well i counted and theres 165 days till prom <33 good thing i got a date already 
EDIT <3 So last night went a little a little something like this ...
Me : So what am i?
Him: The most beautiful girl in the world?
Me: And what else?
Him: My one and only?
Me: And what else?
Him: The only person I want to be with RIGHT now?
Me: Not the answer im lookin for ...
Him: My girl?
Me: Your girl what?
Him: Girlfriend?
Me: Like a girl thats a friend or ...?
Him: I duno you tell me...
Me: NO! you tell me! <-- thats my stubborn side
Him: Well i want you to be my girlfriend
Me: Well good cuz thats what i want
Him: Are you just FuCkKiNg with me?
Me: I would never!
Him: Good
<33
PICTURESSS!!!!
On the way to the mall!
Gotta <3 our cups al!
me and smith just wanted to sit down!!!
eghh or lay down!
wERE just too cute!
ha smith u make me laugh
me and al bug
Golden and me
yupp thats my wonderwall
Amanda pern is sooo cool
NiKKii me && Alyson
Connie && me
James roth is so goofy
me n rick jamesss
Jason rocks my socks off
haha connie this picture is PRICELESS!
i <3 the north girls! goo thing we all get long? but whos missing from the pic .. oh yahh Britt and Connie were takin "naps"!
amanda is my hero!
brian daniels ... who would have thought ...
eriks birthday! him and hess
^^ edit ^^
>>God made us best friends because he knew our parents couldn't handle us as sisters, ha they can barley handle us as best friends!<<
So this morning the wife came over before we had to go to our Lansing lions play off game, we went to Mancinos, got something to eat, went to the game, performed in half time and then we came home so she could get ready for work, and I was sad cuz then I wouldn't get to see her until she got off, and then i started thinking... WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO NEXT YEAR WITHOUT HER ! ! ! We may not hang out every weekend or talk everyday but she is my BEST FRIEND in the entire world. She knows everything about me before I even tell her. She is there for me no matter what is going on. She understands everything I do and why I do it. She supports me no matter what decisions I make. And I honestly do not know what I'm going to do without her next year. She's my best friend that makes my problems, her problems just so that I don't have to go through them alone. I love hanging out with her and talking to her. It's the days where we sit around and do nothing, the moments we laugh until we cry, the way we can look at each other and know exactly what's going through each other's heads, its the stupid pictures and the inside jokes. That's what I'm going to miss. Those are the reasons she's my best friend. Stephanie Marie <3 I love you with all of my heart and nothing can come between us, not even college! I will always be here for you no matter what and you know that. I LOVE YOU WIFEY!!!
>> So many laughs over the years. A couple of stories I hope nobody hears. Without you I don't know what I would do. I'm just so lucky to have a best friend like you <<
So last night was AwEsOMe!
Started off at al's house... then rick drove us all to Orland mall where we seen some cute kids! then it was an attempt to get to Mo Joe's for the CBC show! I got to see all the north girls that were so0 nice and I'm so happy that we can all get along! ((Jess*Connie*Sam*Erika*Brittany*Amanda P*Amanda S)) Our TF UNITED Pack was pretty awesome, and then some funny times in the bathroom ... all 10 of us! CBC really good! I seen Brian and Scott there! and then gave me and Al a ride back to Lansing. So then me and Al went to Ryan's house and EVERYONE was there! I got to see Nickie! and he just get so more than happy to see me! There was some dancing and I stole an apple! I realized that some people are still over protective and jealous! But I guess it just means they still care about me and I'm okay with that! Anndd it was Erik Hanson's Birthday! Happy Birthday Kid! He got lap dances from EvErYOnE! What a lucky kid! Then Nick walked me to my car and I SAFELY drove home Al and Brian. Although Brian seems to think I am some kind of bad driver The I came home and saw my sister! Anndd i got my little red car back! yAy for me! Who's up for driving with the top down tonight?? Well that's all for last night but pictures soon I promise! <33
LaSt WeEkEnD <33
more later from tomorrow and tonight<33
and since some cool kids deleted my last entry ... here it is again 
FIRST LOVES
are never really over <33
We've come a long way in the last 4 1/2 years
We've come a long way since...
Swimming with the grosses
Spring break in 8th grade
Being mean to each other cuz that's what you did when your 14
Sneakin you in my house at night with Andy gross,
our first kiss under my Barbie blanket,
meeting you at memorial just to walk home together
our summer going into freshmen yr.,
figuring out how we felt about each other,
finally being together
getting out of class at the same time just to kiss goodbye
finally being asked out BEFORE baseball ended May 21 2003
getting me scruffy and roses for my birthday
taking me to see finding nemo but then just coming back here
spending ever day together in the summer
Disney movies every night
CSI Mondays, Wednesdays and Thursdays
4th of July with Aubrey and John
homecoming sophomore year and just going back to your house
breaking up for a girl you couldn't have lol
finally getting back together
Girls club and sleep over at Aubrey
Getting cars 
Fighting just to stay together
"Heyyyy nick" heyyy what danielle" every night before we went to bed
Talking on the phone for hours
Breaking up me and every boyfriend i tired to have ((thanks by the way))
Finally realizing i wasn't happy with anyone but you
Prom Junior year (making you go with me )
Breaking up and actually not seeing each other over the summer
Sneaking you over in the hot tub
Getting "caught" hanging out with each other
Trips to the park to visit
Senior year homecoming was amazing
Dropping everything we had for one another
and now taking a well needed break
--> and somewhere in all the memories we had, I fell in the with the boy I never imagined would even liked me, better yet fall in love with me too. I'm not so afraid any more because if it's meant to be, and I strongly believe that it is, it will happen. And you are happy now and I am happy for you because you deserve it. But know that I am always here. We have both changed a great deal, because of each other, because of high school, because of friends and because of other relationships. You were my first love and nothing can change that. Thank you for everything babe. I love you and always will <3
*Just remember he can never be totally yours...*
-Because he will always be holding a piece of me-
<33 the one and only <33
DeE <3 wAll
DONT FORGET ...
It's not giving up
It's just giving it time </3 | 
