Another day, another...hmm, I dont really know. Its just another day. I've discarded it and it feels wasted. I didnt do much except for clean my room and work. I feel like a robot after days like that, for some reason. I didn't get anything important done. I should have. I should have dreamed, imagined something because even THAT would have made the day worth while. But I didnt, I didnt dream, I didnt imagine, I didnt grow, I didn't do anything. I pray today will be different. I'm going to do something important today, thats my goal. I dont have to DO something, but wonder about something at least. That's what makes the world so awesome. I leave you all now with a Switchfoot quote:

"As time rolls by my dreams have become that which is attainable; not what I'm looking for."

Hey everyone! How goes it? I had a pretty awesome day. Starting at midnight. I got online after work, as always. Then I decided to make Mindy a monstrously big card for Pastor Jon to take to her, and I had a lot of fun making that. Then, around 4:00-ish,  I tried to go to sleep but I couldnt, I just wasnt tired. So I decided to work on cleaning my room. I went through all my dressers and found lots of memories, but I threw out a LOT of clothes and crap that I thought would be good to keep. I know this is gonna sound dumb, but when I have a biblical perspective, getting rid of stuff is easier because I know its not gonna matter. ANYWAY, I did that until about 5:30, then I went out in the living room, and the sun was rising. So I listened to my Ipod and watched the sun rise. Then I prayed for awhile, then I read my bible. Then, at 7:00, I finally went to sleep. Then I woke up at 9 to eat breakfast with  Mom and Erika (which hasnt happened in about 6 months). Then I went back to bed. Until 12. Then I cleaned my room for the rest of the afternoon. I went through 3 trashbags and my dressers and my desk and thats what I got rid of. I still have my bookshelf and my closet and then I'm nearing the end.

Then I went to work, learned the technique to a good towel whip, got in a water fight, and had a MAJOR blonde moment. It's definately the biggest blonde moment I've ever had in my life.

La vita est bella!

Peace, love, and the name Paul,

Sammy

Weird day. I'm kindof scared, because I realized that vacation will conflict a bit with BNYC. I would so rather not go on vacation, but I'm afraid to tell my mom that. How do I tell her? She's already mad at me for everything as it is. Grrrrrrrrrr....one more year.

I'd better enjoy it. Whether I like it or not.

Today was kindof blah. I should have spent some of it outside. I went to lunch with Pastor Jon. I missed Mindy. I went to work. David (work, not mom's) was actually nice to me, which was a pleasant change. It made work a lot better. And by better I mean I wasnt dreading it.

Moving on.

To what? I have no life right now. My schedule next week rocks. I saw Mr. Allen at Beef's and I played with Hayden for awhile. He chased me around the party room. We had to lure him out of there with a cookie. He's the most adorable kid ever.

Work tonight totally rocked...It was me, Bisc, Ben, and Rob. Very nice, not too much making fun of Sam-ness. It was so funny though, because there are just sometimes when I WISH that I had a camera beyond all hope--somethings you just need to capture. Especially at the end of the night when Ben pointed out that Bisc's fly was open, and then he spent the next 10 minutes struggling to zip it up--it was so funny!

So.

I've been proposed to twice in less than 24 hours. Who'd have thunk? Austin proposed to me when I said, "I heart fire," and Ben proposed at work. Then Ben said if we weren't married by the time we were like, 60, we would get married. It made me chuckle (not go har har har). Then all night he was calling me "sweetie when i'm sixty". It was such a fun night.

Well I'm off. I'm so fired up for God right now, its awesome! I want to go to bnyc. I want to go to church sunday and dance.