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Name: Stephanie
Birthday: 5/5/1986
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

I am VERY upset!! All kinds of things have taken place today and I swear they keep getting worse and worse as the day goes by. BLUGH!! So.... I have this class called Workplace Principles... and we have to have this cd to access all of our homework assignments. Well that class ended this morning @ 9:00 and me and one of my friends from the class decided to go to the computer lab and do some of the homework. Well to make a long story short, I left the cd in the computer of the library and didn't realize it. I got online once I was home and looked on myspace. I had a message from one of the guys in my class and it read, "Hey I was just letting you know, but you left your cd in the computer and I have it for you." I'm thinking GREAT!! *sarcastic* So... I need the cd to do this big employment portfolio that is due Tuesday and I don't have the cd to complete it because this dumbass took my cd out and took it home with him and I have no way to get into contact with him. Yes I sent him a message back on myspace but he has failed to send me another back. Wonderful huh? So yea, I'm pretty much screwed!

Another thing: I called my friend on the road to tell her that I saw her at a stop light and to just say hi. Well I don't want to sound selfish/mean, but I have felt recently that she has kind of blown me off for another friend. Which is okay I understand. Their schedules mix more than me and hers.... but I just found out today that she is planning on moving to Clarksville with her.... hmmm!?!? Okay so know I'm losing my best friend that I've known for like 6 years. Great huh? I'm telling ya, this day is just getting better and better. Why can't it just be one simple thing to cause me to stumble throughout the day... why is it that whenever I'm having a bad day it is because of several different things!? I guess because that would be simple, huh? *sigh*

So to come to a conclusion since I feel like I have carple tunnel... this day BLOWS!!


Thursday, September 14, 2006

stress... stress... and more stress. Want out of my apartment lease and to find a place where I can have my doggy... so that way she can be potty trained right ,but need 1000 dollars to even get out of my lease :( Or else some big dramatic story that I can tell my landlord and be able to make some kind of negotiation with him where we can make payments on the 1000 dollars or something of that nature cause I couldn't pay 1000 dollars to him and then come up with the money for a down payment or rent for another place... that would blow. I would have no more money left and I can't do that. School is also stressful, I'm taking a Physics class that I honestly don't think I have to have and I swear I leave that class every tues/thurs with a massive headache.. it sucks monkey balls! My job stinks.... im not getting enough hours, but I honestly can't have anymore than I already do because of classes. Just life in general is really stressful right now... I couldn't even sleep last night cause my stomach was upset thinking about all the things I needed to get done. It was an awful feeling... oh well I guess life goes on, I just wish some things would hurry up and blow over. *sigh*.... I need friends. None of mine are honestly friends. No one ever wants to do anything anymore. Like tonight... I was wandering around Bowling Green all on my lonesome with nothing to do, bored out of my mind. Went to Wal-Mart, went to the mall, sat in Starbucks parking lot and played on the computer... all because I didn't wanna go back to my stupid apartment and sit and be alone. It SUCKED! I was very glad for Adam to be home.. it was a flippin human being! Sitting at home all day with nothing to and part of the night= BAD! I get really lonely and depressed and think about everything I don't need to be thinking about honestly. And none of my so called "friends" never answer their phones either... hmmm.. that should tell me something- I need new friends! But those are very few and hard to find!! In class you don't really meet people yea you start up conversations, but you honestly don't hang out with those people. And I won't make close relationships in my workplace... I don't get along with one of them definetely and the rest really aren't my cup of tea. Oh well I guess. My mom will be my only friend, and Adam. And I can't wait for Josh to get home!! He comes home in 5 days!!!! YAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!! YIPPPPEEEE! Can't WAIT! I miss him so so so so so much!! My little Joshy needs to hurry those 5 days by! When he returns home maybe I won't be so bored all the time, he's always up for doing something.. man I miss him. I don't care home many times I have to say that to get my point across- lol. He has been gone way too long from his Stephy. HURRY HOME JOSHY! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! hehe. Rico y Chavela Siempre y Siempre (josh knows what that means)... anyways... I hope everything is going well with everyone, no one ever writes on here anymore so I'm really not for sure what's going on with everyone, but if you wanna let me know just send me a message... I'd like to know how everyone is. Love ya all! BYE


Currently Listening
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By Theory of a Deadman
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"Since You've Been Gone"

