| o shiet.im bringin this back agen.haha.newaise.watchu noe bout nemo.haha.im still not done fixin it up though.buh u noe.newaise.hmm.im hella confused bout a grip of shiet.buh im all excited fer things 2.i dunno.things r so whack.i dont even noe where 2 start.buh the thing is i dont want sum ppl readin this n wat not.buh okai.uhh.ill do this later.haha |
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| wow.i havnt seen this thing in years.newaise.hmm.wat 2 say.well.wat can i say is the question.i havnt had ne time 2 do nething wid this or write nething in here.buh right now i have sum time kuz its 6:30 n i have 15 minutes 2 get 2 skoo n im already dressed n all that good stuff.buh uhh.lets c.myspace is gay.i really dont like it nemore.its annoying.all u do is look at others ppls comments n give them comments back.n i dunno.im done wid it.imma juss end up deleting mine sum day.buh yea.lets c.wats on my mind.uhh.i dunno wat 2 do.this month there isnt a 31st.haha.so do we celebrate it on the 28th or on th 3rd.thats one thing.n im thinkin bout sacramento n y&g.it was fun n i wish i was back there even though over there i wasnt feeling 2 good n i was freezing n the room was always spinnin n the ground always felt like it was moving.buh other then that.i had fun even though i got no sleep.buh i guess ill try n make up my sleep this weekend n all that shiet.uhh.this is so hard.i dont rememeber how i usta write everything in here n how i felt n all that.its hella hard fer me now.i sorta feel like im fallin down into a hole that i cant get out of.buh i sorta dont wanna fall down the hole.ive sorta been there b4 n i cant handle goin down agen.it took me 2 years 2 climb outta the hole n i dont wanna go back.buh i guess hes worth the 2 years.maybe more.its so weird.it feels like iss been a lot longer than it really has been.it hasnt even been a month yet.buh o well watever.i guess thats a good thing.im not running yet.n iss almost a month.thats a record.haha.usually after a week ill wanna run frum it all.n i juss wanna go my separate way.buh this time.its different.hes different frum all the others.hes sorta wat ive waited fer.hes juss perfect.like i cant really explain it.i was tryin 2 tell him how hes perfect.buh it juss doesnt work.its juss.i like him.i noe my best friend likes him.supposedly my dad likes him or watever.they talked.haha.my brother likes him.hes polite.hes funny.hes athletic.noes how 2 dress.sumtimes its weird buh it works.he always smells good.or well wenever i c him.he makes me feel at home.im always comfortable wid him.he makes me laugh.he makes me smile.juss noeing that im his n hes mine makes me smile.i can b having a bad day.n hell call n everything goes away.i wont even remember y i wasnt having a good day.hes such a dork.im such a dork.he is so doubtful bout things.im so doubtful bout things.we both never c the obvious.we miss the BIG SIGNS.we juss fit 2gether.iss like a puzzle.were the last 2 pieces u need 2 complete the puzzle.haha.i dunno wat im talkin bout.buh i gotta bounce n get my ass 2 skoo.ill write more later. |
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