did we just bypass autumn?  seriously, yesterday it was 85 degrees.  today, the ccu sign read 49 degrees.  what is up with that?  and in an hour and a half, i'm leaving to go on a fall retreat where we're supposed to be doing paintball, horseback riding, volleyball, and multiple other outdoor activities.  looks like i'm taking all my hoodies, sweaters, and winter coats.  geez.

(winter makes me depressed.)

i.  couldn't.  be.  any.  more.  exhausted. 

...goodnight...

homework will kill me. 

[if not my physical self, then at least my social self.]

i just have one thing to say:  i love ping-pong.  seriously, i don't think i could make it through college without it.  it has given me the opportunity to make new friends and also gives me the wonderful feeling of getting away from everything.  maybe i'm not the best at it, but dang, i sure love playing and i feel like i'm getting better all the while.  woohoo! 

well, i think tonight i'm going to have a slumber party with two totally rad girls because none of us have roommates for the night.  party with michelle and kaitlin!  'twill be a blast!  (plus air conditioning!)   

i most definitely shouldn't have eaten that buttery tub of popcorn at the danbarry tonight.  ugh.  my stomach is paying for it now.  and after four tums i'm still feeling like i'm going to hurl straight grease.  i guess after i saw the popcorn man putting the 7th squirt of butter on my popcorn i should have told him that was enough.  instead i allowed him to continue with 5 or so more squirts.  i'm probably going to have a heart attack tonight. 

time for the doctor's orders:  more tums and a nice sleep.  hopefully tomorrow this jittery feeling and lump of butter in my stomach will be history.  goodnight to all.