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Name: Nazeera
Birthday: 7/24/1993
Gender: Female
Interests: hot japanese soldiers! saving the earth! YOU!
Expertise: being tall and happy (:
Occupation: samurai warrior/shaolin ninja
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Member Since:
7/19/2007
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| i like today. today's nice. i finally got my butt of the bed at like exactly 1731 hours yo. i dunoo, i was just superr tired, i guess. i woke up at like 8 plus today at first, and my eyes were drooping like c***. so in between 8-9 i woke up like 5 times luhh. then i went to check my phone and apparently, my teacher said that tuition starts at 10, "you can come if you want to". I was so tired, i just fell asleep back. hahahh then woke up at like 4 plus again? then lazed around in bed till 5.31(: and i had good dreams some more! i feel so accomplished :D
heats yesterday was good. err i guess? i dunno my timings yet though :\ mr ang asked me to ask him after 4x400, but i forgot. hehh. i felt quite happy yesterday actually. i mean, i thought i was gonna suck but i didn't, so yeah((: 3rd/4th for 200m(heats), 2nd for 400m(heats), __ for 1500m(heats) and 2nd for high jump. i hope sports day this year turns out to be a good one(: and i shan't comment about long jump, coz i can jump long for nuts. seriously. hahha ming was like "let's do some stunts". then she dared me to jump and hold my feet in the air like skateboarders do but i can't! hahhaha oh wells, at least i tried? participation points whooo! then i sat with moni after my horrendous 1500m and gossiped about the balestier khalsa soccer players who were training. i swear i wasn't staring at them okayy! just their legs, which were like woahhh. hahah i damm malu la. but they're dudes, and it'll be scary for me to have legs that muscular, so nevermind. hahahhah. then went home with moni after superrr longgg :D
i'm watching pacific life open now, peeps. nadal vs. blake. and guess who's winning??? hinthint: I'M HAPPY :D:D:D! hahhaha. and did i tell you, I GOT INTO UK TRIP! hahahha i'm quite happy. i was thinking maybe i should have applied for europe cause they're going to MILAN. and like its quite near to SPAIN where YOU-KNOW-WHO is! hinthint: i just mentioned his name. hahahha oh wells. i still like lit. and the chances of me ever meeting ____ is like one in a very large number, hahha so yeah. I'M RESIGNED TO FATE(:
  JAMES BLAKE (USA) vs. RAFAEL NADAL (ESP)   WHOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D | | |
| I think I don't treat people fairly sometimes. Especially those who've helped me a lot. Sigh, I'm sorry you guys. I really am.
Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I’ve been taught
More understanding of what’s around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
- Delta Goodrem (she's my new favourite artist now, after Flo-Rida. She survived breast cancer.)
hahah i think adam sevani is really cute. they say he's 15? he's not cute cute. but like cute, like a ten-year-old kid cute. hahahah! whatever, he can friggin' dance mann! ((:
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| Went out with Chaisy, Lynn and the dudes today. Haha bowling at OCC was bittersweet, in a good way. Not for Lynn though, hahahha she has this thing where she must bet something first then she will bowl some pins. If not, she'll like 'longkang'. Hahah but Jerald won both games sooo yeah, he was the champ. I got the lowest la, how embarrassing. You know the kindergarten kids were like so pro, they just anyhow throw and yet could hit some pins. I tried to follow one of the girls, but to no avail. Sigh. And I hate bowling beside the RJ guys la. Wth, so pressurising! Aaargh. Yeah so anyways Lynn had to go do project work after that then Chaisy and I followed the dudes to watch a movie. Step-Up 2 again. Hahahh Chaisy watched it online yesterday, then Ben and I watched it at Mel Tan's premiere/birthday. Hahahh I didn't know Ben was at the premiere luhh! Sigh, how blind can I get? Hehehh. Oh and they took some pictures at Long John's just now, I'll try to find(: Then they all wanted to play basketball after the movie but it was like 4 already? And I was dead-meat? And Chaisy couldn't go either? So yeah they went to Sembawang by themselves. I'm sorry. Compared to them, Chaisy and I have like no lives luhh. Hahahh I was superr scared that my Dad would explode when I called him okay! I was like an hour plus late? But then I called him and then he was like, "Hurry up home, it's 4 plus." And so I was quite relieved. Contrary to his, "Hello! Where are you?!" roar of a greeting. Yuppyuppyupp, and the MRT had a problem today, I think. It kept like moving, then stopping in the middle of it's tracks, then moving and stopping again. It got better as it went though(: Yeah so that was my day, yo. Hmm, lemme sum up events for this past week:
