hey people, just wanted to stop bye and say hi to you all, well heres a update on my life for all those who give a crap. to start off im still working wiht hot topic, thats going good, i realy enjoy working there

i have a g/f now btw, long story made short is i sleept wiht her and than we started going out, to be honest im only going out with her cause im lonely and to keep my mind off of someone else >.<

and i feel bad cause im doing this, this isnt who i am, and i want to end the relationship cause it will only be a relationship based on that, not love or anything, and thats not what i want.

yet i feel like i'd be a ass if i dump her over that, but i feel like a ass cause i wont break up with her, i feel as if im leading her on

and for the rest of my life im ok, i really need to do something wiht my life though, *sweat* i need to stop being lazy