It isn't like the way it use to be.
Maybe it was better being oblivious to everything. Now I cringe everytime I hear my name being spoken in there. It would be better if I didn't like you guys so much cause then I would'nt think about it so much.
I can't confront anyone though. It's one of those feelings that's imprinted in a person's heart. Even if you claim it's not like that, I can't help but feel there is a little bit.
He's right. He sees right through me. I'm told all I do is run away from problems dealing with people. When something hurts, I run. All I can do is run. People is not like art, I can't just change to another technique to approach it, or tear another piece of paper and start over. Isn't it so scary to deal with people?
I never know what to say. Words are at the tip of my tounge, but I can never let them go.
Why does life have to be in shades of grey?
I hate being melodramatic, it stands against everything I strive for. It's like being a 13 year old all over again.
You're freaking 17 Lianna, act like it.
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