OmG. i can't take this fucking stupid ass world anymore. Im so tired of everyone knowing whats going on in "my" life. When it is none of there business. Leave me the fuck alone. And god Shawn...yeaah, he asked me back out. Then everything was cool. But then some shit happened, which i won't mention. But to the people that know, i know everything is gonna be all right. Even though things seem bad right now, and trust me i know they do. But anyways im pissed right now, so i'll say whats on my mind. So yeah me and Shawn going back out evrything being all right...chheeyyaa. So me& Shawn go over to his Cousin Pookie's house right. When we were there this guy i know named P" shows up, right. And i looked at him, because at first i didn't recognize him. But then later on i keep looking and realize who he is, while Shawn thinks im checkin P" out. And the whole time i was there Shawn was with his cousin. So i got pissed. And i wanted to go take a shower. So i was even more pissed because i was hella far from home. But anyways, the next day me and Shawn were "walking home" in the fucking hot blazing sun, when all the sudden he says, "why are you all ways acting shady?" i was like, what the fuck. He was trippin' on me. And i know this doesn't sound like a big deal, but if you knew what happened earlier that week, Shit...you don't even know. But then we were at the point where he has to take his turn to go home, (by "A's") house. Yeah and he was like, Bye im going home. Then he walked off. I had to walk hella far, by myself, and in the hot sun. I was pissed. And i haven't talked to Shawn since. But i think that i need to. I still Love him but we need a break, i think. 2 more years of Probation, and he's gone for good. here's a quote to think about that some one told me. "Be Good, Or Be Good At It." think about it. Shawn told it to me. Now i know what it means. Oh, yeah my birthday was yesterday.... Yeah for me...not like it matters.