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ill_be_your_star_girl
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Name: ill_be_your_star_girl
Interests: dance and cheer team shopping BOYS music
Expertise: cheerleading
Occupation: awesome person
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/10/2006
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| sorry bout the not updating in awhile
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[[.01]]
phone calls filled with lies;
if only you could see how she
sees you through her eyes.
honestly, you don't deserve her;
not anymore
[[.02]]
after all we`ve been through, we have nothing to say
[[.03]]
& once you lose yourself,
You have two choices.
Find the person you used to be,
Or lose that person completely
[[.04]]
Stop planning your life & let it plan itself.
Quit trying to find the perfect boy & let him find you.
If you don't want drama, then don't talk shit.
Things are only as complicated as you make them.
[[.05]]
We always inevitably find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used to love, for some reason, thinking it would work out differently the second time around.
[[.06]]
As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe.
its not that we don't want to,
but too much has happened and we cant.
[[.07]]
So this is how it'll always be;
you'll be with her while saying you love me.
[[.08]]
I don't know if my heart can take this, but I really hope it can because every second with you makes it worth the risk.
[[.09]]
If making out was a sport
I bet I would've passed gym!
short i know.. but ill will add more on later. :DD
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|  [[.01]] Everything good in life is eitherimmoral, illegal or fattening.  [[.02]] From the first time I met you, I couldn't take my eyes off you. I'll admit that there was always something I missed. It didn't matter if you were sitting at the front, or at the back, or talking to the person beside you, or if you were just by yourself. I could always from a crowd immediately identify you, know your position, & know where you are. It seemed wherever you'd go, there'd be light. But I kept thinking; if I didn't say it, then the next time we met there could be no more chances. There have been many times I gave up opportunities to profess to you. That time I told myself; No matter what, I'm not letting you go  [[.03]] Sometimes two hearts just can't dance at the same beat.  [[.04]] I do not want to think about you walking towards me or taking me to places I have never been. I do not want to think about you at night, when no one is thinking of me. I do not want to love you, so I am giving you to the other girls; they can have you & the sun that smiles down on you, they can have you & the sky that opens for you, they can have you & they can keep you.
[[.05]]
There are two things in this life that makes me cry.
The first is death, because it's a lost life;
the second is love, because it never wanted me.
[[.06]]
I've never been in love, so I guess I don't know the happiness of love. I've never been nor am I now. I'm kind of afraid to step that deep into something, because I'm just tired of giving everything I've got. But it's hard, when you know that you could be giving more, but you're just giving what you want to give. Not because you're receiving less, but just because, just simply because, you're afraid to admit to yourself that you would give that person your whole world. And you're just afraid that your whole world or your everything just might not be enough. You just don't want to end up empty handed & admit to yourself that you wanted to give them everything.
[[.07]]
Nothing is more disgusting than a boy
who lies & hurts a girl just to prove he's a man.
[[.08]]
For those who have grown with me or watch me grow up, I have always been the same girl. More mature, maybe, more wise, but my core has stayed the same. The funky spunk in my step is still there like it was from my childhood years. My outright bluntness from my first sentence in meeting someone. Last, the choice to be different. Yeah, sometimes I think to myself, maybe I should be like you all out there, start dying my hair, waking up to straighten it, pounds of makeup, looking sexy 24/7. But nah, I'll stick to what I've got. Yes, you super hot girls make me feel pretty plain Jane sometimes, but for those who are understanding me right now;
I'm better than you.
Because under all that makeup, who's gonna want to look at you now? Now that everyone is so used to seeing you glammed up like a doll? Do you have as much as ambition & drive as I do under all that makeup?
[[.09]]
And even though they didn't end up together forever like she thought they would, she knew she'd remember that grab-at-your-heart blinding he's-my-world, nothing-else-matters-but-him feeling forever.
[[.10]]
Pick a number; you're not the only one who wants me!
 [[.11]]
In life there will be that one person who will
affect you for the rest of your life. The only
person who's going to have that affect on me is
someone amazing & indescribable to words,
but it wasn't him.
[[.12]]
Do you love me because I am beautiful,
or am I beautiful because you love me?
[[.13]]
If you love something, set it free;
if it comes back it's yours,
if it doesn't, it never was.
[[.14]]
May there always be work for your hands
to do, may your purse always hold a coin or two.
May the sun always shine on your windowpane,
may a rainbow be certain to follow each rain.
May the hand of a friend always be near you,
may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.
[[.15]]
All our young lives we search for
someone to love. We chose partners,
change partner...all the while wondering
of there's someone, somewhere
who might be searching for us.
[[.16]]
If God wanted us to bend over
he'd put diamonds on the floor.
[[.17]]
Men kick friendship around like
a football, but it doesn't seem to crack.
Women treat it like glass and it goes to pieces.
[[.18]]
It is a truth universally acknowledged
that when one part of your life starts
going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces. | | |
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[[.01]]
its not that shes forgotten about him.
shes just dealing with the pain ..
and the crazy thing about it is :
she'd take him back,
but the fool in him that walked out
is the fool who just wont ask.
[[.02]]
you know, sometimes i sit
& think about everything
we've been through &
what we've done. & i think
that if i were to have done it
with someone else, it wouldnt
have meant as much.
[[.03]]
And no relationship is perfect, ever. There are some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something in order to gain something greater. But the love we have for each other is bigger than those small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
[[.04]]
he whispered to her,
"the only way i could ever hurt you
is by holding your hand too tight."
[[.05]]
youd be surprised at how often
a joke a song a memory makes
me think about you.
[[.06]]
I Want A Guy... who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. a BOY who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him & would just smile and agree with everything I said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. he would take me to the park and put his hand around my waist and give me bear hugs all the time. But mostly I want someone who would be my best firend and would never break my heart
[[.07]]
You gave me the best gift anyone ever could; you took me through one of the biggest life experiences, you & i made countless memories that i will cherish forever, & you completely helped me find myself..& although the pain ran deeper than nearly anything else, i would never have wanted to share my first love with anyone else.
[[.08]]
you wear a heart shaped ring
wrapped around your finger
and a sparkle in your eye and I'd never change it
when I gave you that.rose what I said was true
because it's still alive and I will always love you
[[.09]]
You will never break my heart in two again.
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Lately I've been counting my blessings;
I've been doing fine, I've been happy.
Lately I've realized that I don't need you <3
[[.02]]
Close your eyes tightly, so you won't see,
the tears you promised you'd never cry.
[[.03]]
I don't want to feel the way she did because I know what happens when you do. You love with your whole heart, with everything, & you wake up one morning & kiss someone goodbye the way you always do, except you mean it as goodbye forever.
[[.04]]
I forgave you the first time,
I forgave you the second time,
but this time baby, consider it the last time.
[[.05]]
Girls, you know what I think? I think that we all deserve better. I think that they need to make up their minds, figure out what they want. If they want us, they're gonna have to fight for us, because we're gonna find someone so much better than them, someone that actually deserves us; someone that makes us look at them & go, "What the hell was I thinking!"
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