damn... fuckin crazy hour.... today has just for sum fuckin reason been a horrible day.. i dont fuckin care nemore..... parents r being assholes... the crazyest shit ever just happened with them... lets just say there fuckin MAKING me go to COUNSELING!!{WHAT!} ya thats wtf i said.... im going tomorrow to get my evaluation... damn thats sum fucked up shit... my day was gay.. fuck life... so tired of this shit.. who the fuck can u trust theses days? ya if ur one of the people u thought i said i trusted.. AHA... it has nothing to do with no one or ne one or nething.. ive just been thinking... i dont really have a BEST friend cuz i dont got one friend that wouldnt tell another one of my friends something i say like for example theres no point of just telling one person im gunna have to go to counseling cuz eventually theyll tell some1 which will just some how lead to YOU knowing... the fuckin girl world is corruptd... if ur a fuckin guy ur ass is lucky! uhh.. so tired of this shit... damn i seriously need to stop thinking... but shit.. this is gay... if u talk to me and im in a bad mood.... dont ask the fuck y... cuz ull probably go tell some1 rite? like i said cant keep nething from ne1... summer was good... tell i started thinking bout shit... ahhh... cant wait till danielle cums.. shit.. well im gunna go eat.. cuz i guess i need a best friend 4 the day.. cuz thats usually how long my best friends last
ahhh..... im in pain!!!! my inner thighs r killing me! well i startd cheer practice yesterday... ahhh!! i had to run like 2 miles and then 2 miles in mr moores class today! bullshit! then today at cheer we learnd this arobic thing it was funny and another cheer... gaystuff... ya nothings really going on in my life except things with friends but the rumor is things mite actually get better for me in that department yep!! ya i saw my baybee matthew play baseball today! hes sooo good!!! he looks soooo cute out there too- like a lil teddy bear i never want to stop squezzing!! soo hott when he bends over too hehehe! i talked to his mommy and stuff and johnathons mommy.. there both soo funny.. funnyiest thing is that johnathon told his mom wut i call him! i couldnt stop laughing... its such a cool name though i dont know y he doesnt like it.ehhh.... o ya but the funyiest of the funniest is that matthew told his mommy that hes taller than ME! hahahahhaha muahahahaha ahahahaha NEVER!! i have no clue where he got that from.. hmm... both of them r sooo good (johnathon and matthew).. its soo cute how small they both r.. eliert and some other peeps that i know r on his team.. so it was enjoyable to watch... i only stayed for like 1hr cuz silly had to go to church and stuff.. so ya.. well summer skewl has been GAYNESS! blah blah blah!! omg omg!! danielle mite come and visit me next week!!! u guys probably dont know her but shes been one of my bestest friends since like forever!!!! i love her soo much!!! and she lives in like celexico and i never get to c her so im sooooo excited.... i have to clean my room b4 she comes though! do u know how hard of a task thats gunna be??!! my o my.. i miss carly and mira and shelsea and hayley and elise and all them hoes!! fuckin sucks i have summer skewl and cheer.. gay shit.. but atleast i get to c britt, silly, and JENA!!! well im gunna go imagine my baybee's butt.. so ill post u up laterzz...
shiit homie.. gay day i guess. hung out with the family and found out that my brother is gunna move to florida.. hahaha u should of seen my mommy she was going crazeee! funny shit! yep and we ate at the mac grill it was sooo good! then i went wit my cuzin to the store.. funnee shit again.. then i got home and was a loser.. haha fun day huh? well i talked to my good ole friend markie.. yep. i miss him... he pointed out alot of things to me.. hmm.. interesting interesting... ive been doing alot of thinking lately and in some cases i got really lucky but in other places.. shit things r pretty fucked up. im glad that i got a couple friends here for me.. but im definately more sad that i dont have a couple of friends here for me.. ya... well last nite me and mattie talked on the phone for like 5 hrs.. from like 11pm to like 5 am... crazy shit huh? we talked bout alot of interesting stuff.. like our relationship, our friends, SEX, and a bunch of other things... good stuff good stuff. i dont know wut i would do if i didnt have a bf like him. hes juss tooooo nice... i like it though hehe.. well tomorrow i have gay summer skewl and i have cheer... damn summer really sucks for me.. hmmm wellllll... ill post u up tomorrow.. hopefully its a good day... (im trying to think positive from now on hehe)
ahhh i fuckin hate life... fuck that shit.. its gay.. life has juss been stressful and shity for me u dont even know... having one of the closest people in the world hate u is the wierdest shit ever.. knowing that they NEVER want to talk to u again is even worse... ill sit and wait for the day when they call me.. but wtf.. wut am i suppose to do in the mean time? never again will i do the shit that i did... and if ur that person and ur reading this ull be my best friend no matter how much u hate me.. and if u think i dont care.. and r saying 'obviously u dont for doing wut u did and u should of thought b4 u did it'.. i honestly do care and ur rite i should of thought.. i fucked up.. and u can hate me forever but i will forever LOVE u GAGE!
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ya i saw my baybee matthew play baseball today! hes sooo good!!! he looks soooo cute out there too- like a lil teddy bear i never want to stop squezzing!! soo hott when he bends over too 
hehehe! i talked to his mommy and stuff and johnathons mommy.. there both soo funny.. funnyiest thing is that johnathon told his mom wut i call him! i couldnt stop laughing... its such a cool name though i dont know y he doesnt like it.ehhh.... o ya but the funyiest of the funniest is that matthew told his mommy that hes taller than ME! hahahahhaha muahahahaha ahahahaha NEVER!! i have no clue where he got that from.. hmm... 
both of them r sooo good (johnathon and matthew).. its soo cute how small they both r.. eliert and some other peeps that i know r on his team.. so it was enjoyable to watch... i only stayed for like 1hr cuz silly had to go to church and stuff.. so ya.. well summer skewl has been GAYNESS! blah blah blah!! omg omg!! danielle mite come and visit me next week!!! u guys probably dont know her but shes been one of my bestest friends since like forever!!!! i love her soo much!!! and she lives in like celexico and i never get to c her so im sooooo excited.... i have to clean my room b4 she comes though! do u know how hard of a task thats gunna be??!! my o my.. i miss carly and mira and shelsea and hayley and elise and all them hoes!! fuckin sucks i have summer skewl and cheer.. gay shit.. but atleast i get to c britt, silly, and JENA!!! well im gunna go imagine my baybee's butt.. so ill post u up laterzz...
