falling behind in school work, and sleeping in class more often. It's like I'm in between getting one thing done and another. High School and College.. Grr.. Yeah it's not done yet. I still needa apply for more stuff. And above all, I'm still confused on where to go. I mean when relatives ask me this question, I an't really gie them a straight answer. Cause not even I know yet. But to be honest, I am leaning towards Texas. It's not that I'm inlove with Texas, I totally think California is waaay better than TX. But it's the schools, the people. There are ofcourse cons and pros of going over there. I realy wanna just be clsoe to my brother again, but at the same time I don't want to be far away from my parents. I mean if they can just move over there, that would be perfect. But it doesn't seem like that they want to. And I don't really understand why.. I mean TX is not some alien place, there's still gonna be some stuff we're familar with. And besides.. my dad can visit his bro more often.. I mean they should be more close too, they get along well. Why separate both families?? True there are other problems, but in life.. there's gonna always be problems.. But this and that will get you to a different place..a better place. Just gotta take the chance. And hell, just last night, when I woke up from a nap, my whole room started shaking. I just layed there watching though. lol. I mean what can we do about it now? If the GREAT quake comes, theres nothing much we can do. Turns out it was a 4.2 earth shake. Others would probably be happy about this cause it wasn't the big one. But as for me, I'm not. Litte shakes are just supporters for the big one. The more little shakes we get the more closer we get to a big one. I guess you can say that's another big reasons why I wanna get the hell out of here. I mean going to college.. I'mma spend atleast 4 yrs or even more. Why settle at a place where ya unsure of.. Eh, but whatever. Sometimes I don't even want to bring this up anymore, cause when I do, there's always an argument. I'm tired of arguing. However..I will bring it up around end of March tho lol. Aside from school stuff, guess u can say I'm doing alright :) I would like to focus more on writing, jsut doing my own projects. But we'll see... well I'm bout to go to Spanish class now..cya. <3-Icy | | |
| EhHmm.. feeling kinda depressed in a way.. Feeling like I should be doing something incredible.. but instead I'm just wasting my days. Sometimes I wondered how my future is gonna be. Like, if I'm even gonna have some control over it. I mean.. I'm just so confused and not sure what to do, but time is not waiting for me, I guess I havent figured it out yet. A month from now, I will know though... I guess I will have a sense of what my future is gonna be like.. But at the same time I'm scared, to be honest, I'm still just a kid. I don't think I'm ready to face off in the big world yet. I can't believe its 07 already *sigh* <3-Icy | | |
| :(eerrr I am sick. Just turned 18 last Monday, and ever since Sunday I wasn't feeling good. Went to the doctor on Tuesday (which was yesterday) and got some medicines. Stayed at home yesterday, and today I thought I felt a bit better but still it's best if I take another day off. Coughing, sneezing, like crazzy. My throat have a scratch so it hell hurts and prob the main cause of all this. Sometimes I be coughing up bits of blood -_- *sigh* Today I'm supposed to have a debate presentation in American Government Class, but I'mma have to call my friend up to let me talk to the teacher haha.. Change the presentation to another day. Gaaah it's been like 2 or something years since I've been sick like this. I guess that's why it hella sucks now. But thru all this atleast I have someone who can make me feel better  I know sometimes he's hella tired but still stays up to talk to me hehe. But gosh, talk about getting sick on ur bday. totally sux. Is this what it feels like to be old?? haha. Well i'mma go get some rest now or something. peace. <3-Icy | | |
| First Blog for 07It's been so long since I've written. I usually write like every few days but now it seemed like I'm caught up with facebook and myspace.com Not to mention YouTube too. There's so many things that have happened but I dont think I wanna go into details about the past and all that. Good stuff though. But to sum it up.. Went to Dallas, Houston and San Antonio. Celeberated Christmas with dad's side of the family. Got together with someone amazing. Have my own PS3  Haha... Yea so this week is finals week and its been hella stressful. Well not like I care for them finals anywayz I'm a Senior so i'm cool like that. But its College Applications that got me stressed out. Essays to write and all that crap. I'll be done with most of them stuff either by today or tomorrow though. Spanish final tomorrow and I dont know SHIT in that class. So I wonder how i'mma fake me way thru it this time lol. Hmm.. There's actually a couple of projects I would like to do on my own. Recording my own videos such things as that but damnit I hardly have any time to sleep. So yesh.. I'll be going now. Still got some stuff to send outz.. <3-Icy | | |
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