| | God has been teaching me so much recently......
it's been a rough month. lots going on in my life... God is constantly molding me and making me into what He desires for me to be.... the molding isn't always an easy thing..... most times it down right hurts. i've been confused....i've been aching at times. i have begged for understanding.....BEGGED for rest...for peace.
about a month ago i went to go see the movie "facing the giants" (i'll spare you the details about what it was about) but as i was sitting there.... God spoke to me.
"Christina, will you still love me even if I don't give you what you want in the end? Will you still love me even if you never understand this situation....will you still serve me even if it's forever gone....even if you feel as though you've lost everything? will you still love me?"
through tears of absolute certainty i was broken.... "Yes God.....i will still love you if i don't get what i want in the end....even if i never understand.....even if i lose it all.......i will still love You."
there in that theater i found my rest....... even if my human flesh rears it's ugly head every once in a while and i begin to panic... one thing is certain....... i will always love God....and i will always serve Him even if He shields my eyes from understanding.
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| | Posted 12/19/2006 7:07 PM - 3 comments
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