Sunday: Had tuition. And I had my first experience eating snails! Yeah fine fine, I know it sounds gross. Call me crazy, but I find it kinda nice actually(:
Monday: Training in the morning, then went to Mama's office at Bugis. We were supposed to collect my sports glasses, but the shop closed early :\
Tuesday: Training in the morning, then went home to freakingly rush to e-mail my English compo to Ms Seow. Then went to Mel Tan's premiere, which my sister and I got lost for! We missed like 15 mins of the movie. Oh wells, I compensated that for today(: Poor Hannah.
Yesterday: Basically nothing. Went to my Dad's function, and made the most out of the buffet(: And I finished reading 2 books.
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| Today was an "oh-well" day. I got to finish my book during the reception(: And I couldn't go out with Moni today as promised because of the function. Sigh. I guess when I say that I never come around to finishing or doing things that I want to, this is what I meant :\ Sorry Moni & Adilah! I really really couldn't make it today. But then again, I guess my dad made it up to me when he subscribed to the Readers' Digest. Haha, that really made my day to tell you the truth. Readers' Digest is really interesting, I think:
1) Waiting in the ER for test results, I overheard a doctor talking to another patient. "So," he said, "I understand that you've lost the ability to speak. When did that happen?" - Anna Goodberlet
2) I had a chance meeting with an old schoolmate in a cafe. We sat down having a lovely reminisce until he suddenly started going on about how happily married he was. The shift in conversation perplexed me until I looked down. The leg I'd been rubbing my itchy skin against wasn't the table. It was his. - James Mason.
3) What to engrave on the inside of my husband's wedding ring? I turned to my sister and said, "I want something that has meaning and will remind him of me." Her suggestion? "Put it back on." - Traci Williams
I was laughing like s***. Yeah, who would've thought a book and a few funny life stories could turn a bad day into a good one, eh?
P.S: The tagboard is up people. Sorry for the delay.
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| This time, we're not giving up;I'm back yo! Here you go people, I haven't blogged for like one month plus ): See what school does to you? Actually, school's only like 60% of the reason, I guess. Why doesn't Nazi wanna blog? I dunno, really. In a way, I gues I can't really express like ALL my feelings when I blog. Some people can, but I can't. I keep a journal, or at least I used to, but then sometimes I have to much to write or I pen things down really forcefully that my hand ends up cramping halfway, and still I have feelings stuck inside. Talking works for me the best, I suppose(with nadhira, moni, lynn and more). I mean, and with everyone's so busy lately (or maybe I'm too busy for them), I end up being all distorted and angry/confused inside. There's another word for how I feel, which I don't know. Ugh. I feel guilty when people say that I'm happy and carefree all the time. I guess I am sometimes, because I try to be. But then sometimes when I feel really down and someone says that, I feel as though I'm fooling them or something. Something's wrong with me ): To make it worse, I'm really bad at showing my feelings, I've been taught and brought up that way. But sometimes, I just feel like showing it you know. I hate it how some people think that they're the saddest, or most unlucky, or busiest or whatever, and then they think they can just say anything they want or do anything they want to you because apparently, you're very happy and you don't care so they can hurt you. I really hate it! It makes me feel like "I'm not good enough" or my feeling don't matter or something. And it's SICK how these people can still call you their friends! They probably think they're better than you, in what