you should watch juno....it's good

i still want to be done with this place so badly, but it's getting a little better. i still think i could cry at the thought of being with my family...it makes me so happy.

i'm continually evaluating myself these days. i feel like this is the time for me to know who i am and if i don't like some things, then i should change them. i wanna be classy, i wanna be graceful, i don't want to be childish, but them sometimes i do, i want to be independent, i want to speak my mind, i want to stand up for myself, i don't want to BS, i don't want to get agrivated so quickly, i want to be a good leader, i want people to respect me, i want to love my friends, i want to be truthful, i don't want to judge others, i want someone to love me.

do you ever think about the things your parents did or didn't do that made you who you are? in class we answers questions about if our parents did this or that and how that makes you who you are. i'm scared i won't do the right things....how did my parents do so good? why do i respect my dad so much? how come some kids are taught and don't listen? i'm really glad i listened!

How does one transition from a child-adult relationship with their parents to an adult-adult relationship? does the relationship really ever make that change?

i can't express how much i love the cheap aisle in walmart......oh to find something that i love for 50 cents! it's so exhilarating!

it disturbs me when people paint over beautiful red brick..or an brick. why are they doing that? you can never get that natural brick back. why are we making things generic and white? let's keep the old things old and beautiful!! please stop painting over the brick!

i would really like to know if Obama is a muslim or not....i heard that he wasn't but people say he is, then i heard is and he's proud of it.....i looked online but i found both sides of the story, why are people lying and spreading rumors about other people's lives....just leave the man alone and let him tell us the truth...(this is not me supporting Obama, i just wanna know)

i have to get a real job in a few months and figure out what i'm doing with my life....this scares me and excites me at the same time. i so badly want to be an adult and people treat me like one, but i also want to take a nap, soooooo

i'm beginning a beth moore study on the psalms of ascent and i think i'm a little in love with it....it's amazing how closely it relates to my life at this time....go Jesus.....tell me what you wanna tell me

i'm finding out so much more about a bad situation than i original knew. It's not so good....more backstabbing.

Let's all grow up a little and act our age. When bad things happen, what is your first reaction? ...that tells alot about a person.

I'm not into bands...i don't give a crap about what sings what or some random new band.....lets just listen to the music and be happy.....who cares if you've seen them in concert or you discovered them first.

i never thought i would be one of those people who wanted desperately to graduate and leave, but things have happened and continue to happen......i'm not happy here anymore....i don't want to leave this place, i want to leave these people (well some of them).