today is my b-day!!!.. i turn 17 and that means i can get into rated R movies legally..and some other shit i think..lol...well im home from school today cuz i had a migrane last night into today..they really suck i mean sometimes i cant take the pain so im there throwing up with like tears down my eyes just cuz it hurts so much..i dont think there migranes tho, i kno what a migrane feels like and i wouldnt ever put someone through one but i think there worse like a tumor or something retatarted.or mayb not cuz i hadnt had one in a while...well im probly just going to go back to bed and yea..see ya

well this morning at work i was really struggling...i just didnt know were stuff was but it was kinda funny watching people getting mad at a kid who was only in there like once. i dont really care...alot has been on my mind...i am supposed to go to dave and busters witch should be fun but my aunt said she couldnt go and so did my friends that i invited (TJ and Ryan). so i called up my friend nick but i dont think he is going to go...but like i kinda saw how i dont have too many friends..not like its a problem i just dont..i used too WHERE DID THEY ALL GO!.lol...so my mood is fine not sad not happy...i was really sad yesterday but then me and mom just talked about it for along time...and i think things can work out if i change somethings...well thats it today. i might write when i get home or tommarow.

well so im going to start using this site just to say wats on my mind.....noboady reads it anyway...so today i had work and it was fun...i got home and just mostly chilled for the rest of the day...im waiting for morgan and me to talk about a week that i can come down cuz summer is coming really quick...i gatta start to keep my grades up i mean im almost there i just have to pass english my teacher hates me....i have like a 50% and i cant let my rents know....but i guess its ok...well i will write in this tommarow so i guess im out