| - we are nowhere and its nowas i get ready to head back to ny i re-evaluate the past year.
it's the craziest year i've ever had for sure.
i've always believed that everything happens for a reason and that every action whether they were mistakes or not, there is a purpose for its occurring. just last night, a good friend of mine said to me that in the past year i have grown up a great deal, that he is proud of the person i am rapidly becoming. he makes it sound like he's known me my whole life right? meanwhile it was only early september of last year that i met him. in any case, he said that when we first met, i was this timid, shy, very young and naive little girl and now, i've just.. simply grown up a lot. this past year with each class that i've taken on, every mistake i've made, every great decision i've made, those i thought were great and ended up being quite the opposite, and the decisions everyone told me i'd regret but i knew and to this day am glad that i made, my life has changed immensly. i think i've had the happiest moments that made me so eccstatic and glowing for a while and also the most absolute tragic, saddest moments of my life this year. and through all of this, i guess i just want to shoutout a thanks to everyone that helped me through it. there are so many things that i struggle with, more so it seems than before, but there is the handful that stuck by me and i mean this quite literally when i say that i would not have made it through it all without you guys. this is probably the most real i've been on xanga in a very long time, pretty much the only thing directly related to my life in a while. it seems that this past year was the first glimpse of the extent of what exactly "real" is. God works in mysterious ways, i can't wait to see what His plans are for me. a big part of it is probably because of my own impatience but it'll happen soon enough.
when ive got a head full of pesticides. just too restless to unwind. and i'm always lost in thought as i walk a block to my favorite neon sign.
just turn the jukebox on and hum along.
i'm not all depressed and everything, so don't worry, i'm not doing anything drastic. just an update, it's been quite the freshman year. it's been a very slow down kind of summer for me. i hope all of your past year's went well and that you summer is hoppin along enjoyably. =) God bless. |
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| me: what do you do when you get really really angry?
seungjin: i eat and sleep.
beefy: it's usually at my sister so in that case i just curse.
haha. oh dear. |
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| ahhh it is SOOO nice to be HOME.
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| dude.... the smell of camp fires..
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| if visitors from another planet happened to be far more intelligent and sensitive than we are, and if they applied the ethical criteria that many of us use, they could in good conscience eat us.
the observation above can best be used as an argument against:
a. eating meat
b. killing persons
c. respecting intelligence
d. believing in extraterrestrial intelligences
taken from my philosophy professor who got it from some exam from some law school for.. something. |
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