It seems that nothing ever goes my way
Since you broke my heart when you left that day
There's nowhere to go so just stay with me
Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please

To tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
To tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
I need to hear from you
Since you've been gone

It seems that every time you swear to God that you're leaving
I'm down on my knees beggin' you to stay
There's nowhere to go so just stay with me
Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please

To tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
To tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone

Please don't leave me here alone
Just stay awhile
Make me smile
Please don't leave me here alone
Just stay awhile
And, baby, smile

Since you've been gone
I need to hear from you
Since you've been gone
I need to hear you say

Tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
Tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
I need to hear you say
Since you've been gone
Don't tell me
Don't tell me
I need to hear you say


Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Well.... I guess even if my friends don't ever update their journals... it doesn't mean I can't. I haven't really had much of a summer. I worked all of it!! Two jobs!! Country Oven Bakery and Kohl's. As far as I know... my last day at Country Oven was today. My last day at Kohl's is Saturday. I can't wait till Kohl's is over! I've been there for a year and 7 months and I've had my limit. I start Dillard's next week. I'll be working in the Home department so people come visit me! I'll probably be bored out of my mind so I need all the company I can get. And.. if you need any dishes or bed spreads or sheets or anything find me!! I have to sell all I can! At Dillard's they are all about how much you sale. If you don't make your sales goal... you get a pay cut :( And I really don't need that. I'm going to Dillard's for a pay raise from what I'm used to not for a pay cut because I can't make my sales goal. So wish me luck! I'm hoping I'll do okay. I'm supposed to be moved to women's after a couple of months, but I can't move until my sales are good... so I need them to be AWESOME! I only want to be in Home as little as I have to be... LOL.

Anyways... I miss all my friends! I feel like I never get to see them. Me and Amber have hung out more than usual, which is good. I hope that doesn't change. Me and Myranda have also hung out more than usual and that's also good! I don't want any of that to change, I still feel like I don't see them enough though. The other day me and Amber went to the pet store and I got a puppy!!! I love her. She is a puggle. For all of you that are saying WTF? She is half pug, half beagle. She's adorable!! And she won't have breathing problems like pugs because her nose isn't as smushed so that's always good. Her name is Kisses.... she got her name because that's basically all she does. Kisses everything! Kisses you, kisses your fingers, your toes, kisses her bed... EVERYTHING! It's adorable though. Adam and I were playing with her last night and she just randomly put her nose in  the air and howled... it was so CUTE! And whenever she hears something she'll like turn her head from side to side... it's hilarious! I'll put up pictures of her as soon as I can get some. There's a bunch on my phone but that doesn't help-hehe.

Ummm..... as of right now I can't really think of anything else that's new. New job, new puppy... that's about it. I'm starting anew :) And school is about to start back... woo hoo! LOL *sarcasm* I am ready to get out though... so the more I'm in school, the sooner I'll be out. THANKGOD! :) ByE aLL


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Just returned from Gulf Shores, Alabama the other day. I had a lot of fun! We arrived late Thursday night and crashed!! It's not like I didn't sleep all the way there though.. LOL! Friday morning we went straight to the beach... MAN IS IT HOT IN ALABAMA!! It was a lot of fun though, I love the ocean! (yea Ashley I know you will read this and be like I HATE FISH!) HAHA! :) Anyways... picked up a bunch of kewl seashells. Went to our pool at the condo we stayed in. The condo was like an apartment, it was awesome. Like you were at your own house on the beach. ( YEA I WISH ) Ummm.... later we went to a place called The Track... we raced go carts, played put put golf... just little fun activities... and we ate @ Hooter's. It wasn't all the good,. but I think its just because I ordered nasty chicken fingers and they were extremely crowded.... NEXT DAY- Beach again.. WOO HOO! And we rented Boogie Boards, or body boards, whatever you would like to call them. That was too much fun! And we returned to our pool once again. It was so outside though that you couldnt hardly stay out there too long or else you would burn up. The day of souvenoir shopping, THEY HAVE TONS OF SHOPS>>>FUN! :) I like shopping so money was def spent. And we ate at this really awesome restaurant called Lambert's Cafe. They serve you all kinds of things at your table and throw rolls... It was so yummy! I could have eaten all night at that place! They bring you so much food that you're practically rolling yourself out of there... it was great. And we went to see Over The Hedge... such a cute movie :) LOVED IT... ill put up pics or something later... cya



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