terms I dunno. I just feel very sad and disappointed, that's all. See why I dun wanna blog? It's like no point like that. It's not as if these people will change. It's become somewhat of a part of them. I don't know how long I can take this. Frankly, I think I'm very tolerant. I mean lotsa things have happened and I know lotsa people like this, but I've never said a word (God knows if this is good or bad). And I can't tell this people because they're cunnng. They'll just end up twisting your words and reporting to someone else behind your back, as if I don't know. See, there's really no point. I'm not in the right position to tell them, I guess. "I'm not good enough for them", remember? And even if I talk about it to someone else(not even them), I feel like crying. And I hate it because I cry everytime I'm angry and I don't wanna cry. Especially about things like this. But then again, when I think about it, I'm like, "Why should I care? They'll end up ruining themselves anyway, and they'll find it hard to find friends in the future. Nothing to do with me". But then again, I realised that I'll be spending much time with these people, so I might as well just bear with it, and explode when it gets too much (and honestly, I think this will happen soon). It's like a volcano you know, with my magma boiling and the big shell covering my heart is cracking. Soon, everything's gonna spill out and I'm gonna end up killing people with all the poisonous gases and ash, not the magma itself though. I'm trying to describe this in the most simplest manner as possible, so you guys understand. Sigh, I think I'll end up getting gray hairs and eye bags by the half of this year, I'm sighing a lot also. EEEEEEEE!
Alrighteeey, then here comes the thing EVERYONE KEEPS ASKING ME NOW:
Hahahah! I want the army dudes and the gurkhas back at school! They're damm cool, I tell you! Then they line the pavement on both sides and when you walk, you feel like some kind of royalty! Yeah mann! And they stand near the school forest there, then Adilah and I shouted "YO!" loudly from above and the dude leaning against a tree looked up and saw me luhh! Screw Adilah. Hahahah! AND THE MALAY BOARD IS FANTASTIC MAN! It's called art, all you critics. Haha Adilah, Belle, Deanna, Joelle and I did it. Who ever knew not going to OBS and rotting away in school could produce interesting results? And BTW, I still can't figure out how Mas Selamat Kastari could escape from an ISD just like that. In my opinion, there sre only 2 reasons: One, it was an inside job and two, the officers were too complacent (I mean who can blame them if the whole country is like that, including me before this incident):
See what I mean? Hahah I was laughing like crap when Ms Seow showed us the first photo in class. I found the second one at a forum online. Google is really helpful, friends.
Next, B'Div. Err... We got third in zome. Yeah. Not first like we really worked hard for but nonetheless, we're still going to nationals. We have Unity, Bedok North and Yishun Town in our Group D. AT first I felt quite delighted, but then I heard that Unity is really good so....... yeah. Hahahh! Well, what can I say really? I don't think we've ever played any of these schools (at least more than once) before. Before we collected the medals and plaque during the prize presentation, we watched the finals matches. I don't want to talk about the RG-Yuying one, so I shall about the Catholic High-Queenstown one:
^This is not a lay-up. NOPE. This is called flying. YUPP. Hahah and that's us in the background. Notice all the "O"s on our faces! Yeah. 101-45, yo.
Nationals is the week after. I'm quite nervous cause Jiao Lian said that she expected more from me in nationals, in other words, "no mistakes". bgsfgbsgfisbhgk! Hahahhah, in other words, "oh s***". We're not allowed to say "shit", "die" or "damn" or "sucks" and other derogatory words anymore because Ms Chuan is superr strict about it luhh. Hahah 10 push-ups mann.. Sigh. I think I'm not really affected though cause I say "s***" only on special occasions. "shucks" sounds nicer(: Hehh.
I'll end here, trg's at 9 tmrw. And my back really hurts. I think it's cause of ball handling-s last Thursday. It's so painful, I don't know whether it's a muscle strain, or muscle ache, or sprain or twist or what. It just hurts everytime I move. In other words, everytime. Yeah...
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