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Name: Lian
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Interests: God. Art. Cosplaying.


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Member Since: 9/18/2005

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Oh God,

Please give me a miracle..

soon..

like, right now..

I want to go to college..

Give me some sort of adrenaline rush..


Thursday, February 23, 2006

Bitter and thankful at the same time.

Everything will eventually be a-okay.. =)

Nothing's impossible.

I will believe.

 


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Embrace the power of prayer.

 


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

It isn't like the way it use to be.

Maybe it was better being oblivious to everything. Now I cringe everytime I hear my name being spoken in there. It would be better if I didn't like you guys so much cause then I would'nt think about it so much.

I can't confront anyone though. It's one of those feelings that's imprinted in a person's heart. Even if you claim it's not like that, I can't help but feel there is a little bit.

He's right. He sees right through me. I'm told all I do is run away from problems dealing with people. When something hurts, I run. All I can do is run. People is not like art, I can't just change to another technique to approach it, or tear another piece of paper and start over. Isn't it so scary to deal with people? 

I never know what to say. Words are at the tip of my tounge, but I can never let them go.

Why does life have to be in shades of grey?

I hate being melodramatic, it stands against everything I strive for. It's like being a 13 year old all over again.

You're freaking 17 Lianna, act like it.

 

 


Saturday, January 21, 2006

*Brr* RISD's deadline is approaching.. Febuary 15th. and stupid Cooper is not clear with anything.

*nervous, nervous, nervous*

I will give myself 3 weeks to accomplish:

2 essays

1 hometest [Consist of 3 16x20]

3 illustrations.

eek.



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