There once was a girl
Who thought she had it all
She had, friends, love, and a family
What more could she want?
She wanted to fear,
She wanted to know what it was.

The fear of loosing her life
It just wasn't there
She didn't care about herself
She cared about everyone else
She wanted to be gone,
Her friends wouldn't let her,
She wanted break free
Away from the sadness that filled her ming
Everyime she tried to sleep at night
She wanted...just a simple thing
Death.

Why did she want it?
No one was sure
All people knew was that...
She sufferend underneath her disguise
A disguise that everyone thought
To be the truth.
Everyone who didn't know her
That is.
But those who knew her
Could not help in anyway
Everyone just said I love you
I need you here
To live and be happy
Yet she didn't understand why.

Why everyone needed, loved, wanted her here
She felt them all lies
They did noy need her,
They did not love her,
They did not want her
They just said that to make her stay
But why? she was not sure.

All she knew was that
What she wanted
Was for people to be happy
Yet she also wanted to be gone
What could she do?
She knew her friends just loved, cared, wanted, needed
Her here because she always tried to make them happy,
Yet the other people...they had no excuse
They shouldn't care as much, what happened to her.

This way she felt for a long time
And she still does...
There are times, when there are no reasons to live.
So why suffer?
Why be in pain?
Why not just finally see, what fear trully is?
What loosing you life, and friends is?
What being completely alone is?
What death is?

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