| me and walter are long over. he was just this side of mental retardation anyway. (not bitter at all thankyou very much) i havent spoken to him or augusto in months. i cant believe i dated a hobo and a retard. yuck. Im with Sebastian right now. hes cute and whatnot but im not exactly happy. alot of shit has happened and things suck. I need a female gerbil. I want to breed mine. i got a fuckin cellphone bitches! 201-661-1938. call me! |
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| I had a dream last night. I dreamt that Walter left me. He had gone for a while but was now back. He was sitting right accross from me but I couldnt reach him. No matter what I did I couldn't get to him. I kept screaming for him but he didn't hear me. I wanted so desperately to get to him but I couldn't. I had my mothers cellphone and i knew she had his number. So i kept scrolling through the phone book and screaming at my mother to give me his number but she just said It was for my own good. I just kept yelling till my throat hurt and dialing random numbers. I woke up crying......... I really miss him. |
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| Ok so recently i got all my shit D-blocked. My camera, my gameboy and other items that meant alot to me. I'm in quite a funk but im starting to think that maybe this happened for a reason. maybe its the power that be's way of telling me to stop screwing around and get focused on school. but what a mean way to get rid of all my distractions. I'll try this whole 'senior year' thing but i think the only thing in my future is bergen community *gag* |
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| How much booty before baby got back?If i had a shekel for everytime i was slain as a philistine, well lets say i wouldnt be riding a camel through the eye of a needle anytime soon!
hahahahaha i just think thats funny. Wellmy dads more or less ok. Hes having trouble with the radiation therapy. He gets panic attacks during it and they have to stop. so we haveto wait to see how that goes other than that hes ok.
Im as happy as happy can be cept im 100% not likely to graduate with the rest of my class. yippy skippy. who wants to stand outside in the heat in one of those robe things anyway? not me. pssh. but other than that im dandy. wish it would stop raining though. i want new clothes. i should go clean my room. later. |
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| My dads in the hospital
getting his lymph nodes removed because he has throat cancer
last night he choked on his own blood
theres only a 25% chance he'll make it |
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